Have you bought a dress yet? Might I remind you (and everyone else) this is what you look like:
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You have the audacity to call yourself female looking like
that. I mean, c'mon now, just look at yourself. I'm not taking the piss out of your physical appearance besides noting you have put zero effort into presenting yourself as a woman. Zero. Tell me, exactly what thought process do you go through to delude yourself into thinking you're anything but a man? Why exactly have you put no thought or energy into presenting your external self in a manner befitting your apparently female interior? Too lazy? Too stupid? I really don't understand.
You have every opportunity to look more feminine, yet you don't. Even Chris-chan, who you deride constantly presents herself as at least somewhat female looking, there's some effort involved there. But you? Not even a painted nail. Just no effort aside from guzzling shit-tier hormones that you think will give you mental superpowers.
You have a very, very fucked up concept of gender, so fucked up it's both comical and disturbing. And you defend it so voraciously because you need it to be true. At any point you could have told me you don't care what I think, and you just want to be a girl. You could have said it doesn't matter what I think, or what anyone else thinks about your apparent gender dysphoria. But you never did. Over a thousand pages later and you're still trying to "prove" yourself with your batshit insane interpretation of research papers and Juche inspired garbage, which is very telling. It tells me you're not really trying to convince me, or anyone else here. You're desperately trying to convince yourself of something you know isnt true; that you're transgender. Well you're not. No research paper will ever convince you (or anyone else for that matter) of that. What you're searching for simply doesn't exist.
It's almost as if you hate women so much you want to erase us from existence and plop yourself down in place of us, to redefine female to match whatever it is you are or want to be. It's sick, really sick. I don't understand your fascination with wanting to be transgender, my only guess would be its the most offensive thing you can think of in regards to tarnishing women even further in your mind. It's a piss-take at all the women in your life you hate so fervently, a way for you to thumb your nose at us by saying "look, I'm one of you too". You're a borderline with a distorted identity and that extends to your pseudo gender dysphoria as well.
I've given my computer to Lennihan for him to independently investigate so that you won't have the benefit of abusing the forensic investigation services in order to plant child pornography on my computer or even 'infer' the possibility I've viewed it via. TOR, not even installed on my current machine.
Otherwise, pseudotranssexuals like you were outed with a theory so concise, yet now you show what estrogenic mental superpowers -- a claim I never made -- mean to you: to spew tonnes and tonnes of speculatory bullshit rooted in nothing but an MDMA-analogue's overstimulatory effects on the brain, excitotoxically eating away at your neurones whilst giving you a temporary cultural intelligence and processing speed boost.
I'm done with estrogen experimentation; I'm happy being an anti-androgenized eunuch, Quinn was with Lennihan today and basically said, "if there's nothing we can do to convince gender dysphoria services, we're still within remit to give you antiandrogenic substances via. roundabout means." I'm not telling you what those are.
At the minimum, blocking testosterone will preserve my IQ, remove some aspects of my ADD-addled thinking at times, and possibly decrease my reactivity to, well, everything, allowing me to focus on what I should be becoming: Hitlerian enough to eradicate the lot of your likes in revenge for this.
So I'll never be allowed to transition. So? I'll still keep my mental fortitude to pursue the philosophies of my passionate fire, hatred as cold as ice, warmth as burning from the heart as a flame. The Spanish poser was given the attention of my video via. Jenny of NationsGame and he wants to invite me to the Korean Friends Association to hold a seminar on Aspergian socialism, as proof of Juche's wide-ranging applicability; they have a small branch in Edinburgh, apparently, although it's unlisted and for all intents and purposes, discretely hidden in the alleyway of a bunch of other enterprises, I can give you a rough location for it: just between Morningside and Lothian Road there's something of a bustling Oriental community.
There are North Korean expats; not ideological, but economic migrants -- they still desperately want to see the world turned authoritarian to fit their values, and I got to speak to a few of them over Skype today before finally surrendering my computer. My activities will be strictly IRL from this point on, giving me ample time to concentrate on the world outside of it, save for the occasional hour-use on library computers to arrange advertising contracts to spread my ideology.
Farewell, neurodiversitarian psychopaths, oh, and Darren, Amber/Kelly/whomever you call yourself, Martin, etc., etc., I hope you enjoy the fate of GRIDS. It'll be inevitable given a failure recently discovered in the supposed immunoprotective properties of prEp, which I know you all take.
