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I looked up more into the drama, and it is actually more juicy (and sad) than what I formerly presumed.While I was putting up this post, I found out that the Really Shadowheart mod got deleted off of Nexus Mods.
Apparently the rationale that the Nexus jannies stated on why they deleted the mod was because the mod author iamy0urdad took content from another mod author without permission. Even the most innocent of mod authors can't resist the temptation of stealing content lmao. According to the jannies, instead of addressing the claims, iamy0urdad deleted his account instead, which is an admission of guilt.
You can find the mod on iamy0urdad's GitHub page and on a mod.io page, of which the jannies in the latter allow mods that take content from other mods without permission. Nevertheless, the GitHub version is one update newer and is more space-friendly due to the update being a de-clutter update.
While developing the mod "Really Shadowheart," Nexus Mods user iamy0urdad found a bug that was present in the vanilla game while editing code for the companion Shadowheart. iamy0urdad found a hotfix to that bug from another mod called "Waterproof Shadowheart" made by another Nexus Mods user kelocena. iamy0urdad applied the fix but later found it to be insufficient so he had to apply more code fixes to the change such as editing strings. iamy0urdad soon notified kelocena that he borrowed her bugfix from her mod and suggested improvements to them that he made on "Really Shadowheart." The reaction iamy0urdad got soon became mentally-straining.
kelocena was furious at iamy0urdad, attacking him for "stealing" her mod because he did not ask her for permission for taking her hotfix. kelocena soon launched a harassment campaign at iamy0urdad, with many users of Nexus Mods joining. What they found is that iamy0urdad had a manifesto published under "Really Shadowheart" where he credits one of his influences as Norwegian black metal musician and later Neo-Nazi Varg Vikerness. This gave a ton of fuel to the fire, where the harassers accuse iamy0urdad of being a Neo-Nazi and that his "Really Shadowheart" mod adheres to Neo-Nazism by making Shadowheart a "tradwife" just because she no longer adheres to polyamory in the mod.
Sick of the harassment, iamy0urdad apologized publicly to the Baldur's Gate 3 subreddit r/BG3Mods and Kelocena (which she did not accept due to it being public) and removed the copied hotfix from the "Really Shadowheart" mod. iamy0urdad also added "Cancel your Disney+, tax the rich, repeal the 2nd, vote blue" as a way to stave off accusations of him being a Neo-Nazi and trying to get the good graces of the Baldur's Gate 3 online community, a.k.a., left-wing ultra-liberal Redditors and Nexus modders.
The admins of Nexus Mods soon put the mod "Really Shadowheart" under review. Due to ongoing harassment from Nexus modders and mod.io users who a-log him, iamy0urdad purged his account on Nexus Mods but gave ownership of his mods to his friends at the mod.io page for Baldur's Gate 3. Admins at Nexus Mods and a-logs soon interpreted that iamy0urdad is avoiding "administrative efforts" despite him complying with removing the "stolen" bugfix from his mod and admins soon banned the "Really Shadowheart" mod from the site and banned any effort to re-upload it, since the mod in Nexus Mods would be under friends of iamy0urdad. It's to note that iamy0urdad's biggest a-logs on Nexus Mods are probably people who are heavily pro-polyamory and wanted their polyamory mods to work with "Really Shadowheart," which is pro-monogamy.
iamy0urdad left his mods up on his GitHub page and his Discord server to constantly update them, knowing that he is safe to borrow code without permission, with his friends re-uploading those changes to the mod.io page for Baldur's Gate 3.
Public apology by iamy0urdad (Posted by loregamer on RPGHQ | Archive) | iamy0urdad's "Really Shadowheart" gets banned from Nexus (Posted by loregamer on RPGHQ | Archive) |
Below is the interactions that kelocena had with some Redditors defending iamy0urdad showing that she is still extremely bitter that her work is "stolen" despite the fact that all game code is owned by Larian Studios.
TL;DR: A mod author borrowed someone's bugfix without permission and let that person know that he took her change and recommended some improvements. That someone became ass-mad because he "stole" her work and launched a harassment campaign that later accused the mod author of being a Neo-Nazi. The mod author soon purged his account from Nexus Mods for more friendlier pastures, one that allows borrowing code without permission.
Unfortunately, I was not able to archive interactions that iamy0urdad had with kelocena before he purged the account and the Nexus Mods admins wiped out everything, so here is more Reddit slop that fries your brain as it pertains to the situation.
Archive to the Reddit threads about the "Really Shadowheart" mod in the images above:
- Really Shadowheart mod under moderation? - Archive
- What happened to the Really Shadowheart mod creator? - Archive
- Really Shadowheart Mod, One bad condition=Big Heart break... - Archive
- Question regarding Really Shadowheart mod and romance path - Archive
Also, RIP to the 'Let's Sperg' tag in the title of the thread.
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