Lol I did not expect so many comments on one post expressing some pity over Amber.
Have you read these threads at all?
Look guys, you might disagree with me, but I think she is depressed right now.
She may be depressed, small D, but that's likely for the reasons
@dfranki723 outlines: she wants attention - all of the attention, good and bad - and people are getting sick of her shit because at the end of the day, she is just a really fucking boring waste of space with no interests beyond gluttonous consumption (food and goods). She's probably also depressed, small D because Chantal is going full on crazy, which in turn is fueling talking about relegating Big Al to the back bench and collapsing this little world here at the farms. She claims not to read here, but we know she does. The thread related to potentially collapsing her forum here has more pages than many of her videos these past months. That's an ego strike for a narc.
Go back and look at her older videos, she has life in her. Now she has no joy, her laughter is extremely fake and it shows,
It always has been fake.
she looks like these videos, which are the laziest videos any Youtuber had done ever pretty much, are taking such a toll on her, like it's so hard to even sit there and talk about nothing.
Not that she has done anything to make her situation better when she felt better, I'm just saying, now the chances she will ever do anything are even smaller than before, and isn't that something.
And this is why there is no pity from me for her - you said it yourself: she has never lifted a single fat finger to do anything about changing her life in any meaningful way. She's in a state she hates, can't walk much less drive herself anywhere, doesn't read - the supposed "29 books in January" notwithstanding - is generally stupid, and she and her butler are codependent roommates, not partners.
I don't blame destiny for not encouraging Amber, I'm saying she could have and then maybe, mayyyyybe she would have done something. It's all on Amber at the end though, always. We are responsible for our actions after all.
She could have if her type wasn't massive landwhales. She probably got sick of Big Al's shit just like the rest of the planet.
Look, you are right, but she has a very shitty childhood and teenager years with her neglectful junky parents and abusive brother. People forget about it. It doesn't excuse anything but it does explain some. She has many psychological problems which she doesn't take care of. So I feel bad for her, despite everything. Shoot me.
Nobody gets to "forget" about her oh so traumatic childhood, because she brings it up all the time. She's now 30 fucking years old. She refuses to get therapy, while having the means to do so. I'll still never understand people feeling sorry for her about hauling this supposed baggage around for her entire life instead of growing the fuck up and dealing with it when she has all the opportunity in the world to do it. But that certainly would require some accountability and responsibility, and we know Big Al ain't about that.
Whatever dude, I had major depression, I know what it is. If you feel you don't have any future to look up to and you don't really have a reason to live you don't do anything. It's not just about creating habits, you need to have some will to do anything. Otherwise, why would you bother to create habits at all.
Yes, you alone know what big D depression is.
She's already done the "the world hates me, I'm gonna kill myself" bullshit.
I disagree, I think she loved Destiny, or at the very least, loved the way she feels when she was with her.
And which was so annoying that Density repeatedly said nasty things to her and then cheated on her and broke up with her - just like she did to her previous gf when she hooked up with Big Al. Another thing I simply cannot understand: if someone cheats on their partner with you, they're very likely to cheat on you with someone else.
I can feel pity for these people too sometimes. Emphasis on sometimes. What can I tell you. Shitty parents, shitty childhood, no normal or semi-normal copy mechanism and extreamly afraid to get out a toe out of her comfort zone. Pitiful.
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Gather ye tophats and fling them my way.
