Abby, honey, just take a deep breath and try to concentrate hard enough for a few minutes just to read the last few pages of this thread. Yeah, we laugh at you because you broadcast your ridiculous self destructive behavior online for all to see, you’re cringey and childish and quite frankly I’m convinced your IQ is below 75. We’re definitely assholes that enjoy laughing at speds like you on the internet, no doubt about that, but none of us actually wish any ill will on you, if anything our laughter is tempered with genuine pity and hope that someday your horribly mismanaged mental health will get under control.
It’s the Facebook groups you need to be concerned about, because unlike us, those people clearly harbor genuine hatred and resentment towards you. They’re the ones that devote their time to stalking your every move and harassing the people in your life, and everyone at the farms here find it appalling. All we do is repost your material and share in the lols, we’re genuinely harmless compared to those Facebook harpies.