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Interesting. Has anyone else seen her doing these sorts of things, or is this just solely her word? I ask because I’ve read that BPD people are notoriously hard to treat because they love the one on one attention that being diagnosed and “being sick” gets them. They apparently tend to exaggerate or outright lie to desperately cling or encourage the attention of doctors/therapists/family etc.She has. The anecdote off the top of my head is her room mate in lock up was named Helen and voices told her "oh thats helen keller. Shes gonna kill you." Rereading a bit of the thread she also mentions talking to street lights and about the time she walked a few miles and fell asleep in a parking lot. Heres the videos where she mentions these.
I always figured the falling asleep in a parking lot was either drugs or a side effect of staying up all night having screamo drama with Hogg or whatever. The other stuff “Helen Keller is gonna kill you”? I don’t know. There are people who, upon receiving a mental health dx, will try to fit this weird composite “crazy person” persona. She just doesn’t act likE someone trying to navigate life being derailed by hallucinations, at least not from what videos show. She's being derailed by plenty of other shit, obviously.
not saying I don’t believe her, but she doesn’t have a solid grasp on who she is, her self, in a deep way. So if she gets told she’s acting crazy, she’ll go along with "being crazy" as part of her persona.
This new dude is an ugly little thumb. Does she have a legit ugly guy fetish or just terribly low self esteem? I'm assuming the latter and that's unfortunate. She should definitely avoid dating anyone right now. I'm not suggesting fucking randos is "better", but an occasional one night stand would seem better than all these bullshit fake-relationships that never go anywhere beyond "yelling in front of the trailer", people using her and talking shit.