We need to talk about conversion therapy: I wanna become heterosexual and normal.

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Dyn said:
broke ; wasting time by enjoying your life in any way
woke ; making your kids wipe your ass while you slowly die of alzheimers
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Sad but true. There isnt any real reason to have children that Isnt a live care taker when ya too old to wipe ya self.
 
BerriesArnold said:
I'm going to mirror what someone above touched on - The problem isn't your loathing of LGBT. Your problem stems from a loathing of self. Do yourself a favor and forget the whole gay, straight, trans bla bla bla for a second and go seek some help for your lack of self love. When we are not sure within ourselves, we become easily amenable by the environment that surrounds us. I suggest talking to a trauma psychologist, a hypnotherapist (if that's more up your ally), a somatic therapist etc...

It just seems like there is something huge that you are omitting from your post that could serve as the key to what is exacerbating your distress. The helplessness just screams childhood conditioning. Once again, I'll repeat myself. Figure out what is at the core of your self loathing and everything after that will begin to make sense.
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I'm gonna go ahead and mirror this comment by saying that if you hate yourself, you should find out why and fix that, because that gut feeling is definitely seated in some truth you're avoiding. One of the biggest problems with "society" today, is that people now spend their entire lives coping and bawwwwing over self-loathing, instead of finding out why they feel the way they do. If you're a piece of shit person, you have absolutely NO right to love yourself. You're just playing into Millenial Narcissism's "self-love/self-care softboi uwu" culture, if you love yourself just the way you are. Never assume that you're not doing anything wrong. Take a break from everything and get uncomfortably fucking introspective, you might just learn something, and it will probably hurt. It hurts less when you take steps to fix whatever thing is making you miserable.
 
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They say, "Be gay, do crimes". Therefore, I conclude that if you want to not be gay, you need to fight crimes. Have you considered dressing up as a bat and beating up criminals?
 
Hell said:
I don't really support the whole lgtb circus, but I cannot fix my sexuality either.

I have the idea that gays and trans people are technically mental, and that encouraging them to embrace sexual deviancy doesn't make them any favour. I'd like to voluntarily join a conversion therapy group to become heterosexual and normal, but the problem is that science still doesn't know how to fix lgtb people. I'm going to church and I'm done with Neopagan bullcrap, but I don't know what else can I do.

All I can say is that being lgtb is one of the worst things that ever happened to me in my life, no one really likes being lgtb.

I'd like to spend some time in a Christian camp, but they're banned in my country.

I just don't support "trans kids", gay adoptions and all that jazz, but I cannot be normal either.

I didn't kill myself because suicide is sinful, but I'm bored of being alive, and I don't legitimately wanna live more years. I'm not taking other people with me like Randy did.

The site is not "your personal blog", but I think debating the necessity of bringing conversion therapy back is important. There are lgtb people out there who legitimately wanna become heterosexual people and have a normal life. At least I never got any diseases, but I feel legitimately disgusted by the behaviour of the community. I don't want to be asociated to people who parade naked in front of children, but I'm a tranny (unwilingly) because I'm mental.

I want the vaccine to kill me at this point, lgtb ruined my entire life.

If a gay or a trans person wants to voluntarily join a conversion therapy group to not be gay or trans, why is it immoral to let this person become a heterosexual individual like the majority? Or at least to give a try. I think conversion therapy should be perfectly legal as long as it didn't imply physical or mental torture, and the patient could abandon the process at any moment, but trying to fix homosexual and transexual people is something I don't really see as immoral.

I just don't want to get AIDS, or anal cancer, or kill myself like a tranny.

People should have a right to abandon lgtb if they want to.

I don't really support lgtb. I don't like lgtb people even if I'm lgtb myself.

I just wish I had known all the things I know about lgtb when I was like 13yo, but they tricked me and they recruited me into a sect.

I know this a real literal hate site full of trolls, but I need serious help, and I don't really know what to do.

I expect hate and trolling in the comments because this is Kiwi Farms, but I'm technically serious about conversion therapy and Christianity.

I'm morally devastated.

Guys, I need help.
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It seems like you're trolling, but...

Back when I was younger my mother basically told me that it was inevitable that I would end up liking boys or girls. I really didn't like the idea of my body forcing me to do something against my will. For those struggling with sexuality (homosexual or heterosexual) you could think of it from that perspective, especially since the Bible does teach that our mortal flesh is imperfect. What's more, if I do marry, it would be nice if I had eyes only for that person and was generally disinterested in everyone else; again consider that the Bible condemns even lusting after another in one's heart. Prayer and trying to focus your attention on God and away from sexual thoughts could also help.

As far as the biology of the matter goes, I'd imagine deterring lust and refraining from looking at attractive images could help suppress this sort of problem. Also, high amounts of fat in men could probably have an effect, since I believe fat cells can convert testosterone into estrogen. I also think there are techniques that can be used to affect the brain which could potentially cure homosexuality and transexuality. If anyone is curious about that PM me.
 
The Kinsey people say even regular fellas are bit gay, so maybe it also works the other way. Next time you're at a Madonna concert, pick one of the thousands fat 30yo ladies there and try to tap into your latent biological lust for cunny. Or just listen to your usual sissy hypno backwards.

Now if somebody comes up with a solid way to be less racist, I'm all ears.
 
Find the manliest looking, flattest, rail thin woman you can find and seduce her. It's as gay as straight will let you be.

The aforementioned advice can be a work around, especially if you find a lady that you genuinely care for on a personal level. That said, that only works if you can reconcile a heterosexual lifestyle. Don't subject a woman to a sham marriage just so you can be a True & Honest Straight Man™. That's real fuckin' gay.

Instead of going whole hog on being straight, give bisexuality a try. You're clearly conflicted about being a big fat faggot. Playing both sides might open your mind to the superior company that women can offer men.

I believe that there are two subgroups among homosexuals: inherent and acquired.

Inherent homosexuals are gay no matter what. No amount of psychoanalysis, hypnosis, or introspection will excise the burning desire to suck cocks from the mind of an inherent homosexual. The dice landed on snake eyes and you only have eyes for snake, sorry.
Acquired homosexuality can be further divided into traumatic acquisition and social acquisition. Traumatic acquisition is just that; the product rape or molestation, especially in childhood/adolescence. Social acquisition is what I believe to be most common today. Homosexuality is a trendy victim status in many developed nations and there are vested interests in proliferating this lifestyle and propagandizing it as desirable.
You have to ask yourself which flavor of homosexuality is afflicting you. Are you a product of predation, propaganda, or Providence?

Why are you gay?
 
1. Convert to Catholicism
2. Learn the catholic way to remove homo
3. Struggle
4. Join the Dominicans
5. Find out about an Ashtaroth-worshipping sect within the order
6. Give up on curing the gay and join
7. Commit atrocities
8. Summon a succubus
9. Die
 
Hell said:
I have the idea that gays and trans people are technically mental, and that encouraging them to embrace sexual deviancy doesn't make them any favour.
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Do you believe that being Gay and committing sodomy is a choice?

That, to me, is the mother of all this faggotry, the 'born this way' movement simplified being gay into just a binary property of being alive instead of gays being an example of suboptimal masculinity.

Where you see homos attacking wrestling one decade, you see Jim Sterling (or whatever it is now) waving around a wrestling club membership today. Why? Because they're suboptimal men who couldn't compete in one giant field so they made their womenly league, their 'amateur man' league. Clearly there is an honesty in that which if they could even see that fact today they would hide it again hurriedly, but they are too far gone so the truth comes out.

They're men, just not sexually or socially competitively so. That's it. That is what is going on here that everyone can see unless their disgust is temporarily clouding their minds. Homosexuality is only suboptimal men making their own amateur league of masculinity, with straight white men hilariously now being kicked out and told to go back to the pro leagues as they are too confidently male to continue in the amateur league.

The Tranny cannot win in the minor leagues if the Gay Whites are allowed to play, so the tranny should get their own or the Gay White should have to play in the pro leagues of masculinity. Which, if women could tell that was the squabble between white homo and the rest of the LGBT, the TERFs would howl with laughter.

Committing to sodomy out of being a small weak womanly male is just committing to a failure because you aren't good enough, and the thought that we should help men to compete, rather than use social failures as voting blocs, is so foreign to leftism that you're forced to Kiwifam with us for any scrap of knowledge that you could use to reframe this in your head and come up with a solution.. Leftism everybody.

Hell said:
I don't want to be asociated to people who parade naked in front of children, but I'm a tranny (unwilingly) because I'm mental.
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You fell into a cult, blame yourself for letting yourself be vulnerable to them but do not let yourself be blamed even by yourself for their instructions and practices hurting you.

Hell said:
I just don't want to get AIDS, or anal cancer, or kill myself like a tranny.

People should have a right to abandon lgtb if they want to.

I don't really support lgtb. I don't like lgtb people even if I'm lgtb myself.

I just wish I had known all the things I know about lgtb when I was like 13yo, but they tricked me and they recruited me into a sect.
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Yes, they are a cult masquerading as a voting bloc masquerading as a subculture masquerading as a genetic subset of humanity. That layered stacking requires quite the control over deviations ironically lest the ruse become known. However society does have subcultures with norms and values, so you will have to find people not who are like you, but who are like you wish to become.

I'm stuck between Neo-reactionaries, Fascists, Huey Longists, Catholics, and Pagans myself. Not really fitting my apoplectic mania against modernity's meaningless materialism anything more than superficially into any subculture.

Hell said:
I know this a real literal hate site full of trolls, but I need serious help, and I don't really know what to do.
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What should readily become apparent is that we too have no idea what to do with you, you realize you are wrong so mockery and bullying is just celebrating a win that was unearned. I would suggest listening to The Matt & Blonde Show, Revenge Of The Cis, or any of the more mainstream voices. If I were you, I would make an account on Reddit and post on r/DeTrans.

I'm socially right & economically left, so my opinions that Liberalism is Moral Syphilis, for example, are far too much of a gap to reach you in a way that you understand what I mean and why I say things like that. The fact that I believe you must reject the materialism of bourgeois sexual decadence for your higher spiritual purposes of Glory, Virtue, and Family is not going to fit as a first step which is to figure out what you do want to become. I can't get into your subjectivity enough to bridge the moral framework of my life which is the reason why I do what I do and think as I think. I'm told Trans tend to be impulsive and find it hard to empathize with the Right, or whatever kiwifarms is, so I can't really recommend how you should do the first step. Good Luck.
 
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Just embrace your unironic homosexuality OP. You did the first major step by creating an account on the Kiwi Farms.
 
if being gay is causing you severe enough life issues that you basically need to PTSD yourself out of being gay I think the problem is less you liking dick and more your other life choices because at this point in time unless you're one of those annoying, loud campy faggots that can't fucking shut up about liking cock and manages to piss off everyone around him with his unabated faggotry being not-straight ain't that difficult
 
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