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hi! i'm maddi, and after Anna (ancani) told me the news, and after I remembered this thread's existence, i figured it would be okay for me to talk about what happened now. to give context, I was the underaged girl that originally talked to nick. essentially ask me anything about all this stuff, because I don't really know where to start...

i guess i should start by saying I'm really sorry for not going to the police when I should have. when I was interacting with nick, I was about ~12-14. at that point, I was going through a lot of home life problems, which basically amounted to me not being able to do anything about the situation in fear that it would get me in trouble, worsen my situation, and make it impossible for me to go online again. for example, at one point, a detective contacted me, except she called my mom, and my mom didnt want to interact with police people, so she gave me the detectives number, and snarled, "fix this yourself or i will make sure you never speak with your stupid internet friends again, and then you'll have no one to complain to." it was a bad time. but that isn't what this thread is about. luckily, i no longer live with my mother, so i am out of this situation i'd been stuck with for most of my baby teen years!

i see now that i acted in a less than optimal way, and i don't want to give excuses. I'm really sorry. and now that i know that amber was definitely getting touched by nick, i feel that much more...abhorrent.

originally i brought nick to the attention of 789chan with the intention of just making him some kind of shuddercow, because i figured he had a lot of lolcow qualities and thought, very silly of me, "lol what if ppl trolled nick? that would be funny" but now im really glad he finally got put in jail.

i saw in the faq, "don't contact maddi" and i really appreciate whoever put that there. that is very considerate of you! at this point though you don't need to because...im right here!

i didnt look through the thread too much, but here is some info and clearing up some misunderstandings:

- heather (you may have known her as Thom). I never really felt as if she was hoarding nick as her own personal lolcow, since sometimes she talked to me after the fact, and we both agreed that nick needs to be put away, as well as some other things, but she never gave nick any advice re: getting arrested before all of this we both took part in messing with nick, though, she did kind of advocate for me "sweetheart" ing nick as I did (a la CWC), which was kind of strange...that was a weird time. idk. i don't hold anything against heather at this point. however, there was a guy in that circle of friends who did encourage nick to deny everything to avoid getting arrested, and I forget his name now, but he was a bad person and then insulted me (everyone's favorite insult seems to be attention whore, somehow) for talking about nick. never mind the fact that I was a teenage girl that nick had been hitting on!

- attention whoring. while i admit that there was an aspect of wanting attention-- hello, lonely 14 year old girl!-- it was mostly a desire to bring nick into the lolcowosphere and get people to troll him, but im very glad he got arrested in the end.

-what nick actually said to me. he said many many things, mostly sexual, relating to...well, you know what. whenever I would get a boyfriend, he would ask, "are you going to do butt stuff with him? you should." and asking strangely personal things. the infamous "I'm gonna do this to you and you'd better like it" bit did happen. i would also kind of torment him a bit though. one night, I remember the big topic on 789chan and nicks twitter was Anna losing her virginity (again, sorry Acey!) and I called him to tell him and he had a fit, denying all of it. i still have like a 5 minute sound file on my dsi from that call, but I don't know how to get it off of there. it is there, though. its just me saying "well too bad dude it happened Anna is an autonomous person" and he's like "nooo...it didnt happen..."

i don't know what else to say. i don't know how welcome this post will be. i guess ask me some questions if you want, I'd be willing to answer them.

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maddipuppy said:
i don't know how welcome this post will be.
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Extremely welcome.

- So nick's "parents" were just a couple of people who put up with him out of morbid interest in his bizarre antics?

- How long ago did that detective contact you. Do you remember if they said what branch of police they were from? Did you call them back and did anything come of it?

edit ; forgive my manners, got excited at the prospect of moar info and should have said this first ; nobody but complete assholes are gonna judge you for handling things less-than-optimally when you were a fourteen year old. None of us made sound and sensible decisions when we were fourteen. That's why laws don't treat fourteen year olds like adults. I'm glad he's been put away and I'm glad your life is better now.
 
maddipuppy said:
i still have like a 5 minute sound file on my dsi from that call, but I don't know how to get it off of there
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Hello Maddi, it takes so much power to come here and talk about Bate at such a personal level, but if you have a recording of Nick it would be very appreciated if we had a recording. Stick the DSI near a mic in a silent room or try this tutorial.

We appreciate your formality and welcome you to the farms.
 
Get a 3.5mm stereo wire, plug one end into the DS headphone jack and the other end into your computer's "Line In" port (blue). If that doesn't work, try the "Microphone" (pink) port.

Use Audacity to record it. Select "Record" in Audacity (the red circle), the press "Play" on the DS. The DS will play it as if you were listening using headphones, and the computer will pick it up and record it. When you're done, hit "Stop" (the gold square) in Audacity, then File->Export and save it as an MP3.
 
maddipuppy said:
hi! i'm maddi, and after Anna (ancani) told me the news, and after I remembered this thread's existence, i figured it would be okay for me to talk about what happened now. to give context, I was the underaged girl that originally talked to nick. essentially ask me anything about all this stuff, because I don't really know where to start...

i guess i should start by saying I'm really sorry for not going to the police when I should have. when I was interacting with nick, I was about ~12-14. at that point, I was going through a lot of home life problems, which basically amounted to me not being able to do anything about the situation in fear that it would get me in trouble, worsen my situation, and make it impossible for me to go online again. for example, at one point, a detective contacted me, except she called my mom, and my mom didnt want to interact with police people, so she gave me the detectives number, and snarled, "fix this yourself or i will make sure you never speak with your stupid internet friends again, and then you'll have no one to complain to." it was a bad time. but that isn't what this thread is about. luckily, i no longer live with my mother, so i am out of this situation i'd been stuck with for most of my baby teen years!

i see now that i acted in a less than optimal way, and i don't want to give excuses. I'm really sorry. and now that i know that amber was definitely getting touched by nick, i feel that much more...abhorrent.

originally i brought nick to the attention of 789chan with the intention of just making him some kind of shuddercow, because i figured he had a lot of lolcow qualities and thought, very silly of me, "lol what if ppl trolled nick? that would be funny" but now im really glad he finally got put in jail.

i saw in the faq, "don't contact maddi" and i really appreciate whoever put that there. that is very considerate of you! at this point though you don't need to because...im right here!

i didnt look through the thread too much, but here is some info and clearing up some misunderstandings:

- heather (you may have known her as Thom). I never really felt as if she was hoarding nick as her own personal lolcow, since sometimes she talked to me after the fact, and we both agreed that nick needs to be put away, as well as some other things, but she never gave nick any advice re: getting arrested before all of this we both took part in messing with nick, though, she did kind of advocate for me "sweetheart" ing nick as I did (a la CWC), which was kind of strange...that was a weird time. idk. i don't hold anything against heather at this point. however, there was a guy in that circle of friends who did encourage nick to deny everything to avoid getting arrested, and I forget his name now, but he was a bad person and then insulted me (everyone's favorite insult seems to be attention whore, somehow) for talking about nick. never mind the fact that I was a teenage girl that nick had been hitting on!

- attention whoring. while i admit that there was an aspect of wanting attention-- hello, lonely 14 year old girl!-- it was mostly a desire to bring nick into the lolcowosphere and get people to troll him, but im very glad he got arrested in the end.

-what nick actually said to me. he said many many things, mostly sexual, relating to...well, you know what. whenever I would get a boyfriend, he would ask, "are you going to do butt stuff with him? you should." and asking strangely personal things. the infamous "I'm gonna do this to you and you'd better like it" bit did happen. i would also kind of torment him a bit though. one night, I remember the big topic on 789chan and nicks twitter was Anna losing her virginity (again, sorry Acey!) and I called him to tell him and he had a fit, denying all of it. i still have like a 5 minute sound file on my dsi from that call, but I don't know how to get it off of there. it is there, though. its just me saying "well too bad dude it happened Anna is an autonomous person" and he's like "nooo...it didnt happen..."

i don't know what else to say. i don't know how welcome this post will be. i guess ask me some questions if you want, I'd be willing to answer them.

edits: formatting, elaborating.
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I appreciate the fact that you're neatly laying out your side of the story and providing a lot of details and context. I hope you stick around and answer some other concerns people here may have.
 
Dynastia said:
Extremely welcome.

- So nick's "parents" were just a couple of people who put up with him out of morbid interest in his bizarre antics?
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i sincerely believe they were very abusive and stupid rednecks. they put up with him, but i think its because they didnt know how. they aren't very smart. I remember once he told his real dad something like "dad I have a girlfriend she's 13" and his dad was like ".. that's kind of weird, son" and just left it. and then once I called him, and his aunt said, "be nice to her!" they didnt even really seem too terribly concerned till later. nicks "b-family" are just really dumb. he would literally shout about being a little girl, wanting to do stuff to butts, wanting to do things with little kids, and they somehow magically never made the connection until amber said something.


- How long ago did that detective contact you. Do you remember if they said what branch of police they were from? Did you call them back and did anything come of it?
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middle of the 789 saga, when i was like 14. no. I called them back and they asked if I wanted to bring in my computer. I said "maybe, I have to talk to my mom" and then nothing came of it, which is why I feel bad, because I felt like I couldnt do anything.

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dollarpennypincher said:
I appreciate the fact that you're neatly laying out your side of the story and providing a lot of details and context. I hope you stick around and answer some other concerns people here may have.
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I plan to! :)
 
maddipuppy said:
i guess i should start by saying I'm really sorry for not going to the police when I should have. when I was interacting with nick, I was about ~12-14. at that point, I was going through a lot of home life problems, which basically amounted to me not being able to do anything about the situation in fear that it would get me in trouble, worsen my situation, and make it impossible for me to go online again. for example, at one point, a detective contacted me, except she called my mom, and my mom didnt want to interact with police people, so she gave me the detectives number, and snarled, "fix this yourself or i will make sure you never speak with your stupid internet friends again, and then you'll have no one to complain to." it was a bad time. but that isn't what this thread is about. luckily, i no longer live with my mother, so i am out of this situation i'd been stuck with for most of my baby teen years!

i see now that i acted in a less than optimal way, and i don't want to give excuses. I'm really sorry. and now that i know that amber was definitely getting touched by nick, i feel that much more...abhorrent.
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Fuck it. Sure, things might have turned out slightly better if you had called the police or done something official, but that is too much pressure to be putting on a kid. You won't find any judgement from us on that score. Well, maybe from that one douchebag from the GG thread, but we don't talk about him much.
Also, correct me if I am wrong, because I didn't really pay much attention to sicko nicko until this week, but it looks like to me by the time you started interacting with him, all the actual molestation was over and done. And since he is still going to get fucked by the long dick of the law over it, there's nothing to feel sorry for.
 
maddipuppy said:
i sincerely believe they were very abusive and stupid rednecks. they put up with him, but i think its because they didnt know how. they aren't very smart. I remember once he told his real dad something like "dad I have a girlfriend she's 13" and his dad was like ".. that's kind of weird, son" and just left it. and then once I called him, and his aunt said, "be nice to her!" they didnt even really seem too terribly concerned till later. nicks "b-family" are just really dumb.
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Oh sorry, I meant his non-b family. Thom and the other one?

middle of the 789 saga, when i was like 14. no. I called them back and they asked if I wanted to bring in my computer. I said "maybe, I have to talk to my mom" and then nothing came of it, which is why I feel bad, because I felt like I couldnt do anything.
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Any idea why they contacted you at all? Was it because other people had been ringing them about Nick?
 
Torchwood said:
...it looks like to me by the time you started interacting with him, all the actual molestation was over and done. And since he is still going to get fucked by the long dick of the law over it, there's nothing to feel sorry for.
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thank you for your sweet words! and yeah, so it seems. I didnt even know about his thing with amber until I started "trolling" him and the people hacked him and found that chatlog.
Dynastia said:
Oh sorry, I meant his non-b family. Thom and the other one?
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yeah basically, everyone thought he was just a weird disgusting person in a train wreck kind of way. originally it was a little more innocent, he was just some stupid dude who talked about his fetishes. he didnt go to extremes like threatening annas boyfriend or the special video he sent to the detective until much later. he used to be...less crazy. not by much, but it was at least tolerable and meme-able. we had some silly inside jokes, and talking to nick was really funny because we were all basically just silly teenagers in an edgy phase.

Any idea why they contacted you at all? Was it because other people had been ringing them about Nick?
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yeah, a bunch of people reported him, including myself.
 
Yeah, you have absolutely nothing to feel bad about. Most of us thought his admission of molesting Amber was just him trying to be an edgy edgelord, like his stupid songs and Hitler stuff, and we did nothing. You did more than most people did. And now he's finally going away, and because you brought him to 789's attention, there's going to be enough evidence to drop him down a memory-hole. If it wasn't for that, a child's half-remembered account of a molestation from years ago could boil down to being he said/she said and Nick could walk free.

You should feel proud for what you did, not bad.
 
Dynastia said:
Yeah, you have absolutely nothing to feel bad about. Most of us thought his admission of molesting Amber was just him trying to be an edgy edgelord, like his stupid songs and Hitler stuff, and we did nothing. You did more than most people did. And now he's finally going away, and because you brought him to 789's attention, there's going to be enough evidence to drop him down a memory-hole. If it wasn't for that, a child's half-remembered account of a molestation from years ago could boil down to being he said/she said and Nick could walk free.

You should feel proud for what you did, not bad.
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thanks man i really appreciate it, i actually really appreciate everyone being supportive. i thought i was gonna get bombarded with "attention whore" like i did at 789chan all that time ago.

i'm gonna try the ds sound thing when I get home, thanks to the people who sent me the tutorial. :)
 
maddipuppy said:
thanks man i really appreciate it, i actually really appreciate everyone being supportive. i thought i was gonna get bombarded with "attention whore" like i did at 789chan all that time ago.
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We're not 789chan. This is a gentle place for kind and understanding people.
 
Dynastia said:
We're not 789chan. This is a gentle place for kind and understanding people.
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well, as kind and understanding as a board for making fun of people can be.:lol: you guys are surprisingly kind, though. its refreshing.

something else i remembered: u know the picture of nick in the graveyard? he was looking for wifi so that we could play Pokemon. i remember that distinctly, playing Pokemon with nick. at that time he didnt have wifi so for some reason he was walking around in a graveyard looking for it. spooky, huh?
 
Normally it would be, but we're talking about Nick. That's probably the least spooky thing I've heard about Nick.

How did you guys meet anyway? And I know you kept up contact with him for a long time after Anna wanted nothing more to do with him ; did that ever strain your friendship at all with her?
 
Dynastia said:
How did you guys meet anyway? And I know you kept up contact with him for a long time after Anna wanted nothing more to do with him ; did that ever strain your friendship at all with her?
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ahh, the story. I don't remember the whole deal, but I do know I was like 12. this was 2009 i believe. there was a big MSN chat group and i messed with him. i said something stupid along the lines of "I'm a 12 year old girl with no legs put money in my PayPal", and he said some nick-appropriate thing. being the weird little thing I was, I thought that was hilarious. i was 12, and I went on 4chan, followed cwc, and watched "to catch a predator". i remember i used to catfish pedophiles on random chatrooms and give them each others number, or tell them I was from the fbi or something, I just thought that kind of thing was really funny and didnt realize the seriousness of it. so, nick and I met at a really strange time in my life, as it were. i just thought he was some weirdo, and i never actually liked him, he was just sort of...my own personal lolcow for awhile.

Anna and I hadn't really ever spoken much. I remember before all this, I said her art was bad on deviantart and she blocked me. after all this happened, a while later, she messaged me on Facebook and we became friends. we send each other presents (she sends me, rather-- I gotta mail her back one of these days). if anything all this garbage has gotten us closer, since we both have stories about this awful person and how he's hurt us.

edit: I do have legs, the joke about me being an amputee was some dumb in joke with my friends at the time, i don't really remember super well
 
maddipuppy said:
i remember i used to catfish pedophiles on random chatrooms and give them each others number, or tell them I was from the fbi or something, I just thought that kind of thing was really funny and didnt realize the seriousness of it.
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:lol: That's actually pretty hilarious.
As for you and Anna getting closer because of sick nick, at least SOME good came out of all this bullshit with him. I hope you and Anna can feel a sense of closure and put it all behind you now that he's locked up.
 
DogshitTaco said:
:lol: That's actually pretty hilarious.
As for you and Anna getting closer because of sick nick, at least SOME good came out of all this bullshit with him. I hope you and Anna can feel a sense of closure and put it all behind you now that he's locked up.
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yup, like she texted me one day like hey did you hear nick is in jail? we were both really glad, I think :') Anna's one of my better friends and I respect her a lot as a person. at first we didn't get along and I said some mean things about her (sorry!!) but its all water under the bridge now and yeah we are both just really glad.
 
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