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Nate just put out a video on his own channel.

It's been less than an hour and he's got over 1k views. I don't know how that compares with Khantent videos' first hour, but I recall seeing some of them get less than 1k in that timeframe.

I'll keep an eye on how many views it gets in the first couple days. If it gets about as much as recent Khantent videos (2.4k on yesterday's, 4.3k on a video from the 17th) then it proves Nate can and should go on his own.
You can insert media in posts, you know.
As for the video, it was absolute schwarbage played over nearly fifteen minutes of repeating trailer footage of the Made in Abyss movie. First, it seems like a lackluster review of the movie, then Nate suddenly starts talking about seasonal anime, and then talks about anime fan preferences and that it's the reason he hasn't gotten around to watching the original Gundam, Paprika, LotGH and Space Dandy. Afterwards, he talks about the movie composer, and then some theory about Made in Abyss' setting's language.

What was even the point of condensing such varying ideas into one video? If Nate wants to talk about MiA or how he watches anime, he should make them their own separate videos. This one was just boring unfocused clusterfuck.
 
This is slightly off topic but I don't know where else to write it.

When you learn about the Western otaku community a certain amount, and its attendant dysfunctions, you notice certain repeating images and motifs. Suddenly-trans/AGP and lolicon/MAP are two of the most common dysfunctions, and seem to often overlap.

This character is Shinobu from the Monogatari anime franchise. She is a 598-year-old vampire woman who happens to be trapped inside a little girl's body due to some plot contrivance. (If you hear that meme where the object of a lolicon's desire is actually an immortal, I think this is the origin of it.) She's introduced as a mature-looking, busty woman, and as a child, she switches between a sort of adult-with-child's-voice way of speaking and an actual child's way of speaking. It's often played off for laughs, but the animation studio has released promotional material that sexualizes her in both (adult and child) forms.

This character seems to be a magnet for people with these issues. An emblem for otaku sexual and identity dysfunction, even. I've seen people on r/anime explicitly state that they developed a loli fetish, and Shinobu was a part of that. As of right now, Shinobu is on Conrad's Twitter banner. She used to be on Conrad's MyAnimeList "favorite characters." He has shown his Shinobu dakimakura (body pillow) on camera before. I'm not trying to attribute these people's issues all to one character, but I think she is just the right kind of character to exacerbate existing mental problems. She is not-quite-adult and not-quite-a-child (similar to how some trans and "non-binary" people think about their gender identity). She can be cute like a child, while having the full mental faculties of an adult (which makes sexualizing her unlike sexualizing an actual child). She is powerful beyond comprehension, but also inseparable from the loner/milquetoast main character for some reason (delusion of grandeur).

I think it's a good (and common) example of how a fantasy image can affect people who have trouble distinguishing fantasy and reality (perhaps only on a subconscious level), because she breaks so many boundaries of appropriate behavior.

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I will add that, even though Conrad has never expressed attraction to real underage girls, if you read anonymous anime Twitter, some of them do. I've seen Shinobu pics on some of their profiles, as well as the profiles of some trans people. I would not be surprised if there is some FBI agent out there somewhere trying to figure out who this strange blonde cartoon girl is.
 
I always find it so stupid how these proud lolicons like digi claim they aren't actuala pedos cos its just drawings, when in Japan lolicon literally just means pedo. They use it for people attracted to 2d and 3d children alike. This distinction between actual pedos and lolicons doesn't exist to nearly the same degree in the language so it's a funny hill to die on. (There's obviously an official word for paedophile that's used in academics, news etc but the colloquial word for a pedo is lolicon)
 
I lean more towards he's doing Ketamine in that image then Cocaine. He put something about "Voiding" in his twitter hashtag with the picture. K-holeing and going into that is much more like a void then being eyes wide open geeked on cocaine. Also coke is fucking expensive and he's dirt poor. Or maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Either way you have a mentally unstable man right out of a bad relationship taking hard drugs, day drinking and taking dabs on top of HRT(?). Like jesus this man wants to die. I always thought he would end up taking some research chemicals and breaking his mind for good. This is a person who should not be using any form of drug harder then a couple beers and a joint.
 
I lean more towards he's doing Ketamine in that image then Cocaine. He put something about "Voiding" in his twitter hashtag with the picture. K-holeing and going into that is much more like a void then being eyes wide open geeked on cocaine. Also coke is fucking expensive and he's dirt poor. Or maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Either way you have a mentally unstable man right out of a bad relationship taking hard drugs, day drinking and taking dabs on top of HRT(?). Like jesus this man wants to die. I always thought he would end up taking some research chemicals and breaking his mind for good. This is a person who should not be using any form of drug harder then a couple beers and a joint.
I don't think he's on HRT yet, just said he ordered them.

I would add to your comment that he isn't just dirt poor, he's worse than poor; he's in crippling debt, and with no skills of any kind to get out of it easily. At this point he'd have a hard time even getting a minimum wage job, considering his resume. Add to the fact that the economy is fucked, and jobs are probably hard to come by.

Unless his parents are going to bail him out I have no idea how he's not having a panic attack every second he's alive. I don't think there would be enough drugs in the world to keep that kind of debt off my mind.

When you think about the state of the country with Covid and everything, and the idea that his debt will only get worse, it really is quite amazing to think about just how completely and totally fucked he is.

If his parents bail him out after this pathetic drug binge he truly will be one of the luckiest and most spoiled brats to ever live.
 
Unless his parents are going to bail him out I have no idea how he's not having a panic attack every second he's alive. I don't think there would be enough drugs in the world to keep that kind of debt off my mind.
Digi is the kinda guy who'd argue that not being able to handle all those panic attacks and reality checks when sober is a good enough justification to his crippling drug use. He's beyond dysfunctional.
 
It's pretty much the vogue drug for troon types and shitlibs these days so I'm not surprised. Drag-Kid Desmond allegedly did ketamine for an interview with some freakazoid (unless that was fake).
That makes a lot of sense, cuz from what I've seen of people high on it, it'd make for a good daterape drug.
I lean more towards he's doing Ketamine in that image then Cocaine. He put something about "Voiding" in his twitter hashtag with the picture. K-holeing and going into that is much more like a void then being eyes wide open geeked on cocaine. Also coke is fucking expensive and he's dirt poor. Or maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Either way you have a mentally unstable man right out of a bad relationship taking hard drugs, day drinking and taking dabs on top of HRT(?). Like jesus this man wants to die. I always thought he would end up taking some research chemicals and breaking his mind for good. This is a person who should not be using any form of drug harder then a couple beers and a joint.
I'm sure he's done lines of coke by now, if he's also willing to sniff Special K. Coke's usually more common/easier to find, and doesn't hold any more of a social stigma than ketamine if you're just sniffing lines of it
Anyway, good for May for getting out of the scene when harder stuff than weed, and the sleazy people dealing it, started showing up in it. I don't believe that kidnapping story, but if that's what she needed to say to extricate herself as quickly and cleanly as possible then more power to her tbh
Back when he still lived with his parents he mentioned that they're aware he's into lolicon and that he owns a lot of lolicon material and they don't give a damn.
To be fair to his parents, they probably barely understand what anime is, much less lolicon. They probably just think it's the name of his favorite character from the weird chinky cartoons he's always watching
 
I know no one cares, but in 1 day, Nate's video surpassed the last FIVE (5) Khantent videos in views.

And come to think of it, he's got 106k subscribers. Khantent has under 10k. Even considering inactive subscribers, with such an enormous difference in audience, why the FUCK is Nate holding himself down like this? How can he not realize the waste of time it is?
 
I know no one cares, but in 1 day, Nate's video surpassed the last FIVE (5) Khantent videos in views.

And come to think of it, he's got 106k subscribers. Khantent has under 10k. Even considering inactive subscribers, with such an enormous difference in audience, why the FUCK is Nate holding himself down like this? How can he not realize the waste of time it is?
I care, brother. I care. :feels:

As for Nate, maybe he feels some sort of obligation to make content with Digi since they're friends (even if said content is lackluster)? Which is weird considering how obsessed Nate is with optimizing and managing his time and how Digi used to scream about good marketing practices - neither of which were applied to Khantent.

A severe case of "practice what you preach", indeed.
 
why the FUCK is Nate holding himself down like this? How can he not realize the waste of time it is?
I think he just wants a steady revenue stream and he thinks Khantehnt will be that.
 
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Digi looks fucking soulless.

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I think when you get to a certain level of drug addiction, you are basically soulless. This usually doesn't happen with hard drugs, because people who do hard drugs usually have a really bad experience and decide they need to turn their life around, but some potheads just dig themselves deeper and deeper into the addiction until their whole lives revolve around it and nothing else is left.
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Weak jawline that doesn't frame the face plus a cleft chin? This guy has been dealt really bad cards for transitioning. And hooded eyes like that tend to age poorly on their own, so I don't even want to know what they'll look like on the drug stack necessary to transition.
 
I know no one cares, but in 1 day, Nate's video surpassed the last FIVE (5) Khantent videos in views.

And come to think of it, he's got 106k subscribers. Khantent has under 10k. Even considering inactive subscribers, with such an enormous difference in audience, why the FUCK is Nate holding himself down like this? How can he not realize the waste of time it is?
I wonder who pitched the idea of making yet another channel, putting an outsized amount of effort into it and then abandoning it?
 
Digi is looking terrible and is making terrible decisions, but I would just like to put out there that in his "Moving On" Patreon vlog Digi said that "within a month and a half I would have... paid my taxes and started making money again"
In part 3 of my upload if you're curious.
1:40 “my conception in my head was that within a month and a half I would have finished the rants, paid my taxes, and started making money again” Admits that he was retarded for thinking this

I don't think he thought the notion of him being able to pay off the taxes was retarded to him, I think he said that doing a bunch of things including the taxes was. While any financial talk from Digi should be distrusted as evidenced by every single time he mentions money or taxes, there is a chance that he's spent the last 4 years actually paying off his debts to the point where he thought he could make a month and a half push to clear it all. This seems very improbably but not entirely impossible.

Either way, since Digi has been stingy with the content outside of his thousand-yard stare selfies. Here's a deleted video in which DigibronyMLP (((analyses))) the character Princess Molestia.

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If you were unaware as I was, this was a weird pony fan comic that featured the titular OC, Princess Molestia, molesting the young pony cast of the show. The comics were drawn by some guy who needs to be on a government watchlist. The voice of the OC in the video is just some pony thot.

Highlights include:
  • Conrad's old voice.
  • Terrible acting by DigibronyMLP. I'm sure it's (((ironic)))
  • Very strange sexual tension between Digibrony and Molestia
  • Digibro excusing what he calls rape. "most of them either enjoyed it or learned to enjoy it"
  • Last five seconds feature Digibrony pretending to orgasm.
Edit: Found this from a wiki page on Molestia. MLP to tranny pipeline confirmed?
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Digi is looking terrible and is making terrible decisions, but I would just like to put out there that in his "Moving On" Patreon vlog Digi said that "within a month and a half I would have... paid my taxes and started making money again"
In part 3 of my upload if you're curious.


I don't think he thought the notion of him being able to pay off the taxes was retarded to him, I think he said that doing a bunch of things including the taxes was. While any financial talk from Digi should be distrusted as evidenced by every single time he mentions money or taxes, there is a chance that he's spent the last 4 years actually paying off his debts to the point where he thought he could make a month and a half push to clear it all. This seems very improbably but not entirely impossible.

Either way, since Digi has been stingy with the content outside of his thousand-yard stare selfies. Here's a deleted video in which DigibronyMLP (((analyses))) the character Princess Molestia.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=4Gy9kSH9KQoLink

If you were unaware as I was, this was a weird pony fan comic that featured the titular OC, Princess Molestia, molesting the young pony cast of the show. The comics were drawn by some guy who needs to be on a government watchlist. The voice of the OC in the video is just some pony thot.

Highlights include:
  • Conrad's old voice.
  • Terrible acting by DigibronyMLP. I'm sure it's (((ironic)))
  • Very strange sexual tension between Digibrony and Molestia
  • Digibro excusing what he calls rape. "most of them either enjoyed it or learned to enjoy it"
  • Last five seconds feature Digibrony pretending to orgasm.
Edit: Found this from a wiki page on Molestia. MLP to tranny pipeline confirmed?
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The funniest thing about the Princess Molestia blog was that so many of the most cowish voices in the MLP fandom loved it but couldn't defend it publicly because it's one giant rape joke (and that offended their political allies). There was a whole huge saga about it that led to major upheaval in the brony community and convulsions of disavowal of content creators, de-anonymized question askers, and bystanders. Was this released as it happened? Because if anything this might have been a fence-sitting way of defending the blog.
 
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