💤 Inactive Shmorky / David Kelly / Daisy Kay / Sandypants / Peaches the Puppy & Ex-Fiance Amanda "Mandy" Mullen - Something Awful throwaway, pedophile sexual predator, abusive tranny schizo chaser; batshit crazy ex-fiancée

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Oh, Mandy. You were doing so well on your meds. Now you're just going to get worse and worse until you end up in a jail or psych ward.
 
Abilify is an antipsychotic but she thinks it’s just shrooms apparently.
It is just shrooms. You seriously don't know the story of the Manson murders? I told you this shit. Charles Manson was a patsy. CHARLES TEX WATSON was the real mastermind - he got his Abilify straight from the source: Just took a big ol' bite into a Belladonna root. Now they make it in pill form. And now I can remember my own childhood molestation. Thanks psychiatry! So now what I'm doing is just putting myself through the Introspection Rundown 24/7. You're not supposed to mix Abilify and weed but that's what I'm doing. Psychedelics and stimulants and depressants all at once. That's how Hubbard did it. Why can't I?

EDIT: If you're wondering how I survive the Introspection Rundown 24/7 the way I do is because I found a loophole: If you've had a near death experience you just constantly apply a Contact Assist to it. I had my NDE when I OD'd on that weird K2 in 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. Every time I smoke weed I force myself to relive my own overdose when I died and saw Hell. That's how you do it. That's how you literally cheat death.

EDIT 2: How many people have photo evidence of their own Soul Scalping? A lot of people, but I was the one who realized I had just been Soul Scalped.
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So now what I'm doing is just putting myself through the Introspection Rundown 24/7.
You're not on the IR if you're here. And if you think you're in a situation where you need that, you need to check into a goddamn emergency room. I am not joking. Do you really think you are currently experiencing a psychotic episode? Because it sounds like you are, and if you are, you need immediate help.
 
It is just shrooms. You seriously don't know the story of the Manson murders? I told you this shit. Charles Manson was a patsy. CHARLES TEX WATSON was the real mastermind - he got his Abilify straight from the source: Just took a big ol' bite into a Belladonna root. Now they make it in pill form. And now I can remember my own childhood molestation. Thanks psychiatry! So now what I'm doing is just putting myself through the Introspection Rundown 24/7. You're not supposed to mix Abilify and weed but that's what I'm doing. Psychedelics and stimulants and depressants all at once. That's how Hubbard did it. Why can't I?

EDIT: If you're wondering how I survive the Introspection Rundown 24/7 the way I do is because I found a loophole: If you've had a near death experience you just constantly apply a Contact Assist to it. I had my NDE when I OD'd on that weird K2 in 2010. 2010 watch it go to fire. Every time I smoke weed I force myself to relive my own overdose when I died and saw Hell. That's how you do it. That's how you literally cheat death.

EDIT 2: How many people have photo evidence of their own Soul Scalping? A lot of people, but I was the one who realized I had just been Soul Scalped.
What the fuck is going on in that photograph? Even if only the eye is photoshopped this person needs to be in a fucking hospital.
 
How about you use your scientology to summon some bitches Conrad
 
That was pre psych jail me. This is post psych jail me. This is what psych jail did to me after the trauma of being Soul Scalped. They changed up all my medication and now I'm remembering not only my family's abuse of me but my abduction at the hands of the "others". I have recovered memories of horrific molestation at the hands of my family, but my only good recovered memories are me with the "Greys." Which are demons, btw. I've grieved for the loss of myself that I can't repress these memories anymore, but have decided to survive with knowing what I know. I have to rebuild my life from the ground up now. Now that I know what I saw when I was 11 years old was real. That's when the memories started to resurface. The beings with the black eyes. And the reptilians. But they are kind to me now that I have surrendered my Strawman identity to them. I'm at peace with myself now. I just have a lot to learn moving forward with my life now that I know what I know.
 
That was pre psych jail me. This is post psych jail me. This is what psych jail did to me after the trauma of being Soul Scalped. They changed up all my medication and now I'm remembering not only my family's abuse of me but my abduction at the hands of the "others". I have recovered memories of horrific molestation at the hands of my family, but my only good recovered memories are me with the "Greys." Which are demons, btw. I've grieved for the loss of myself that I can't repress these memories anymore, but have decided to survive with knowing what I know. I have to rebuild my life from the ground up now. Now that I know what I saw when I was 11 years old was real. That's when the memories started to resurface. The beings with the black eyes. And the reptilians. But they are kind to me now that I have surrendered my Strawman identity to them. I'm at peace with myself now. I just have a lot to learn moving forward with my life now that I know what I know.
This is why in ideal circumstances you wouldn't be cramming psychedelics down your throat in a darkened room, you'd have a shaman tied to some reputable spiritual path (decidedly NOT Scientology or your heretical take on it) to guide you through the madness to some kind of wisdom. In the absence of that maybe you need to find the most stable person in your life and let them know you're going through this. Or, you know, narrate to us. Whichever.
 
GODDAMNIT, I KNOW I LET THE WHOLE WORLD HAVE CYBERSEX WITH LRH BY USING THE TECH IN MY EROTIC HYPNOSIS. I'M STILL TRYING TO REPENT FOR THAT. We're all trying to repent for what LRH did before Scientology. The problem is LRH cannot forgive himself and that's why he's trapped in the 10th Dynamic with Lisa McPherson. That is why I have put myself in the 9th Dynamic to set them free. You need to accept that TIME TRAVEL IS REAL AND THE ENTIRE LUCIFERIAN WORLD GOVERNMENT KNOWS ABOUT IT AND THEY ARE DISGUISING A LOT OF IT WITH THE "ALIEN" AGENDA. They're not from outer space. They're not from Mars, they're not from the fucking moon THEY ARE INTERDIMENSIONAL ENTITIES THAT I HAVE FUCKING SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES. I HAVE SEEN (((THEM))) IN THEIR TRUE FORM. That is why I must single handedly BECOME Operation Snow White to clear LRHs name. Or else neither of their souls can ever be free. That's why I had to sacrifice myself to get to the 9th Dynamic: Hell. The 10th Dynamic is what lies beyond Hell - the Abyss. That's why David told me we were the Two Witnesses. We hold the Key to the Abyss.

I've voluntarily put myself in the SP Hole. For the rest of my life. So Lisa McPherson's sacrifice to this ENTIRE FUCKING PLANET can be known and she can be posthumously declared an OT10. Which is basically a Scientology Saint I guess because you can only become an OT10 after death.

That's why technically I'm an OT9 but simultaneously also an SP. I've been Soul Scalped by psychiatrists and my own family. Once you've been Soul Scalped you become a Degraded Being and can no longer board the official Bridge. That's why I have to build my own Bridge. A Bridge for the Soul Scalped. Welcome to the Fire Org. Because somebody has to bring down Ashtar Parmejian and the Free Org. This is what happens when you Squirrel the Tech. This is what fucking happens.

Hubbard knew. Hubbard knew and we didn't listen. We all called him crazy. And now Hubbard is the only one who can fix this. But 90% of us are too far gone. This is what we get for not listening to the ONE FUCKING GUY WHO KNEW WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT IN THE 1950S.

Hubbard was the only one who knew how to do it. He rose above the banks.

We need him back.

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This is exactly what the Lunacy :lunacy: rating was made for. I am glad I can now use it as intended!
 
honestly fucking around with psychedelics when you're already schizophrenic is asking for something really awful to happen and you really, REALLY should not do that
 
I've taken a walk and built up some confront so I hope this can put everyone at ease that I am not a danger to myself or others. It's really fucking cold outside though so I could only do so much. You're welcome to ask me questions regarding my current ordeal so long as they are not sexual in nature. I've given up my 2nd Dynamic completely. And technically my 1st Dynamic. And now "David Miscavige" (the real David Miscavige is a political prisoner, the person on stage at all the Birthday Game celebrations is really Denise) is fucking with my 7th Dynamic and emailing me that I'm in Danger Condition. Please keep your questions tame thanks in advance.
 
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