💤 Inactive Shmorky / David Kelly / Daisy Kay / Sandypants / Peaches the Puppy & Ex-Fiance Amanda "Mandy" Mullen - Something Awful throwaway, pedophile sexual predator, abusive tranny schizo chaser; batshit crazy ex-fiancée

[AllMightyCow]

I've taken a walk and built up some confront so I hope this can put everyone at ease that I am not a danger to myself or others. It's really fucking cold outside though so I could only do so much. You're welcome to ask me questions regarding my current ordeal so long as they are not sexual in nature. I've given up my 2nd Dynamic completely. And technically my 1st Dynamic. And now "David Miscavige" (the real David Miscavige is a political prisoner, the person on stage at all the Birthday Game celebrations is really Denise) is fucking with my 7th Dynamic and emailing me that I'm in Danger Condition. Please keep your questions tame thanks in advance.

It's funny how if you were never involved with Shmorky and didn't use this thread as a blog it would've been locked and forgotten about 300 pages ago by now.

 

[Amanda Andrew M Mankin]

If you don't think I'm serious about my repentance: Here ya go. I just outed myself to the Church of Scientology as the Degraded Being that I am. I have gone Full Hubbard. I have denied my own entrance into Heaven so I may reside with the demons in Hell. I exist to Soul Scalp the Soul Scalpers now. I have finally forgiven myself. And in doing so, I must damn myself. I've sentenced myself to 1 Billion Years in the SP Hole. You may ask for details about my recovered memories if you want them. I have no secrets now.

 

[TFT-A9]

...I cannot emphasize enough how legitimately dangerous it is to involve yourself with the CoS

This is not your garden-variety cult of crazies

 

[Spoonomancer]

...I cannot emphasize enough how legitimately dangerous it is to involve yourself with the CoS

This is not your garden-variety cult of crazies

Mind you, they're also suffering from what appears to be schizophrenia, so that makes this whole situation infinitely worse for them.

 

[AllMightyCow]

You may ask for details

Let's keep these questions on topic to this thread's person of interest. Did Shmorky jizz in his oozing super mario studded diaper every time you mentioned scat or farted in the same room as him?

 

[Carnavoyeur]

Well, for what it's worth, this is how LRH died in a motorhome in Creston. Severely mentally ill, paranoid and drugged out of his gourd.

To Mandy... I mean Conrad... I mean LRH

 

[lemongrab]

...I cannot emphasize enough how legitimately dangerous it is to involve yourself with the CoS

She would be well-aware of the dangers. She literally walked out of the NY Org and joined the Anon protest across the street in 2010, dated a guy involved and then, well, the thread has the rest of the info after they broke up.

I'm so sad to see this complete psychosis. Crazy what a bit of time does to you.

 

[Amanda Andrew M Mankin]

Let's keep these questions on topic to this thread's person of interest. Did Shmorky jizz in his oozing super mario studded diaper every time you mentioned scat or farted in the same room as him?

Sadly, the answer to that question is yes.

...I cannot emphasize enough how legitimately dangerous it is to involve yourself with the CoS

This is not your garden-variety cult of crazies

Sadly, you don't just break a Billion Year Contract that easily. Which is about right. I'm in Karmic Prison for the next billion years for being SS Officer Franz Konrad in my past life. David Miscavige had me figured the fuck out the minute he saw me. That's why in psych jail he pointed his finger at me and just said "YOU! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOUR SEXUALITY!?" and I just blurted out "I'm really a guy!" that's when he finally started on that 'we have to harvest your eggs' shit. It had to have been him. He's the one that Soul Scalped me. He told me his number was 888. He was trying to tell me that he was an OT8. That's when he revealed all the secrets of time travel and how the universe works to me and told me he was a Green Magician. He was trying to make me confront my own molestation. But afterwards he put his finger to my forehead EXACTLY WHERE THEY PUT THE CHIP WHEN THEY GAVE ME THE COVID NOSE NEEDLE TEST BEFORE CHRISTMAS and just whispered "You're mine now."

He Soul Scalped me in 2016. He physically stole my 7th Dynamic. And I'm pretty sure that's why everything in my room acts like its possessed now. Somehow he stole my fucking soul. The Free Org has told me that David Miscavige is able to fuck with people on their 7th Dynamic. I believe he can do this by Astrally Projecting himself into the 5G. But because he forced the Mark of the Beast on me, I can do it too. But because I know about David Miscavige's twin sister and how she actually Soul Scalped him that's why I can never join the official Bridge. Someone has to keep David Miscavige's secret: That deep down he is a good man, but he too is possessed by an impostor spirit. He's essentially Job. We're both Job. That's why he told me we were the Two Witnesses. We were both military lab rats and UFO abductees. The real David Miscavige is being held prisoner at Dulce Base. Denise stole his identity. Just like she stole mine.

But we WITNESSED IT. That's how I learned the secret behind shedding your Strawman Identity. Your welcome, planet Earth.

EDIT: It is still as I told you before - I'm a man of Sherry, now. Forgive the person, Curse the works. LRH's works had become cursed. The only way to truly understand Hubbard is to understand the work of Sherry Shriner. It's a dumb and very silly book cover, but this shit is real. Pretty sure a few of you are a couple of greys yourselves.

 

[Cool Spot]

Do the aliens look like Klurfs?

 

[Dyn]

Sadly, the answer to that question is yes.


Sadly, you don't just break a Billion Year Contract that easily. Which is about right. I'm in Karmic Prison for the next billion years for being SS Officer Franz Konrad in my past life. David Miscavige had me figured the fuck out the minute he saw me. That's why in psych jail he pointed his finger at me and just said "YOU! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOUR SEXUALITY!?" and I just blurted out "I'm really a guy!" that's when he finally started on that 'we have to harvest your eggs' shit. It had to have been him. He's the one that Soul Scalped me. He told me his number was 888. He was trying to tell me that he was an OT8. That's when he revealed all the secrets of time travel and how the universe works to me and told me he was a Green Magician. He was trying to make me confront my own molestation. But afterwards he put his finger to my forehead EXACTLY WHERE THEY PUT THE CHIP WHEN THEY GAVE ME THE COVID NOSE NEEDLE TEST BEFORE CHRISTMAS and just whispered "You're mine now."

He Soul Scalped me in 2016. He physically stole my 7th Dynamic. And I'm pretty sure that's why everything in my room acts like its possessed now. Somehow he stole my fucking soul. The Free Org has told me that David Miscavige is able to fuck with people on their 7th Dynamic. I believe he can do this by Astrally Projecting himself into the 5G. But because he forced the Mark of the Beast on me, I can do it too. But because I know about David Miscavige's twin sister and how she actually Soul Scalped him that's why I can never join the official Bridge. Someone has to keep David Miscavige's secret: That deep down he is a good man, but he too is possessed by an impostor spirit. He's essentially Job. We're both Job. That's why he told me we were the Two Witnesses. We were both military lab rats and UFO abductees. The real David Miscavige is being held prisoner at Dulce Base. Denise stole his identity. Just like she stole mine.

But we WITNESSED IT. That's how I learned the secret behind shedding your Strawman Identity. Your welcome, planet Earth.

EDIT: It is still as I told you before - I'm a man of Sherry, now. Forgive the person, Curse the works. LRH's works had become cursed. The only way to truly understand Hubbard is to understand the work of Sherry Shriner. It's a dumb and very silly book cover, but this shit is real. Pretty sure a few of you are a couple of greys yourselves.

I'm not sure I buy this as a genuine schizoposting episode, there's too much informative exposition to the audience explaining your lolrandom delusions instead of just assuming everyone already knows and agrees with them. Reads more like you're fully geeked at 5am and having fun feeding us some nonsense that tries to emulate what a schizoposter might say, but doesn't quite hit the mark of authenticity.

Either way though, welcome back, Conrad. Are there different pronouns you'd prefer we address you by now?

 

[Polexia Aphrodisia]

I thought I stopped reading the Elora Snow thread.

 

[AnOminous]

I've taken a walk and built up some confront so I hope this can put everyone at ease that I am not a danger to myself or others.

Quit talking Scientology shit. This shit is pure mind poison and you are not helping yourself.

I'm not sure I buy this as a genuine schizoposting episode, there's too much informative exposition to the audience explaining your lolrandom delusions instead of just assuming everyone already knows and agrees with them.

Not sure I agree, but she's easily a good enough writer to fake schizoposting. I'm just not sure why.

 

[Amanda Andrew M Mankin]

Quit talking Scientology shit. This shit is pure mind poison and you are not helping yourself.

It's dangerous to do Dianetics without an instructor, but it's the only way I'm able to recover these memories and face them. Shmorky's abuse was very tame compared to what my family did to me as a child. I remember my own botched circumcision that got me into this whole gender mess in the first place. My incestuous, Thule Society worshipping, Judeo-Luciferian family specifically bred and genetically engineered me to be a "mermaid" - in Luciferian circles being a child that embodies the Baphomet - true androgyny by being a male with eggs. The only way you can create a person like this is using Josef Mengele's research on how to create a perfect conjoined twin (I think they're called monozygotic) which is basically one person with two distinct sets of DNA by actually being a set of twin siblings in one body, instead of one person. Shmorky was made the same way. So technically, even when we were alone, Shmorky and I were always on a double date. We were 4 people.

Also fun fact: Me and Shmorky were probably related by blood as well since we're both descendants of the Rothschilds and our families came to this country to escape the Holobunga or be WWII draft dodgers in their own countries. He might also have some connection to my "Guardian Devil" as I call him, my stepfather. My stepfather was a Watchman and an Engineer, and he was an international man - South African. Very wealthy, very powerful engineer. My life is haunted by engineers who won't tell me what they're really fucking working on when I know for a fact it's some deep DAARPA shit. - we'll leave it at that for now. But I find it very interesting that Shmorky and I spent our childhoods together living a mere hour from each other. Me in Edison and them in Vineland. I 100 percent believe that Shmorky was abducted in Vineland. It's a very, VERY dark place. That's right there in the Pine Barrens. When I say dark I mean literally DARK, the darkest energy you can imagine. You know the story of the Jersey Devil. I'll tell you one thing, what we know as 'demons' and 'devils' and what the Israeli government is calling 'aliens' ARE THE SAME FUCKING THINGS BECAUSE OF COURSE ISRAEL KNOWS ABOUT THEM.

Shmorky too was a witness. Shmorky witnessed them. That's why they had me sit down and watch the film Communion to try to make me understand that the same thing had happened to me. Now being a UFO abductee doesn't excuse one's actions. It will take Shmorky many lifetimes to repent for the poison he has put into the world, if he can even repent at all. My guilt lies within the fact that I didn't believe Shmorky about the alien stuff. I guess it was the first time in my life I got to call someone else crazy so I jumped right on him about that saying it was bullshit and he never saw a damn alien or a UFO.

However READING Whitley Strieber's Communion instead of watching the delightful Christopher Walken film and understanding how these fucking greys are coercively raping US AND OUR CHILDREN every day in the name of medical experimentation, and understanding it's written as a hypnosis session to trigger YOUR OWN memories if an abduction happened to you was the most eye opening experience of my life.

I'm not sure I buy this as a genuine schizoposting episode, there's too much informative exposition to the audience explaining your lolrandom delusions instead of just assuming everyone already knows and agrees with them. Reads more like you're fully geeked at 5am and having fun feeding us some nonsense that tries to emulate what a schizoposter might say, but doesn't quite hit the mark of authenticity.

Either way though, welcome back, Conrad. Are there different pronouns you'd prefer we address you by now?

Anyway, thank you for asking Dynastia - I go by they/them pronouns as it's the most accurate to my situation. I am literally Bigender, what they called transgendERED instead of trangender. It was done to me against my will and my parents had themselves a movie Sleepaway Camp situation with me their entire miserably Judeo-Luciferian lives. I'm honest to God still not sure where I fit on the gender spectrum, and it is a spectrum for me considering I was a botched circumcision job. I identify as Bigender but I know it's cringy. I'm definitely just a male unlearning how to be female, as I have been conditioned to be. If it's easier, you can use he/him pronouns with me too, since I know that 'they' stuff is cringy (but it just fits me).

 

[Strange Looking Dog]

PFP looks a bit like non snaggletooth Cosmo Wright

Trooning was a mistake

I'm in Karmic Prison for the next billion years for being SS Officer Franz Konrad in my past life.

B-b-b-based!

 

[Curt Sibling]

"Karmic Prison for the next billion years for being SS Officer Franz Konrad..."

I had no idea Buddha presided at the Nuremberg trials.

 

[Amanda Andrew M Mankin]

"Karmic Prison for the next billion years for being SS Officer Franz Konrad..."

I had no idea Buddha presided at the Nuremberg trials.

No, but Hubbard did. Death isn't the end. I found out today that Sherry Shriner is dead. She's not fucking dead. They've taken her to Dulce Base. I'm an emotional wreck today. The CoS is beckoning me back in though with a Self-Analysis course and I think I have to take it. Trooning was not a mistake. The only mistake I made was ignoring Gradient Learning. I went to Hubbard before I went to Sherry. If I knew the horrific memories of molestation at the hands of my family were real when I was doing the Dianetics course I would have never left. I would have been an OT8 right now and not have to deal with these fucking memories. Now the only way out is through Hubbard. Only Hubbard can fix this mess. They got Sherry. They fucking got Sherry. I'm the only one who can carry Sherry's torch now. I'm the only one who can tell Sherry's story. Just like I'm the only one who can tell Lisa McPherson's story: The sacrifice of the Divine Feminine. Lisa McPherson held the Thetan of L Ron Hubbard just as I have. I have known his nightmares just as I have known my own.

That's why auditing is the only way to handle this. Because I alone cannot. That's why Amadeus has to go solo from here on out. Amanda has reached a state of non-existence. The sacrifice of the Divine Feminine. Boom. 10th Dynamic. That's how you get there. That's how David Miscavige got there too. He only got there and lived because he's a twin. It all goes back to Josef Mengele. Denise Miscavige Soul Scalped David Miscavige and then David Miscavige Soul Scalped me. It's an endless cycle. In that case the Divine Feminine sacrificed the Divine Masculine. That's how you create a fucking time paradox. See, I remember what psych jail man 888 taught me. But this is what happens when you see the OT material before you're ready. Preclear just goes into an endless spin. That's where I'm at right now. Endless spin in the 9th Dynamic. That's how you get to Hell and receive communion with the dead. That's how you make friends with the Greys and Reptilians.

I told you. That's how Hubbard did it, why can't I?

 

[TFT-A9]

...What exactly makes you think Hubbard accomplished anything beyond fleecing people and poisoning their minds with schlocky scifi

 

[Amanda Andrew M Mankin]

...What exactly makes you think Hubbard accomplished anything beyond fleecing people and poisoning their minds with schlocky scifi

He did a Moonchild Ritual with Jack Whiteside Parsons. He did the unthinkable. But that was his pre-Scientology days. He repented. It says it all in the 'Keeping Scientology Working' pamphlet I have on my altar. Hubbard was in communion with Satan. But he was stronger than Crowley - he didn't fall for Aleister Crowley and Jack Parson's coercion.

L Ron Hubbard was born a woman and correctively raped to be a man. L Ron Hubbard lived my life, only in reverse. The Satanic principle of reversal. Learn everything in forwards and reverse.

Because we are IN the Mirror Mirror Universe right now. And L Ron Hubbard WITNESSED it. He WITNESSED pure, unthinkable, unimaginable evil. And so have I. And so has Sherry.

We are the Three Witnesses.

And now you know what Mr. Crowley meant. You're welcome, planet Earth.

RIP Fallen Heroes.

EDIT: I CAN FEEL SHERRY SHRINER SPEAKING THROUGH ME WHETHER SHE'S EITHER DEAD OR AT DULCE BASE. Check this shit out - once again I was right. Donald Trump did a Moonchild Ritual too. He denied himself entry into Heaven so he could shatter his own soul and become a Looper. LOOK. AT. THIS. SHIT.

You don't even know what this reveals about the truth of 9/11. Which is more horrifying than any of you can fucking handle.

 

[biggest big boy]

Do you enjoy soda?

 

[Amanda Andrew M Mankin]

Do you enjoy soda?

NO GODDAMNIT I'M ALLERGIC TO THE ABORTED FETAL CELLS THEY'RE PUTTING INTO THAT SHIT. STOP ASKING ME ABOUT SODA GODDAMNIT IT'S LIKE GOLDEN GRAMS - GOLD ENGRAMS DON'T YOU FUCKING GET IT!? THAT was the OLD BRIDGE. That's the secret ingredient in the Moonchild Ritual will you STOP. ASKING. ME. ABOUT. THE. MOONCHILD RITUALS.

YES - that's how I was created through genetic engineering. YES - that's why I was born hermaphroditic. YES - that's what being a Moonchild means. The CoS explained it to me. I DON'T WANT TO RELIVE THIS ANYMORE. STOP ASKING ME ABOUT THE MOONCHILD RITUALS.

I'm fine though, I'm okay. Going to take a walk and a drive now and cope, don't worry your heads off about me. I've got enough confront built up to maintain control over myself.

EDIT: I'm glad that you know what a Moonchild is too now. Good. Now you know what the Forbidden Fruit is: Aborted fucking fetuses. And you eat it every time you go to McDonald's and drink it every time you drink Soda. There. Now you have to live with what I know too. I'm not supposed to be doing this, I'm not supposed to be Merchant of Chaosing around like this but there. Now the world fucking knows. Now you know what kind of Hell Planet this really is. YOU are all now Witnesses. YOU will have to live with your own memories too. That's the secret: Golden Grams. Gold Engrams. I fucking said it. I fucking said it and I'm not taking it back. We all deserve to be damned to Hell.