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She's saying in her latest live stream that she's losing weight but I just don't believe anything she says anymore. I wonder if another reason why she prefers the streams over vlogs is because it's easier not to show her full body.
Ofcourse no troll is going to admit to be courting the BEAST of BEASTS, some stuff intrigued me nonetheless.@theyggdrasil
I got this info from the ALR subreddit. Redditors are questioning if this person is a bot or a troll. Another thing being speculated is that ALR mentioned she's talking to two different women, so this may not be the infamous Wipey, and just another person she's in contact with.
EDIT: Looks like she just posted saying she's not connected to Amber.
The only reason she's alive is because she has girlfriends around her to act as tard wranglers
Except lymphedema is extremely common at her weight, and her right layyg is noticeably larger than her left. Its not a stretch to imagine conditions like "muh lymphedema" or "muh cellulitis" or other FAT related problemsI honestly don't think she has lymphadema. Her body simply cannot hold the amount of fat she's putting in and the fat is depositing wherever it can. It's like when obese people say "it's water weight" when they gain weight.
No I genuinely don't think so. Not directly, amber wants that.Gorl, you sure? If anything, her girlfriends, especially Becky, are the ones who enabled her to become a behemoth.
Her relationship with Krystle was almost 4 years, then krystle broke up with her saying that she hadn't been in love with amber since the first year. Maybe it was inspired by that? I think she was also with Cassie (sp?) for 3-4 years. We already know becky wanted to break up with amber during her foggy christmas '19, and amber refused. I'm assuming that's how most of her relationships go. She traps people with guilt or money, and they spend the better part of 3 years trying to get out of the relationship and make the breakup stick.I must have read that at some point - when I found the farms, I read this entire thread and decided to stay (hello, fellow assholes!). But I'm wondering now, on rereading this tripe, if perhaps our gorl is psychic.
I looked over at my mom and she had a tear run down her cheek but I could tell she was happy. There was a difference in her now than her tears she shed earlier. She looked hopeful now. Her golden hair was flowing in the wind and she looked better than she had in months as the sun hit her cheeks. I looked around and saw nothing but estrogen. It didn't bother me, since I was a lesbian after all. I just hadn't been interested in anyone since Rose, who had left me 7 months ago because she realized she actually wasn't into girls after all. We were together for almost 4 years. She is the reason I came out to my parents and look where that got me. I had been with a few girls before her but something was different about her and she was the only girl that I would have done absolutely anything for. She broke me and shows absolutely no remorse for it.
Or maybe it's just that 3-4 years is enough time for someone to put up with the behemoth, and she subconsciously knows that in some way. Yeah, probably that.
I’ve been thinking along similar lines, but my extra theory is that Amber encourages them to eat themselves into morbid obesity so that she can be ‘the pretty one’ in the group. None of them have made it to breakup in a healthy body (and we can argue unhealthy mentally as well) so it will be interesting to see what any new gf will be like - and how long they stay that way.No I genuinely don't think so. Not directly, amber wants that.
Being basically the smartest girl in special Ed she's just King of the retards and happens to have a huge need for attention. With her many faces she's bound to find someone who can give her the love and attention she needs to heal her childhood trauma. The need for attachments and the reassurance that everything she does is ok and that she is enough. The only reason she has a girlfriend or friends is for that. Amber needs puppets to allow herself to build a world that she's happy in and regress to if life gets too hard or complex. Some of the criteria for being around her is just that -allowing her to get what she wants to be constantly happy- I kinda look at her like a kid playing "house" with dolls but the dolls are people and everyone involved is at least a little bit retarded.
She has deformed her feet so badly she will never be able to walk normal. Even if she loses weight, I knowWhat’s even crazier is, that picture is from the Shanty. So it’s, at a bare minimum, over a year old. Can’t remember which vlogmas this was and don’t care lol. She’s still fat.
We all know she’s hit her highest weight ever since moving to Lexington. So that means… she’s bigger than the infamous birthday party pic or the one where she’s sitting on the couch with T. rex arms. She’s just been very careful not to show her body lately. I looked for awhile but that’s honestly one of the more recent pictures I could find with her arms other than her putting her hair up.
Now, all that being said, imagine what worse than the birthday party pic really looks like. Because the first time I saw these screenshots, I was floored. But seeing them again just now to attach them to this post it really doesn’t look that crazy anymore. That’s how badly she’s managed to distort my image of the human body. She has given me dysmorphia for other people’s bodies.
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If she lost weight, her tits would be concave. She'd be a negative A cup.Even if she loses weight, I know, she will still walk like a penguin
How does the upper arm get so huge and the forearm SO far under proportion? It is truly a marvel of the human body.
We haven't seen shelf ass in forever. Talk about deformity.How does the upper arm get so huge and the firearm SO far under proportion? It is truly a marvel of the human body.
Her arm looks like it's 8 months pregnant.
I bet you could slice an opening in it and live in it for warmth during the winter months.Her arm looks like it's 8 months pregnant.
I bet you could slice an opening in it and live in it for warmth during the winter months.
There is nothing i don't love about your postALR's entire love language revolves around buying people things. Especially when she's in the love-bombing phase of BPD lunacy, she just spends tons of cash on absolute garbage. (Then in true BPD fashion, she builds up resentment about how much money she spends on that person... 'round and 'round it goes.)
This is separate from her trying to financially dominate someone and make them dependent by paying all their bills and rent and not letting them work. Related, insofar as it's ultimately about control, and as far as money plays a central part in her value system (though not so central as calories). But she can't stop herself from buying every bit of bullshit that catches her eye, so she thinks that everyone else actually wants all that shit too. Like, she can't conceptualize someone seeing a t-shirt, say, at the store that they think is funny or cute, and then not buying it. Not because it didn't fit or they didn't have the money -- just because they didn't really need or want another shirt. (Similarly, most people can express a fondness for ice cream or whatever without needing to buy it because they see it. Though on that note, I've often thought that grocery stores are ALR's happiest place on earth -- an absolute wonderland where all consumption intersects. Air conditioned, too! And with scootypuffs!)
So I have to wonder. What would happen if the object of her affection didn't want dollar store trash? I mean, we'll never know because the only people who are willing to pretend to be interested in her are white trash grifters who share her fucked up consumer impulses. But what if a girlfriend said to her, "Hey, I appreciate the gesture, but I really don't need any more candles/key chains/stuffed animals/snapbacks. I know you like buying me things, but please stop doing this."
Her tiny brain would explode into a massive tantrum about how they didn't really love her if they wouldn't accept her gifts of trash. It would be an actual, honest-to-god opportunity for her to self-reflect, analyze, and grow as a person. But again, she'll be spared that because there's lidurally no reason for anyone to get involved with her if not for the Dollar Tree Shopping Sprees.
Just thinking out loud here, I guess. Reading about Wipey has me all contemplative.
Great comment. I agree 100% with you. To add to that, she buys all the trash that her fatty heart wants, but if it's something expensive and she can't afford she always has a convenient excuse.ALR's entire love language revolves around buying people things. Especially when she's in the love-bombing phase of BPD lunacy, she just spends tons of cash on absolute garbage. (Then in true BPD fashion, she builds up resentment about how much money she spends on that person... 'round and 'round it goes.)
This is separate from her trying to financially dominate someone and make them dependent by paying all their bills and rent and not letting them work. Related, insofar as it's ultimately about control, and as far as money plays a central part in her value system (though not so central as calories). But she can't stop herself from buying every bit of bullshit that catches her eye, so she thinks that everyone else actually wants all that shit too. Like, she can't conceptualize someone seeing a t-shirt, say, at the store that they think is funny or cute, and then not buying it. Not because it didn't fit or they didn't have the money -- just because they didn't really need or want another shirt. (Similarly, most people can express a fondness for ice cream or whatever without needing to buy it because they see it. Though on that note, I've often thought that grocery stores are ALR's happiest place on earth -- an absolute wonderland where all consumption intersects. Air conditioned, too! And with scootypuffs!)
So I have to wonder. What would happen if the object of her affection didn't want dollar store trash? I mean, we'll never know because the only people who are willing to pretend to be interested in her are white trash grifters who share her fucked up consumer impulses. But what if a girlfriend said to her, "Hey, I appreciate the gesture, but I really don't need any more candles/key chains/stuffed animals/snapbacks. I know you like buying me things, but please stop doing this."
Her tiny brain would explode into a massive tantrum about how they didn't really love her if they wouldn't accept her gifts of trash. It would be an actual, honest-to-god opportunity for her to self-reflect, analyze, and grow as a person. But again, she'll be spared that because there's lidurally no reason for anyone to get involved with her if not for the Dollar Tree Shopping Sprees.
Just thinking out loud here, I guess. Reading about Wipey has me all contemplative.