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I think the globally prescribed house arrest has finally gotten to me. My desperately unsocial lifestyle gave me some immunity but I haven't interacted with anyone in-person outside of my extended family in months and the most socialising I've had beyond that was over the phone. Anytime I speak it comes out slurred and quiet and I've been getting very little exercise.

One positive is that I've been drinking much more moderately lately. Not that I have a drinking problem, but the cost adds up from drinking a glass a day.
 
What do you need money for if you're already drunk?
ikr? i said i'd try to cut back but the daily grind was grinding me into dust i needed to borrow against my next paycheck to get good and loaded so now those negative numbers are just that...numbers and nothing more. they'll clear up in 4 days or so


oh also i found out how to disable the automatic transfer that was causing money to go from the checking to savings even when the checking was less than the ammount or empty, aka the reason the other one is in the red to begin with
 
Seeing my family and friends at my hometown in 2 weeks. Its been nearly 3 years since I left. Don't know what I'm going to say, Been living like a schizoid for awhile, even before the pandemic.

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I think, working on new OP gave me an OCD and now I can't deal with the fact that some things can disappear from the internet very easily and without any trace left behind, just some witness accounts.
 
Anything pleasurable for its own sake has diminishing returns. Whether you're smoking, drinking, playing videogames, or even pulling your pud, if you do it every day it becomes more a habitual chore than an occasional indulgence.

If you're not enjoying something, and it has no further purpose, it is a waste of time.
 
Taking a break from drugs for a little while, probably why I can't sleep. I've always had trouble sleeping so I eventually I got into the habit of just inhaling those weed vape pens laying in bed till I pass out.

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Yoooo same dude. I’m setting my quit date for the second big time and already irritated about the boredom and insomnia ahead. But I’ve got to make peace with the fact that I’m one of those people who can’t moderate with some stuff. How are you doing so far?
 
Yoooo same dude. I’m setting my quit date for the second big time and already irritated about the boredom and insomnia ahead. But I’ve got to make peace with the fact that I’m one of those people who can’t moderate with some stuff. How are you doing so far?
Doing alright besides the insomnia and loss of appetite, best of luck to you!
 
I have a huge headache that does not want to leave, and since this whole online-only thing seems never ending, I think it's gonna get worse.
 
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