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OCDOh, I'd bet folding money Marissa's a virgin, and sex-repulsed. Some of her videos where she's addressed someone like Leidecker directly in a semi-flirty way, she specified no sex.
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OCDOh, I'd bet folding money Marissa's a virgin, and sex-repulsed. Some of her videos where she's addressed someone like Leidecker directly in a semi-flirty way, she specified no sex.
I have never slept with a man....cause no one love me...
and I wouldn't want to sleep with a man who is unloving...not romantic and not very deep..
which is most men.
I have high moral standards...and don't enjoy being in the arms of men who are selfish.....
which is most...and not tender or kind...in the real sensse...
no morals...
I have been tempted to sleep with uncaring men who love no one but themselves...but they could see that I am not their type...I am not evil....and I am not selfish and uncaring...
and not cold...
so it was no go...
I tried to force myself to have sex...and couldn't do it...beccause I tried to be romantic with this guy and he ended speaking to me like I was trash and a prostitute....
he ended up giving me a black eye.
From one of her 2007 ilxor ponderings:
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I haven't given up on an updated OP, btw. When Null decides what direction he wants to take re: wiki/OP material, I'll get back on the job.
Oh hello again. Yeah we had a bit of a conversation going in that group chat too were we (or wabbits mostly honestly) compiled a lot of stuff for the new OP. You've still got the materials right? And with Null talking about the wiki again, I hope it will get finished someday cus there's a lot ot stuff out there but hard to get if you're just new to the thread.
I have archives of all of her current videos if that's any help.I lost a lot of formatted and heavily linked narrative when Null deleted everyone's inactive DMs after the hack. But I have backups - they just need some cleanup. The assembled pix, caps, and timeline are also safe, so an OP's close to done, though "close" may mean a lot of work across the course of a month.
Even before the post-hack wipe-out of DMs, the draft OP was getting deleted or replaced with older drafts during system maintenance or some damn thing, and I want some assurance that won't recur. Re-re-re-re-doing work got to be ridiculous. But granted, servers were getting tossed into boxes and shipped around the country during that time, so - yeah. Onward.
I have archives of all of her current videos if that's any help.
I lost a lot of formatted and heavily linked narrative when Null deleted everyone's inactive DMs after the hack. But I have backups - they just need some cleanup. The assembled pix, caps, and timeline are also safe, so an OP's close to done, though "close" may mean a lot of work across the course of a month.
Even before the post-hack wipe-out of DMs, the draft OP was getting deleted or replaced with older drafts during system maintenance or some damn thing, and I want some assurance that won't recur. Re-re-re-re-doing work got to be ridiculous. But granted, servers were getting tossed into boxes and shipped around the country during that time, so - yeah. Onward.
But I lost the will to live ...
I didn't organize them, I just went through her YouTube channel and downloaded everything over the last few days. There's 168 videos or something, mostly songs and her love obsession videos. I don't have them uploaded anywhere because I usually archive videos directly to KF and didn't get a chance to go through the whole thread yet to see if I would be shitting it up by dumping a load of videos in it.That's huge. How are they organized?
Yeah - I went through two death spirals myself apart from the technical problems that elevated my drinking from wine to vodka for a while. The enormity of her online history did me in at one point and the sadness of her life when she was trying to perform in NYC jazz clubs did me in at another. Retreating into the isolation typical of schizophrenia was actually an upgrade for her.
Can I take a look at your wiki draft? You're good at forming big picture narrative accurately from myriad detail.
I didn't organize them, I just went through her YouTube channel and downloaded everything over the last few days. There's 168 videos or something, mostly songs and her love obsession videos. I don't have them uploaded anywhere because I usually archive videos directly to KF and didn't get a chance to go through the whole thread yet to see if I would be shitting it up by dumping a load of videos in it.
That list includes videos I don't have because she pulled them down or privated them. I'll be keeping an eye on her channel now to download new stuff anyway. I'm a fan of her dancing videos.Very good. There's a list of her vids on KF here: https://kiwifarms.net/archive/Virgo Rouge/ We probably need to confer with Null about how much of her stuff he's willing to host.
Others here also have libraries of her vids. Pulling out specific vids has been the tricky bit.
Random attachment: Crude timeline for her life. Needs cleaning up and updating, I know.
It sounds to me like she thinks that men are gross.From one of her 2007 ilxor ponderings:
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I haven't given up on an updated OP, btw. When Null decides what direction he wants to take re: wiki/OP material, I'll get back on the job.
Very good. There's a list of her vids on KF here: https://kiwifarms.net/archive/Virgo Rouge/ We probably need to confer with Null about how much of her stuff he's willing to host.
Others here also have libraries of her vids. Pulling out specific vids has been the tricky bit.
Random attachment: Crude timeline for her life. Needs cleaning up and updating, I know.
en.wikipedia.org
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Then don't read or post in the fucking thread. As a matter of fact stop posting period.It sounds to me like she thinks that men are gross.
Not ok for a dude to try to force-fuck her while talking dirty to her and gave her a black eye. Maybe some women get off on that but no thanks.
But from the rest of what she is saying, it sounds like she doesn't understand men. She misunderstands their intentions, misreads them.
I actually don't think that there is much that is funny about this person. She sounds shy and lonely and confused.
They ruined that girl.
Killing a bird, in a dryer? There is no hellfire hot enough ....
She was terrorized. I am crying for her, and the little bird. Fly little bird, fly free.🕊
When I read her bio/timeline, tears came streaming out of my eyes. She can't bond with anybody, look at what happened when she loved a dog and a little bird. She lives in a world of fantasy, illusion and music, and in her own mind, she is beautiful. Too beautiful. At least she won't destroy herself. Nobody can torture and kill the little bird and the little girl, again, if she comes up with reasons to push people away.
Please have mercy on this woman. She made a righteous choice in not perpetuating such evil. She is coping the best she can.
Me too. I used to sperg out when I was bored and figure out the average per video she did her little things like bringing up Rachel flowers, zooming in on that Spanish Stevie Nick's woman's nipple, or my favorite, her smug teeth sucking. This Syd Barrett thing isn't nearly as amusing as the day to day " I love you Daddy! / I hate you Daddy!" Those were fun.I miss Marissa's rants