Could I please get a quick rundown on "Welcome...Home.", and its context?
Imagine a physical relic granting unimaginable powers, acquired at the end of the story by combining three fragments, each locked behind a considerable challenge for the hero to overcome in his life's adventure starting with nothing from Level 1, against all imaginable odds, such as defeating the villain organization up to the highest levels of conspiracy(trolls, detractors and youtube algorithm), saving a magical princess from evil (married Khet), lastly proving courage and demonstrate personal growth (became healthy, new setup, stopped begging)in the face of fear and despair. its acquisition marks the end of an epic journey and grants the hero a wish powerful enough to end wars and restore peaceful times after long lasting conflict, It is a symbol for the forces of Good prevailing in the face of Evil, a final departure from hatred and death towards compassion and eternal harmony. That is the significance Phil assigns to each Welcome Home cycle
the issue with that is the credits roll right afterwards and the hero wakes up again at level 1 in a different timeline of the next game doing the same shit again. each cycle just turns him more and more miserable and pathetic
here is Phil describing to wings recently one of his previous Welcomes Homes, maybe one of the first ones idk.
funnily enough I wrote that first part before getting this clip and he mentions Zelda BOTW lol.
Why does he insist on pretending he doesn't know the lyrics to this retarded banana song? If you care so little that you don't even know the lyrics why have an hours' worth of crashouts about it over the last week?
although there is an element of
pointing at a deer and calling it a horse Phil is doing here (unintentionally, maybe even that is giving him too much credit) which is pretty interesting, I think today's banana episode demonstrates the dissonance in simply how utterly and absolutely
torn apart he is between
Not looking like a faggot who likes tasty Bananas in his mouth vs.
Embracing the meme and Not seem bothered by it
he built up this nightmarish Denim wearing Banana rape-demon in his head by adding layersof lies and denial day after day w hich is crushing the walls inside his mental snort fort.
Phil watched Kino casino and realized what everyone is making fun of is him getting so triggered and acting retarded over it so he tries to course correct, he wants to let go, but just can't get comfortable with looking gay as fuck like swallowing bananas. that goes against his layers of
healthy, happily married, successful family haver, pahsitive and mature adult entertainer LARP (the list could go on)
I need to make a full supercut of the recent banana saga. fuck me, I should just make a detractor clip channel atp
edit: just to illustrate my point. the look of a man getting raped by his own personal Denim banana demon in that exact moment. after struggling for his life here to escape certain ego death he survives by a snort's breadth by going back into denial mode less than 1minute later...
look at his fucking face here, after 3 or 4 days of denial and cope and seethe, he finally lets go for one moment. and this is the start of the show, he probably had planned to let it rip today
couldn't make this more poetic if I tried