👺 Your 推し is くそ Ellie Lois Marcus / fallenshadow / Shondo / syadouu / shadowxeclipse / killudesu / IRresolute / @fallenshadow_YT

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Where did this develop? Was it one of those things endemic to Japan which other countries imported or just badly translated?
To my knowledge it started as a joke in an anime, this teacher had a picture of his wife with him and said 'mai waifu' in Engrish. Lonely people on imageboards must've started calling the fictional girls they jerk off to waifus, from there they just ramped up the cringe over the decades as society became shameless (e.g. from having "dates" with their waifus to treating vtubers as waifus).
Deviancy is one of the many consequences of gay marriage, you can't avoid the slippery slope into pedophilia if you treat homos as anything other than mentally ill sex addicts (men) or mentally ill misandrists (women) in need of a beating. Shame needs to make a comeback
 
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...who even is the audience for this? It is so bleak.

Sexual interest in the body features of a child is just one of the factors that lead a predator to sexually abuse children. Other factors include a desire for power and control, and a desire for personal affirmation (to cope for feelings of inferiority). For many child abusers, the attraction to the bodies of their victims is secondary to the feelings of superiority they experience towards them, so they may also exploit women perceived as vulnerable. A mentally weak, anorexic and mentally immature young woman such as Ellie fits this profile; her child-like role-playing merely seals the deal (as children are, by default, perceived as vulnerable). As can be seen among her most devoted fanbase, and the disgusting things they openly fantasise about, the audience she attracts is of the most heinous kinds of child abusers there are, the ones whose interests specifically lie in overpowering and/or hurting their victims.
TL;DR: this kind of "content" appeals to her audience, by portraying herself as a sad and weak girl she panders to their sadistic desires.
 
Here are higher resolution images of Bapy and learningmyabcs (the meet & greet video was lowered in size, reducing its quality).
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This is what histrionic e-thots always do when they are publicly criticized for something stupid. They said. They suicide bait and then simp bait.
She did the same thing when she was criticised for her "groomer" comment. She faked a mental breakdown (which conveniently happened on stream and with her fake baby voice), claimed she was hospitalised, and then posted two separate "apology" tweets to pretend like the mental breakdown and the drama were separate issues.

it's probably hard for a psycho to care about her mom dying.
She normalised the idea of suicide in her mother's mind by making a suicide pact with her.

NIGGA WHAT!!!
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Ribbon-tan was one of Ellie's alt accounts. Along with ririko / rrk (her misskey.io account), it really should be added to the OP. Those accounts are where she posted the child mutilation art that she drew.

Also she is diseased and looks like a ghoul.
The appearance of her hands is probably due to iron-deficiency anemia (caused by anorexia and vegetarianism). She has to take prescription iron. It also doesn't look like she uses moisturizer. She said that she was going to get a pedicure before posting feet pictures, so the sore on her foot is likely from where the pedicurist scraped off her toe callus. She didn't wait for it to heal before taking those pictures, and she didn't bother to edit it out.

I suppose the KF doxxing led her to feel more comfortable to posting IRL stuff or something
She has always been comfortable with posting IRL stuff, even with such a psychotic fan base. She posted IRL images of herself in Florida (on a trip to visit her boyfriend).

Almost all e-girls are prostitutes.
Ellie previously admitted that posting her feet is whoring herself out, and said that she wanted to be delicate about it by making it a donation goal. She said that it was just like how soaplands try to mask the fact that they are brothels. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjdAcyO2orI (https://preservetube.com/watch?v=YjdAcyO2orI)


During her 18-12-2025 stream titled: "SHONDO RETURN!! talking about health, life & the future! 💜 (nothing scary, i promise!!!)", Ellie talked about her trip to Japan.

When Ellie first arrived in Japan, she ended up standing in the airport alone for two hours. After Nina finally picked her up, she locked Ellie out of her apartment and left her alone to wander outside while she went to class for six hours. Ellie wandered around, and had a panic attack on the ground in an alleyway for half an hour. Ellie didn't sleep for over 50 hours, and it took two hours for her to find a restroom.
 
When Ellie first arrived in Japan, she ended up standing in the airport alone for two hours. After Nina finally picked her up, she locked Ellie out of her apartment and left her alone to wander outside while she went to class for six hours. Ellie wandered around, and had a panic attack on the ground in an alleyway for half an hour. Ellie didn't sleep for over 50 hours, and it took two hours for her to find a restroom.
That sounds like a horrible experience. She didn't go with anyone? And her friend left her to fend for herself for 6 hours in the state she is in with no place to go? I kinda feel bad for her. I guess assuming she told the truth
 
When Ellie first arrived in Japan, she ended up standing in the airport alone for two hours. After Nina finally picked her up, she locked Ellie out of her apartment and left her alone to wander outside while she went to class for six hours.
Is Nina a cow too? She sounds like an awful friend. If you trust someone to live with you then just give them a spare key.
 
She normalised the idea of suicide in her mother's mind by making a suicide pact with her.
That's an extra layer of fucked, the bitch baiting her mom to commit suicide and basically using it now just for extra sympathy points from her usual opression loli streams makes her more disgusting than I thought she was.
 
She bought a house apparently
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And is also promoting lolishit on her timeline. Theres so much of her constantly reposting sexual loli art which I do not want to screenshot because Im not Lacari and I dont want that shit on my phone/computer however she posted this a couple days ago

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Totally not a lolipedo though guys
 
I may not own a home, and I may not ever own a home, but at least I don't jerk off pedophiles for money.
 
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Hope she is getting taken for a ride with something like a var at prime + 2 for 30 years. Probably has no intent to pay anything down. No idea how UK mortgages work but in the US if you try to do zero down you are forced to buy mortgage insurance (separate from home insurance) which is basically money you light on fire and pay to an insurance company since you do not have any equity in the home and won't for the first 10 years.
 
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She bought a house apparently
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And is also promoting lolishit on her timeline. Theres so much of her constantly reposting sexual loli art which I do not want to screenshot because Im not Lacari and I dont want that shit on my phone/computer however she posted this a couple days ago


Totally not a lolipedo though guys
Time to use my platform as a fairly popular VTuber to shit on lolicons and pedotubers.
 
Hope she is getting taken for a ride with something like a var at prime + 2 for 30 years. Probably has no intent to pay anything down. No idea how UK mortgages work but in the US if you try to do zero down you are forced to buy mortgage insurance (separate from home insurance) which is basically money you light on fire and pay to an insurance company since you do not have any equity in the home and won't for the first 10 years.
MiP is basically a bank saying "here's how much we can give you and at these rates for this period of time". It isn't a binding agreement, but it gives you an idea of how much you're gonna get at the time. Assuming she's a first time buyer and had the sense to save money with a decent income on top (I have no idea how much "virtually jerking off nonces" gets you, nor how you even report that income for tax/mortgage purposes, does anyone even have an estimate of her income?) her rate should be pretty solid I think. First time buyers are given a lot of leeway if they don't look like mongs because it's a big stat the government loves to jerk off.
Even first time buyers in Bongland have to put down a downpayment, it can be as low as ~4% (but you get subject to mortgage insurance) but generally people are advised to save to 20%, even bankers tell you this.

I dont keep up with this freak, but isn't she a Bong? Is their housing issues as bad as the US?
Bong housing situation is dire, to put it short. Arguably worse than the US.
 
Jokes on you haterz she got the house!
Getting a mortgage is a lot easier than most people think. The real challenge comes down the line, especially if repairs are needed or income takes a hit from some sort of controversy.

Thankfully, Shondo is completely uncontroversial and not at all prone to detonating her career during a meltdown.
 
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