Hey guise did eye fuul yew wit the baybee I stolded from da hospidable? Hows aboot dat pour slayve driyven josh hey der howdy he shore is misreeble wit me cos ya no I dunt werk or urn any monies of mi own or nuutin. O an wow dis purson shud be one of dose sidekicks or sumptin cos gee wiz dey shure seam ta no all bout mi lyfe even doh I never speaked bout it! Yew shuld play da lotto wit all dat sidekick power yew gots!



(have to write it in a way that is easily understood by the morons that stalk me

) LOL! I just HAD to share this. I had to. Because I've successfully hidden away, moved, and changed everything around me by going almost completely offline (I pop in here and there but don't linger, and like I've said before, I only share important things at the moment. I still have one HUGE surprise to share with you guys but it might be another month before I'm ready) the hate sites have entered desperation mode again. They've gone to the extreme a few times before when I've cut them off from my life--once was when I moved here and I went offline for a month. They were going crazy wanting to know where I was, so they even wrote Josh trying to get him to spill. They emailed me nonstop pretending to be concerned about me because they hadn't heard from me in so long, and their desperation made them sloppy enough to expose themselves. They started shit on my mom's memorial page when she died, and threatened me on my wedding website before Josh and I were married. Remember, these are people and sites that have been stalking me since 2009 ish, and extremely since 2011. Now, I've been offline since July, aside from my birthday and the Psyclon Nine show, where I popped back on for a day. Now, with the recent share that I made, but without "enough" information, they've gone to Josh's mom and started shit, as if she cares. Funny how their go-to insult is either fat or ugly. Weight can be gained or lost. I'm a mother, and my husband loves my body. I'm not worried about my weight. "Ugly"? Lol. I get called beautiful more often than most, in person as well as online. Even if I didn't (and I happen to not feel beautiful, even though I know that I'm not ugly), Josh thinks that I'm the most beautiful person he's ever laid eyes on, and that's what's important. As far as the accusations that have been going around about me stopping him from having a relationship with his family, that's a huge joke. I haven't ever addressed it before because I never saw a reason to, but I have been asked about it plenty of times. If you really want to know, I'd actually be more than happy to make a video all about it, lol! Moving on... "pretend dad"

Josh is very much a daddy

and don't think that your accusations of my "fake" baby are going to goad me into exposing

to you. You can accuse me all you want. This isn't just my life anymore and I have nothing to prove to the hatesites. What an idiotic thing to say, but then again they've always been like that. "You're lying, I don't see proof!" <I show proof> "It doesn't matter! (goes on with the same insults)". *Sigh* I had hoped they'd have grown up a little bit and gotten a life, but I see they've still been hanging on waiting for me to pop up here and there because they're so overly thirsty for any little detail about my life

Anyway, my bad. It's actually better if they think that I have a fake baby. No one will go looking or care about a person that doesn't exist

Oh, let me also address the" slave worker for a lazy hambeast" statement. Hey- let me know where the hidden cameras are because I want to be sure that they get my good side

I mean, you HAVE to have a hidden camera or two in my house, right? Because otherwise you have no reason to think that my husband is a slave worker, I'm lazy, and "hambeast"? Lol! What's that even supposed to mean? Ham is yummy, so I'm a..."yummybeast"? Hahaha! I think you're trying to be clever and call me a fat pig... But I guarantee you're fatter than I am. And even if I gain or lose weight, I know that I'm a good person inside, no matter what you try to say or twist, or what parts of my life from over 3 years ago (even from when I was 13, how ridiculous is that?!) you try to use against me. I know I'm a damned site better than you. All you people can do is sit online and anonymously bully, stalk, and harass people because you're lacking in your own life. I'd pity you if you were worth it, but you're not

I'm going to go back to my real life now, and you probably won't hear from me again until I'm ready to share my last piece of exiting news with you guys. Until then, take care and I'll see you soon enough
