Here are higher resolution images of Bapy and learningmyabcs (the meet & greet video was lowered in size, reducing its quality).
(Click on the thumbnails for the full-sized images)
This is what histrionic e-thots always do when they are publicly criticized for something stupid. They said. They suicide bait and then simp bait.
She did the same thing when she was criticised for her "groomer" comment. She faked a mental breakdown (which conveniently happened on stream and with her fake baby voice), claimed she was hospitalised, and then posted two separate "apology" tweets to pretend like the mental breakdown and the drama were separate issues.
it's probably hard for a psycho to care about her mom dying.
She normalised the idea of suicide in her mother's mind by making a suicide pact with her.
NIGGA WHAT!!!
Ribbon-tan was one of Ellie's alt accounts. Along with ririko / rrk (her misskey.io account), it really should be added to the OP. Those accounts are where she posted the child mutilation art that she drew.
Also she is diseased and looks like a ghoul.
The appearance of her hands is probably due to iron-deficiency anemia (caused by anorexia and vegetarianism). She has to take prescription iron. It also doesn't look like she uses moisturizer. She said that she was going to get a pedicure before posting feet pictures, so the sore on her foot is likely from where the pedicurist scraped off her toe callus. She didn't wait for it to heal before taking those pictures, and she didn't bother to edit it out.
I suppose the KF doxxing led her to feel more comfortable to posting IRL stuff or something
She has always been comfortable with posting IRL stuff, even with such a psychotic fan base. She posted IRL images of herself in Florida (on a trip to visit her boyfriend).
Almost all e-girls are prostitutes.
Ellie previously admitted that posting her feet is whoring herself out, and said that she wanted to be delicate about it by making it a donation goal. She said that it was just like how soaplands try to mask the fact that they are brothels.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjdAcyO2orI (
https://preservetube.com/watch?v=YjdAcyO2orI)
During her 18-12-2025 stream titled: "SHONDO RETURN!! talking about health, life & the future!

(nothing scary, i promise!!!)", Ellie talked about her trip to Japan.
When Ellie first arrived in Japan, she ended up standing in the airport alone for two hours. After Nina finally picked her up, she locked Ellie out of her apartment and left her alone to wander outside while she went to class for six hours. Ellie wandered around, and had a panic attack on the ground in an alleyway for half an hour. Ellie didn't sleep for over 50 hours, and it took two hours for her to find a restroom.