Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

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I wonder why his lies have gotten so much more brazen lately? He's been dancing around and throwing around vague generalities for years and now he's outright saying he's not only actively transitioning but passable as a cis woman?
 
I wonder why his lies have gotten so much more brazen lately? He's been dancing around and throwing around vague generalities for years and now he's outright saying he's not only actively transitioning but passable as a cis woman?

How else is he going to get attention? No-one gives a shit about Gamergate any more, he doesn't produce anything as a writer or a game dev, and there are thousands of trans people on Twitter. How is he going to stand out from the crowd in any way?

Jake has seriously made hundreds of tweets today and he is still going.

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I guess Jake is not a fan of AOC.

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You'd think Jake would like AOC. I like AOC, but that was a completely stupid thing to say. Facial recognition uses machine learning algorithms to match faces, and there's really no way for that to be programmed to be racist except taking skin color into account in the match.
 
For more whiny Jake voice you could check out a lets play thing he did but it's veryVERY boring and I don't think even the most hardcore Jake enthusiast Kiwis managed to get through more than one video

Impressive how much of his video work is consistent with his poor writing— he has no sense of pacing and assumes that the audience is as fixated as he is, or at least as willing to sit through dry material as he is. There are no edits or cuts to the relevant points he is trying to make. Just real time streaming with periods of dead silence between the times he makes comments.

It doesn’t even require much experience to figure out that you need to edit and pace your videos better. It does, however, require a theory of mind to understand that other people are going to be bored as well as a willingness to admit your own shortcomings. As I said, this is consistent with his problems writing as well.
 
Caveat: the role of estrogen in feminized men isn't well-understood, and it's the wild west where dosing is concerned. Nothing's tested, especially for long-term results with trials that allow direct comparison against other people on the same dosage.

However, psychologists do believe estrogen is a major contributing factor to manic depression being much more common in women than men. One reason some men develop depression or even psychosis is when they get enough belly fat that their testosterone starts converting to estrogen.

If Jake really has started on hormones, it could explain some of the spiraling disconnection with reality.
 
I foolishly decided to put Jake's latest googleshng into paragraph format in an attempt to make any sense out of it. I figured that part of why it was so unreadable was because of how twitter broke up each statement so I thought this would help. Instead, I feel like I just watched the ending to 2001: A Space Odyssey. The entirety of this rant swing erratically between awkwardly stated but obvious facts and utter stupidity. Which to say, it is quintessential Secret Gamer Girl. Enjoy!


Random reminder that trans women are biological women and anyone who tries to get you to use "biological" instead of cis is either woefully ignorant or a bigot trying to get you to repeat support for their deliberate disinformation.

Jumping back to this to elaborate, here's what's actually up with the people who try to get you to talk like "biological sex" has any meaning when trying to talk about trans people: It is 2019. MOST PEOPLE still completely conflate the notion of a trans woman and a drag queen. A trans woman is a woman who, usually due to some rare condition/prenatal circumstances/whatever leading to an imbalance of hormones and/or atypical response to such, "looked male" at birth, in the estimation of whoever delivered her, and may or may not still have aspects of her body that reinforce that initial impression.

A drag queen is a man who, as a profession or hobby, dresses up in a really garish over the top woman costume, gets up on a stage, and dances around while lipsyncing to songs with female vocalists, usually disco or upbeat pop classics. There is... really no sensible reason for the two to ever have been conflated (other than the fact that a lot of trans women stumbling into the drag scene because it has close historical ties with LGBT communities and because accurate information is so bad that if you're a woman who people generally agree looks like a man, rather than point you at info on how to fix that, people will deny such means even exist and push you towards "playing dressup" as sort of a next-best-thing option).

And honestly, the fact that a lot of people ARE willing to support the trans community on basic principle of the thing DESPITE thinking we're all a bunch of men who enjoy putting on costumes to look like women is honestly really sweet, if woefully misinformed and dehumanizing. But no. Men who dress up like women are not actually a persecuted minority whose right to dress up and lip sync is under threat, and they don't have a "mental illness" that compels them to do so. That's just, again, a hobby or a job they enjoy and you know cool good for them, but they really shouldn't be part of the conversation here and if you could stop getting distracted by them and focus we'd really appreciate it.

The people facing the big civil rights crisis are those actual women I mentioned earlier, who aren't men in costumes, we're just, you know, actual women, who either have or used to have at some point in the distant past, one or more features that cause us to be mistaken for men, and very frequently if not always, pretty damn serious medical problems stemming from the same underlying causes as those cosmetic sources of misidentification. Again, there's almost always a MASSIVE hormone imbalance at play, and while yes, "teeheehee, those spiked testosterone levels make that lady all hairy, she even has a beard," she also has potentially life-threatening crap going on with her blood pressure/heart rate/off-mixture brain chemistry making every day of her life a living hell, and whatever weird genital situation she was born with that confused a doctor might also be a symptom of more serious issues. Plus honestly even the stuff that is purely cosmetic ("teeheehee bearded ladies!") carries pretty serious social stignitization and I'm not even getting into dysphoria in this thread and all the horrors that forces us to deal with.

And since I'm being so 101 with all this not all trans people are women. There's also men who get misidentified as women and a whole whole bunch of other people with a whole bunch of other variations on the same sort of problem who also deal with horrible discrimination and persecution as a result, mostly from people who have no clue they even exist to be discriminated against. Just, lots of splash damage from all the hate trans women get being phrased broadly enough to hit them too. Partly because when people are getting their arbitrary hatred on they tend to really focus more on women than anyone else, partly because, again, most people completely conflate being trans with being a drag queen, and while drag kings are actually a thing (and possibly other varieties of drag monarch I'm unaware of), they have relatively zero visibility, so, the lens distorts accordingly.

And I also don't want to suggest the problems other trans people face are just a subset of the crap thrown at trans women, because there totally are specialized lines of attack bigots bust out for trans men and all the "RAR! PHOOEY! I HATE PRONOUNS!" crap is theoretically aimed specifically at people who are simultaneously: A- trans, B- not women, C- not men, and that is a truly impressively small target for such a large cannon of hatred to be aimed at. But again I'm kinda focusing this thread on the trans woman/drag queen conflation so excuse me for the tangent.

The point is trans women aren't wearing costumes. We aren't dressed up as women, we just, are women. If you meet a trans woman and it looks like she has big ol' womanly breasts and hips and one of those nice inward curves around the sides of her stomach that we've all somehow agreed to call a "narrow waist" despite it not being anywhere near anyone's actual waist... that's not a disguise. That's just her actual body.

I keep saying "at birth" and "(or used to have)" because the hormone imbalances and so on that cause us to initially be misread as men are really easy to just go correct. I personally spent a lot of years looking like a man because some weird internal quirk kept my body from producing enough estrogens (too much testosterone commonly goes with that but oddly I was always fine there personally), so I just, you know, started supplementing that, and tada, my body picked up all the slack with the breasts and the waist/hip ratio and the skin and the properly balanced brain chemistry and I'm a plain ol' everyday ordinary woman because that actually is how biology works. And I mean there's some quirky things I'm stuck with since I took so long to fix it- If you're running a high testosterone to estrogen ratio for instance, your hair grows faster, dies sooner, and gets more creative about where to shoot new follicles up, so leaving that ratio screwy for ~40 years I have some growing where I shouldn't I need to kill, and some that died where I'd like it to still be growing, but I mean honestly plenty of cis women have the same sub-optimal hair distribution there's just a weird social taboo against ever discussing it and we all pretend not to notice hair removal products/procedures and wigs are such a big part of the economy.

And I know you're probably thinking "but genitals!" but uh... no all that is actually a hell of a lot more self-correcting than people think too. I don't want to get into all the details today, but statistically, if you've extensively interacted with X number of women's vaginas whether in a sexy way, or performing an exam, one of those women was trans, and you wouldn't be able to guess who it was from that interaction. And not because she had anything cut off.

The myth people like to push is that "DNA is like the computer code to your body, and different chromosomes describe totally different structures" but the reality is, no, everyone has all the code. It's all the same. It's also rather literally a big sloppy pile of kludgy spaghetti with crazy workarounds and garbage that never gets called by anything, Transitioning is just tweaking a couple variables that got set wrong and then all the functions trying to call them start working right.

All THAT being said, bigots are really really keen on maintaining that confusion so many people have where they conflate trans women with drag queens, because, like I said way up top, guys who like to play dress up don't need their civil rights to be protected, but people with serious medical problems and discrimination directed at basic features of their body they can't control very much do. Convincing people the latter are actually the former is pretty convenient for people who want to destroy those rights and generally oppress an harass a very at-risk group.

So... bigots love to refer to "sex assigned at birth" as "biological sex." The actual accepted term is straight-forward, accurate, and makes it clear that ultimately we're dealing with a bookkeeping error "Biological sex" though in addition to being totally inaccurate (everything about my body is just like everyone else's, nothing artificial has been done to it or added to it, except on those occasions where someone slips me an artificial sweetener or something), is intentionally misleading. It's reinforcing that confusion about drag queens. Because yeah, a drag queen is actually a man. Their stage persona is a costume, constructed, artificially, out of heavy makeup, wigs, tape, costuming and so on. That can be removed. It's But, again. A trans woman is not wearing a costume. You're looking at our very real bodies, we're asking you to call us by our very real names, We still look the way it looks like we do if we take off our clothes. We die if we lose access to the medical aid people are trying to convince you is something we take for cosmetic reasons or fun or some weird sexual paraphilia or whatever this week's angle on trying to attack us might be.

So please, take "biological sex" out of your vocabulary, and correct anyone you see trying to throw it around.
 
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I foolishly decided to put Jake's latest googleshng into paragraph format in an attempt to make any sense out of it. I figured that part of why it was so unreadable was because of how twitter broke up each statement so I thought this would help. Instead, I feel like I just watched the ending to 2001: A Space Odyssey. The entirety of this rant swing erratically between awkwardly stated but obvious facts and utter stupidity. Which to say, it is quintessential Secret Gamer Girl. Enjoy!

This incoherence is part of the reason that few people ever read Jake's threads all the way through and it guarantees that no-one is ever going to employ him to write for money.
 
This incoherence is part of the reason that few people ever read Jake's threads all the way through and it guarantees that no-one is ever going to employ him to write for money.

I think it's also the reason why his opening tweets do get "likes" - he starts off stating things that are utterly obvious and that aren't even in debate. "Drag queens aren't trans!" - Well, duh, no shit.

But the moment you take any two of his tweets and put them together you start to see that he's using these obvious facts to make points that are nonsensical and even the most ardent supporters of trans people have to jump ship. In the first few paragraph here he argues that the existence of men dressing up as women for reasons other than being trans somehow means that biological sex is invalid. It's just fucking confounding.
 
I personally spent a lot of years looking like a man because some weird internal quirk kept my body from producing enough estrogens (too much testosterone commonly goes with that but oddly I was always fine there personally)

That's called a Y chromosome, you moron.

The myth people like to push is that "DNA is like the computer code to your body, and different chromosomes describe totally different structures" but the reality is, no, everyone has all the code. It's all the same. It's also rather literally a big sloppy pile of kludgy spaghetti with crazy workarounds and garbage that never gets called by anything, Transitioning is just tweaking a couple variables that got set wrong and then all the functions trying to call them start working right.

Literally a Y chromosome, dolt. Not everyone "has all the code," unless by "everyone" you just mean "men." Which, hell, it's Jake. Maybe.

I used to think the trans crowd used "high school biology" as an insult because they thought there was some sort of special biology in college or grad school where you learn there's some form of sexual reproduction that isn't two-parent meiosis, but no, I think it's because they never got that far and are trying to call anyone who did a teacher's pet.

And I know you're probably thinking "but genitals!" but uh... no all that is actually a hell of a lot more self-correcting than people think too. I don't want to get into all the details today, but statistically, if you've extensively interacted with X number of women's vaginas whether in a sexy way, or performing an exam, one of those women was trans, and you wouldn't be able to guess who it was from that interaction. And not because she had anything cut off.

Oh, this is the single best part of all this rant. Jake loves to talk about how shrinky-dinky his peepee is, always with this coquettish shyness, "I couldn't possibly say right now!"

If a gynecologist couldn't tell the difference between a literal dick and balls and a vag, I'd have to question where exactly the speculum was going? Does Jake even know what goes on during a vaginal exam or cervical smear? Is he aware there's more than just a pixelated vague area to be examined?
 
Oh, this is the single best part of all this rant. Jake loves to talk about how shrinky-dinky his peepee is, always with this coquettish shyness, "I couldn't possibly say right now!"

If a gynecologist couldn't tell the difference between a literal dick and balls and a vag, I'd have to question where exactly the speculum was going? Does Jake even know what goes on during a vaginal exam or cervical smear? Is he aware there's more than just a pixelated vague area to be examined?

This is definitely the best part because it belies a total lack of understanding about both trans issues and basic arithmetic. I think - think - he is trying to say that some of the women may be transmen. But even then, why is he calling the transmen women? And what would that have to do with genitals being "self correcting"? He couldn't possibly think that a tiny penis could be mistaken for a vagina, particularly by a medical professional. I just refuse to believe he's that stupid or believes his audience is that stupid.
 
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Do we know where Jake went off the rails? I mean before gamergate. Like, most people who graduate high school do something afterwards- college, job, technical school, whatever. Should I assume that he basically told mom "I'm gonna be an entrepreneur with my board game" and she enabled him so that he could end up doing literally nothing since the day he walked out of high school?
 
Caveat: the role of estrogen in feminized men isn't well-understood, and it's the wild west where dosing is concerned. Nothing's tested, especially for long-term results with trials that allow direct comparison against other people on the same dosage.

However, psychologists do believe estrogen is a major contributing factor to manic depression being much more common in women than men. One reason some men develop depression or even psychosis is when they get enough belly fat that their testosterone starts converting to estrogen.

If Jake really has started on hormones, it could explain some of the spiraling disconnection with reality.

Jake is already fucked in the head. If he really is taking hormones I’m pretty sure he’s going to be inpatient psych by the end of the year. He was already a not-functioning, dependent adult with extreme paranoia/persecution complex. Adding female hormones to this mix is a disaster that I will enjoy watch unfold. The manic ramp up in crazy tweeting is a good sign shit it about to get real nuts.

Jake will be at the same point of his paranoid crazy 80 year old grandma before he hits 38 thanks to estrogen.
 
This is definitely the best part because it belies a total lack of understanding about both trans issues and basic arithmetic. I think - think - he is trying to say that some of the women may be transmen. But even then, why is he calling the transmen women? And what would that have to do with genitals being "self correcting"? He couldn't possibly think that a tiny penis could be mistaken for a vagina, particularly by a medical professional. I just refuse to believe he's that stupid or believes his audience is that stupid.

SGG is saying if you fuck or examine medically women you have fucked or examined a transwomen already and not noticed because cis and trans women are indistinguishable and that many transitioned women exist.

But also they stand out so much every single living moment of their existence is a nightmare of being 2 seconds away from being murdered for being trans.
 
Do we know where Jake went off the rails? I mean before gamergate. Like, most people who graduate high school do something afterwards- college, job, technical school, whatever. Should I assume that he basically told mom "I'm gonna be an entrepreneur with my board game" and she enabled him so that he could end up doing literally nothing since the day he walked out of high school?

That is pretty much what happened. He wrote in one of his old rants about how working a menial job would only take time away from his "real" job of writing and designing games and how college was a waste of time for reasons.

He's certainly not the first person to go that route. Not many are stubborn enough to be almost 40 and still at it, though.

SGG is saying if you fuck or examine medically women you have fucked or examined a transwomen already and not noticed because cis and trans women are indistinguishable and that many transitioned women exist.

He also seems to be saying that neither a sexual partner nor a doctor can tell the different between a natal woman's genitalia and the genitalia of a trans woman who takes hormones but who hasn't had surgery - which is a load of horseshit.
 
The myth people like to push is that "DNA is like the computer code to your body, and different chromosomes describe totally different structures" but the reality is, no, everyone has all the code.
And some people like Jake even have extra chromosomes!
 
:shit-eating: He just publicly threw the drag fags under the bus, that's in line with a lot of other heterosexual troon men who stumble into the LGBT and don't have any regard for actual homosexuals.

Arthur Chu was throwing gay men under the bus yesterday so I'm not surprised to see Jake doing it.
 
Thanks Yellow Yam Scam, now I'm drawn into actually reading this drivel.
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A drag queen is a man who, as a profession or hobby, dresses up in a really garish over the top woman costume, gets up on a stage, and dances around while lipsyncing to songs with female vocalists, usually disco or upbeat pop classics.
"usually disco or upbeat pop classics"

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Men who dress up like women are not actually a persecuted minority
Oh, okay.

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Again, there's almost always a MASSIVE hormone imbalance at play, and while yes, "teeheehee, those spiked testosterone levels make that lady all hairy, she even has a beard," she also has potentially life-threatening crap going on with her blood pressure/heart rate/off-mixture brain chemistry making every day of her life a living hell
I think your blood pressure/heart rate/off-mixture brain chemistry issues may be related to other factors, Jake.

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There's also men who get misidentified as women and a whole whole bunch of other people with a whole bunch of other variations on the same sort of problem who also deal with horrible discrimination and persecution as a result, mostly from people who have no clue they even exist to be discriminated against.
This is one hell of a paradox.

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I personally spent a lot of years looking like a man because some weird internal quirk kept my body from producing enough estrogens (too much testosterone commonly goes with that but oddly I was always fine there personally), so I just, you know, started supplementing that, and tada, my body picked up all the slack with the breasts and the waist/hip ratio and the skin and the properly balanced brain chemistry and I'm a plain ol' everyday ordinary woman because that actually is how biology works.
TADA, PLAIN OL EVERYDAY WOMAN

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I mean there's some quirky things I'm stuck with since I took so long to fix it- If you're running a high testosterone to estrogen ratio for instance, your hair grows faster, dies sooner, and gets more creative about where to shoot new follicles up, so leaving that ratio screwy for ~40 years I have some growing where I shouldn't I need to kill, and some that died where I'd like it to still be growing
AKA: I'M BALD

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there's just a weird social taboo against ever discussing it and we all pretend not to notice hair removal products/procedures and wigs are such a big part of the economy
Wigs and hair removal products account for 65% of global GDP.

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And I know you're probably thinking "but genitals!" but uh... no all that is actually a hell of a lot more self-correcting than people think too. I don't want to get into all the details today, but statistically, if you've extensively interacted with X number of women's vaginas whether in a sexy way, or performing an exam, one of those women was trans, and you wouldn't be able to guess who it was from that interaction.
Not to :powerlevel: but having seen a few vaginas in my day :smug :powerlevel, I'm going to guess it's the one that isn't growing hair inside and actually you know is a vagina with all its distinct features that extended gashes don't have.

Violet Hargrave said:
The myth people like to push is that "DNA is like the computer code to your body, and different chromosomes describe totally different structures" but the reality is, no, everyone has all the code.
Except those who don't get a Y chromosome, for example.
 
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