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[Salted Caramel Tears]

Do you live close to this place? If so, I think before you die you should try going here to take in the sights. At least you’d get to see some beauty in the world. I think there’s a boat tour they offer, too. If it’s anything like Maid in the Mist in Niagara Falls, it should be a good excuse to get out of the apartment for a weekend.

Just a thought. It’s one of the eight wonders of the world, after all. Most Kiwis on this site wouldn’t have the opportunity to see it in person.

It's almost 800km from Christchurch.

Though I would highly recommend it to anyone who wants to visit New Zealand.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

It's just been one day of the week and I'm already fucking tired and my neck is blown to shrapnel.

I have next week booked off but likely I won't get it because the only other person that can do what I do is not going to be there, and once the it director realizes that then no doubt it will be canceled

@Stan thoughts?

Of course you don't.

I live in filth but I don't wish to. I got a bigger rubbish bin because I had aspirations of living free of filth. So far like all of my plans it has not survived contact with the enemy.

You're literally Nietzsche's Letzter Mensch. Beyond parody.

Who is your Letzter and what does he do?

Nigga, you work at a factory printing labels.

Get the fuck over yourself

Have you not seen how many men of European descent are either NEETs or looking to quit working altogether? I'm not alone in this.

I think he's actually a computer repairman.

Yes I am a IT tech, it is the worst job in the worst industry on this Earth.

What he does is really not the point.

The way he carries on about his job, you would think that he is being forced to work in a Chinese sweatshop or something similar.

I am being forced to work for a power that hates me. We are slaves, it's just that there are not clear fences around us, instead it's fences of the spiritual kind.

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Do you live close to this place? If so, I think before you die you should try going here to take in the sights. At least you’d get to see some beauty in the world. I think there’s a boat tour they offer, too. If it’s anything like Maid in the Mist in Niagara Falls, it should be a good excuse to get out of the apartment for a weekend.

Just a thought. It’s one of the eight wonders of the world, after all. Most Kiwis on this site wouldn’t have the opportunity to see it in person.

I live in the south island but it's a fair drive away. I'd like to see it, but it would involve traveling a great distance to get there.

Also it's not easy to get there and walk around it yourself. Everything is now so restricted and locked down, they just want you paying for the tour groups and not exploring by yourself. It makes the country feel like a tiny amusement park. An expensive one.

It's a very mysterious place. There are the crypto stories of pumas and dinosaurs there.

I used to go to quiet wild places as a kid, and run into seals and shags, but that is mostly all gone now sadly.

It's almost 800km from Christchurch.

Though I would highly recommend it to anyone who wants to visit New Zealand.

It's a very long way to go.

How do you know? It's a little bit off the beaten path if you are trying to book flights from western Palestine.

Nobody should be visiting this place, LOTR is the worst thing to ever happen to NZ.

fuck well time to sleep i guess

that was my 5 minutes free time


I've been trying to figure out the secret to video creation my entire life and I don't know if I will ever find the secret alchemical formula. Not that I should be the one to find it, as I'm not good at making videos am i.

I'm not interesting to listen to and I have no charisma.

Talking in videos is the most speaking I've ever done in my life though, it's the closest thing to socializing i have



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[Salted Caramel Tears]

It's a very long way to go.

How do you know? It's a little bit off the beaten path if you are trying to book flights from western Palestine.

I'm also a New Zealander you retard.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I think he's actually a computer repairman.

The information he gave is somewhat conflicting or at least incomplete. He was supposedly an IT monkey while working at a school. After being laid off around COVID, he started working at a factory and has complained on multiple occasions about maintaining printers and helping women with computers. I'm unsure whether he actually works with both and if so, what his exact role is. I don't remember FW ever mentioning university or even vocational school, so I suppose it's all low-level labor.

Who is your Letzter and what does he do?

That's the thing, he doesn't actually do anything worthy of note. You're the "End of History" type of passivity, inertia, and hopelessness. Your goal in life is to drink yourself to death in pursuit of numbness and comfort. German schizo philosophers actually warned against your coming.

The opposite of the Übermensch is the last man: I created him at the same time with that. Everything superhuman appears to man as illness and madness. You have to be a sea to absorb a dirty stream without getting dirty.
...
For this is how things are: the diminution and leveling of European man constitutes our greatest danger, for the sight of him makes us weary.—We can see nothing today that wants to grow greater, we suspect that things will continue to go down, down, to become thinner, more good-natured, more prudent, more comfortable, more mediocre, more indifferent, more Chinese, more Christian—there is no doubt that man is getting 'better' all the time.
...
everything around them decays and produces decay, that nothing will endure until the day after tomorrow, except one species of man, the incurably MEDIOCRE. The mediocre alone have a prospect of continuing and propagating themselves--they will be the men of the future, the sole survivors.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

I'm so tired and so sore, i need a medic to look at my neck it's broke

all my energies i tried to put into not being negative is gone, 4 days of hell await.

I'm also a New Zealander you retard.

So NZ does have Jews.

Everyone in NZ is so unfriendly, why is that? Too much pollen?

The information he gave is somewhat conflicting or at least incomplete. He was supposedly an IT monkey while working at a school. After being laid off around COVID, he started working at a factory and has complained on multiple occasions about maintaining printers and helping women with computers. I'm unsure whether he actually works with both and if so, what his exact role is. I don't remember FW ever mentioning university or even vocational school, so I suppose it's all low-level labor.

That's the thing, he doesn't actually do anything worthy of note. You're the "End of History" type of passivity, inertia, and hopelessness. Your goal in life is to drink yourself to death in pursuit of numbness and comfort. German schizo philosophers actually warned against your coming.

Nothing I said is conflicting, I got made redundant from the school and now I am at another job doing printers and pcs.

I know the "last man", that is my main enemy in life. The last man is a weak soy boy creature that sits in a room full of pop vynls waiting for daddy government to tell them what to support on bluesky next, getting excited for the next shitty open world game, and spending 10 hours writing up a Super Mario 64 essay analysing every stone, but when it comes to current events no thought is allowed.

I am losing my soul in this battle for ethnic freedom yes but I have not gone hollow just yet.


Time for more suffering in the labrynth of pain

 

[Trombonista]

Everyone in NZ is so unfriendly, why is that? Too much pollen?

If everyone in NZ is unfriendly to you, look at the common denominator.

 

[Salted Caramel Tears]

So NZ does have Jews.

Everyone in NZ is so unfriendly, why is that? Too much pollen?

Nigga, I'm about as Jewish as a double bacon cheeseburger.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

I'm so tired and so sore, i need a medic to look at my neck it's broke

Yes, go to the doctor. You will need to be specific about the pain, how bad it really is (don't downplay it), where it is located, when it happens or worsens, and that taking otc pain reliever does not help. They will suggest ergonomic changes at work/ in front of a computer, and they will suggest exercise, sleep, possibly a new mattress, and working on posture. If you can honestly tell them it has lasted for years or you have any pain so bad it wakes you up or prevents sleep, or any numbness or tingling, and that you have tried modifications and pain reliever with no results, they may order an xray, which could identify any structural problems. You can also request and insist on an xray. You could also request a physical therapy referral, which may force the xray as a diagnostic measure.

Telling you to try self-help is not "not helping you." It is a starting point. Screens and posture are responsible for all kinds of neck and back pain. And exercise/ PT*/ posture fixing can do wonders. Even when there is something objectively gone wrong. It is the common starting point. If you do those things diligently for some months and still have the same pain, then you go back and they look harder for a bigger problem.

* I think PT exercises are fantastic. You go in once every x weeks, they give you the right (easy) exercises and correct your form right there. Then you do them on your own and go back to report your experience, abd repeat. You have someone with an expert eye who can see misalignment and other things you yourself can't.

 

[Haramburger]

What he does is really not the point.

The way he carries on about his job, you would think that he is being forced to work in a Chinese sweatshop or something similar.

That's not true, if he was a cashier or line cook, think of all the Squidward memes we could repurpose!

 

[Drip Torch]

Too much pollen?

The correlation between pollen exposure and antisocial behavior must be investigated!

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

fuck i felt so old today at work, all my bones were moaning and my eyes just wanted to be closed. I'm losing my youthful energy and I'm turning into a forlorn elderly with one foot in the grave.

It's quite likely I wouldn't be at this factory if it wasn't for the previous person knowing me. The guy that is in jail for possessing child porn started at the high school at the same time as me, after year or two he left. Then after I was made redundant and applied for that job, he saw my name in the list of applicants and recommended me. So you could say I only have this factory job because of an association with a kiddy diddler.

If everyone in NZ is unfriendly to you, look at the common denominator.

That is what some might call "projection". Have you ever done the same when you see people speak of the Jews as demonic creatures from the pits of tartarus?

NZ is an unfriendly place Trombonista. It's very isolated, not just geographically but people stick to themselves and never branch out from their small friend groups.

Nigga, I'm about as Jewish as a double bacon cheeseburger.

A double bacon cheeseburger is quite Jewish. It likely involves factory farming which is Jewish, and goy slop filled with estrogen to poison the goyim is very Jewish.

Can you afford fast food? I can't. In NZ fast food is the same price as a high-class restaurant in America.

Yes, go to the doctor. You will need to be specific about the pain, how bad it really is (don't downplay it), where it is located, when it happens or worsens, and that taking otc pain reliever does not help. They will suggest ergonomic changes at work/ in front of a computer, and they will suggest exercise, sleep, possibly a new mattress, and working on posture. If you can honestly tell them it has lasted for years or you have any pain so bad it wakes you up or prevents sleep, or any numbness or tingling, and that you have tried modifications and pain reliever with no results, they may order an xray, which could identify any structural problems. You can also request and insist on an xray. You could also request a physical therapy referral, which may force the xray as a diagnostic measure.

Telling you to try self-help is not "not helping you." It is a starting point. Screens and posture are responsible for all kinds of neck and back pain. And exercise/ PT*/ posture fixing can do wonders. Even when there is something objectively gone wrong. It is the common starting point. If you do those things diligently for some months and still have the same pain, then you go back and they look harder for a bigger problem.

* I think PT exercises are fantastic. You go in once every x weeks, they give you the right (easy) exercises and correct your form right there. Then you do them on your own and go back to report your experience, abd repeat. You have someone with an expert eye who can see misalignment and other things you yourself can't.

Thanks Dorothy.

That all makes sense and I can't spin it and argue against it or anything, I appreciate the advice. I'm having to take painkillers every day.

It's not just the awful pain but it's making me tired and it's giving me vertigo, it must be causing inner ear issues. I often feel like I'm going to faint.

The problem is that I have to brave myself to go to a GP, then they will send me to some specialist muscle person, and I have to brave myself to go to them, and then brave myself to go back multiple times.

I just don't have that bravery. I cannot even go out to go to the supermarket or get food or go for a walk.

I don't think I could push myself to do this unfortunately.

Do you have any instructions you were given that I could use?

That's not true, if he was a cashier or line cook, think of all the Squidward memes we could repurpose!

I think it was Emplemon that said when you are young you see yourself and Spongebob and when you are an adult you see yourself as Squidward.

I most certainly see why Squidward hates himself and hates the wage cage, he knows the truth behind the colourful bikini bottom, that the reality is dark and gloomy.

It takes an adult to have that insight.

The correlation between pollen exposure and antisocial behavior must be investigated!

Why is there so much pollen in NZ? It seems to be getting worse every year. Something is going horribly wrong.

Also the wildlife changes rapidly. There are suddenly so many paper wasps around. And also, the water fowl grew to incredible numbers a few years ago, and they were seen in every paddock, but now you only see the rare lone bird, where did they all go?

Some transformation is happening, pushed by unseen hands, and it's going to destroy us all.

 

[Drip Torch]

cheeseburger is quite Jewish

Cheeseburger is not kosher at all. Meat and cheese together? No.
Yes, I support my local farmers and eat local foods to fight the jews.

 

[Kiwisee]

Regarding pain, I agree with @Friend of Dorothy Parker, this doesn’t sound like something you should ignore.

Out of curiosity, are you on your feet all day at work? According to this article, wearing shoes that have either worn down or aren’t fitted properly may contribute to neck and back pain. If you can’t afford new shoes, try seeing if you can find some Dr Scholls to improve your situation. At the end of the day, I’m not a doctor and I’m not sure if posture could also be affecting you.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

It's not just the awful pain but it's making me tired and it's giving me vertigo, it must be causing inner ear issues. I often feel like I'm going to faint.

The problem is that I have to brave myself to go to a GP, then they will send me to some specialist muscle person

An orthopedist may be what you need, yes.

, and I have to brave myself to go to them, and then brave myself to go back multiple times.

I just don't have that bravery. I cannot even go out to go to the supermarket or get food or go for a walk.

I understand this. I went through a period in life some years ago that going anywhere caused actual panic attacks. I canceled everything last-minute even though making appointments itself took me forever to do and I waited months for the planned thing. When I couldn't avoid it, I was late, or for hours or even days before going I was totally preoccupied with the anxiety to the point I'd break out in a sweat getting ready. Dark days. And it felt terrible & made me feel really bad about myself.

BUT. I spent a long long time pushing and failing and pushing again, until finally basic life stuff became 99% normal again. This past year, when my decades of back/ neck/ shoulder pain I'd avoided dealing with turned to numbness and tingling and a bit of weakness, I got myself to the ortho - bc it wasn't just pain anymore and wasn't normal. And I found out it wasn't just strain - there is legit something wrong. Oddly, the bad news was motivating, and I went to PT weekly - and I am not someone who likes regular obligations. I ended up also needing a spinal procedure that helped a bit, but the PT and other adjustments have made a huge difference: I realized this morning that I haven't had the usual pain for nearly a week. That's huge. Had I gotten this help at 35, when I was also in pain but just ground through it, it might have been another 10 years past now before it got to a pretty critical level this past year. (And blah blah if you want to say you won't be around then. Yes, you will, and if you deal with stuff now, then that's 15 or 20 fewer years of pain - imagine! And either way, less pain right now can change your whole life.)

All that is to say -1) take care of yourself, ffs - it's more important than fear or inertia or anxiety, and 2) doing what they say will help you, so let that push you past your lack of bravery. Fear is not a personality trait, so don't make it into one. Fear is emotion, and it needs to learn its place; tell it to fuck off bc it's not the boss of you. It may not disappear, but you can train yourself to feel the fear and do it anyway.

Do it for 3 months and then come back and tell me that absolutely nothing is better, not one single thing. I will bet you 1 dollar (kiwi or us, your choice) that you can't.

I don't think I could push myself to do this unfortunately.

I know, but I'm going to say do it anyway.

Do you have any instructions you were given that I could use?

No, bc I don't know what your physical problem is. But doctors and PTs can figure it out. And they can give exercises aligned to your level of ability and comfort.

And as a side note - "I have to leave right at 3 today for a medical appointment" and then leaving will basically never be questioned or punished. Speaking of, the response to "can you cancel your time off?" is"sorry, I'm traveling, can't change my plans." Stop doing other people's thinking for them. They're adults. And learn that momentary discomfort from saying no is just discomfort, just another emotion, and it need not make you second-guess what you legitimately put in for and are entitled to.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

Do you have any instructions you were given that I could use?

"Grow up, you're 8 and if you can't talk to people, you won't achieve anything in life."

Most people don't have the privilege of acting like stereotypical autists their entire life and relying on handouts from others, FW. Be thankful that you live in NZ where even a pet retard can be afforded food and housing. You're on a lolcow forum and somehow you're still being coddled.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

oy gevay, which is trombinista?


Isn't creepy ambience basically the constant atmosphere we live under now?

Cheeseburger is not kosher at all. Meat and cheese together? No.
Yes, I support my local farmers and eat local foods to fight the jews.

They will stop us growing our own food soon through advanced data collecting algorithms. A "red flag" database.

What is your go to burger?

Regarding pain, I agree with @Friend of Dorothy Parker, this doesn’t sound like something you should ignore.

Out of curiosity, are you on your feet all day at work? According to this article, wearing shoes that have either worn down or aren’t fitted properly may contribute to neck and back pain. If you can’t afford new shoes, try seeing if you can find some Dr Scholls to improve your situation. At the end of the day, I’m not a doctor and I’m not sure if posture could also be affecting you.

I'll have to do something about it eventually.

I am on my feet for a lot of the day and I put in a lot of steps. My previous shoes fell completely to bits so I have got new ones but I am not sure if they are helping at all.

I do find if my arms or neck is in a certain position it makes my leg muscles hurt really bad, it must be all very connected.



@Friend of Dorothy Parker

Before you got the courage to go were you taking pain killers every day as well to combat the pain? How were you sleeping? I'm finding no pillow is sometimes the only way to sleep.

You have got the procedure done just recently and you are finally no longer in pain? That is great news. Life without pain must be a whole new world.

I can't deal with anxieties it's just too strong, I can't force myself to go face things, and it never gets better even if I do, i can't shake it, it just won't go away.

Next week someone else is also away and that means nobody will be able to do what I do, so therefore they will probably cancel my leave, and even if they don't, i'll get called every 5 seconds. It's so hard for me to get a break. Really I can't, I can never get one. I was on call over the new years break.

Try what for 3 months, doing the stretches or going outside?

Does your instructions include working on your neck though?

"Grow up, you're 8 and if you can't talk to people, you won't achieve anything in life."

Most people don't have the privilege of acting like stereotypical autists their entire life and relying on handouts from others, FW. Be thankful that you live in NZ where even a pet retard can be afforded food and housing. You're on a lolcow forum and somehow you're still being coddled.

I do not get government assistance I work to pay for food and housing.

Most whites are going homeless with no support so I certainly won't be getting any.

Meanwhile shitskin invaders are getting 5 course meals in their 5 star hotels while they polish their AKs and wait for the signal.


Well day 3, i'm so fucking sick of working, a week is so fucking long and tedious, fuck this wage cage fucking bullshit

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

Before you got the courage to go were you taking pain killers every day as well to combat the pain?

I don't take "pain killers," if you mean prescription pain killers. I just hurt all the time, took otc meds, constantly twisted and stretched, couldn't sit still.

How were you sleeping? I'm finding no pillow is sometimes the only way to sleep.

Tried everything. And I did that^ for awhile, too.

Your neck is probably jutting forward (common for people on screens) all day so it feels relief straightening out/ not jutting forward when on a flat surface.

I discovered I was doing that in front of screens and also when driving - and tensing up my shoulders around my neck. I've spent 3-4 months now constantly consciously tipping my chin down, pulling my head/ neck back aligned to my body and the top of my head pulled up toward the sky, relaxing my shoulders, and strengthening my scapular muscles, along with shoulder muscles. Everything was doing its best, but doing it wrong. And in my case was exacerbated by some mod-severe compression of a couple of major nerves due to a couple types of cervical stenosis (broad term referring to narrowing of the space between bones).

Also lowered my monitors at work to help prevent falling into lazy sloppy posture.

You have got the procedure done just recently and you are finally no longer in pain? That is great news. Life without pain must be a whole new world.

The procedure was an epidural steroid to reduce soft tissue swelling from the stenosis and agitated nerves. It did not fix the problem; the purpose was pain reluef/ nerve squish relief, and critically, the ability to start doing the PT. It provides relief in about 50%, for a day, week, few months, or longer. Usually if it helps at all, people end up doing it every quarter or so. For me, it helped some for sure. But the PT and improved alignment and strength (and better habits) are what make a difference I feel day to day. If I don't keep up the exercises for 2 days, I get a lot of pain/ ache back. Do them again, abd a day or two later, it's better.

The point of that detail is to make the point that sometimes there is no magic bullet (for anything, including body pain), or at least - any magic bullet also requires a person to put in effort.

I can't deal with anxieties it's just too strong, I can't force myself to go face things, and it never gets better even if I do, i can't shake it, it just won't go away.

Two things help somewhat with that: meds and therapy (CBT therapy, most practically). You don't have to live in TOTAL pain and fear. Which is to say: there is an element of choice in it. Problem is, our pain and fear is often what gets in the way of thinking of dealing with it. So that's the loop. And sometimes you have to take a leap and just do things that your mind or body is telling they want to run away from. And even if at first awful, eventually you trust the ground will not actually open up and swallow you whole or take a bite out of your leg. So et nes you've got to do it even if you hate every second. I mean, if you hate every second anyway, might as well increase the odds of improvement from 0% to 2%, or 20%, or 90%, no?

Next week someone else is also away and that means nobody will be able to do what I do, so therefore they will probably cancel my leave, and even if they don't, i'll get called every 5 seconds.

Turn off the phone. You're unreachable.

Literally no one is this mission-critical. No one. Not you, not me, not people making 100 times what either of us does. I simply don't believe you work in a place that high-intensity or in a role that will literally stop business and cripple the company if you say you won't have phone/ internet for a week.

They literally directed you to take time off two months ago. They know how to handle it. And if they don't, that's their problem, not yours.

It's so hard for me to get a break.

You cannot sit and let life to just happen to you then be disappointed it doesn't happen how you wanted it to.

Really I can't, I can never get one. I was on call over the new years break.

You had a new years break?

Try what for 3 months, doing the stretches or going outside?

Getting to a PT and doing the exercises they provide you for your pain/ strain.

Or hell, even Google or tell AI where it hurts and ask for PT exercises to address it. Go on YouTube to see example of how to perform those. Then ask AI for a progressive program starting with one exercise at low reps. Then do it/ them everyday.

Does your instructions include working on your neck though?

The exercises I do strengthen the muscles that need to be doing the work that my neck was trying to do. So when they are better aligned and strengthened, the neck pain goes way down and neck is less tight and in a happy place. 3-4 months of effort after 25+ years of increasing pain. And that is for someone with cervical bones still crushing together and impinging on nerves.

 

[Salted Caramel Tears]

Can you afford fast food? I can't. In NZ fast food is the same price as a high-class restaurant in America.

A large combo at Maccas costs around 15 to 20 bucks. Not cheap but that is hardly the price of a high-class restaurant in America.

All that cheap booze is rotting your brain.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

I still have not figured out how to see if I smell or not.


@Friend of Dorothy Parker

What are OTC meds?

My Neck does jut forward when I'm on the computer.

You probably sit at a computer chair as well do you? There is no back support, so I also try to sit straight but it gets tiring quickly, and it's easy to have a bad postuer without thinking about it.

Computer chairs and screens and keyboards just naturally put you in a poor position. We were not designed to be in front of computers for so many hours of the day.

Your neck is compressing in on itself over time?

So you are keeping a ridged schedule on the exercises because if you don't then you will be up all night in pain and jittery at work the next day.

I don't think I can beat anxiety. Everything is just as hard to do now as it was 20 years ago. No matter what I try it doesn't help. I think I wasn't built for urban environments. I just want to be alone in a quiet rural area. I just want to not have to deal with people.

I went to mcdonalds once and I've not been able to go back since.

I just can't deal with life, I need to be able to stay indoors with me and kirby and nothing but peace and quiet.

The thing is the factory could fall over if I am not there as one thing failing can hold up everything and cost a lot of money. I was told to take time off as I'm over 20 days annual leave, but then they make it difficult to do so. Monday there is two new starts, a desk shift, and a new PC first login, all things that I do, so what is going to happen if I am not there? I'm probably going to end up having to go in. I'd love to turn my phone off, but really, if I go that far I should just throw it away and quit, which is certainly what I need to do.

I'm trying to live life my way but everyone makes sure I am stuck in the wage cage and tells me it's the only way.

No I didn't get a break, I mean the new years public holiday, it was a longer weekend but I was on call.

Okay I'll see if I can find some videos on neck pain. The weird thing is it's not just pain and vertigo, but even my eyes can't deal with motion now, which makes no sense.

What muscles are doing the work of the neck muscles?


fuck it's 2 and a half hours till bed got to eat

A large combo at Maccas costs around 15 to 20 bucks. Not cheap but that is hardly the price of a high-class restaurant in America.

All that cheap booze is rotting your brain.

No booze is cheap in NZ.

What is this combo, one piddly cheeseburger, a small fry, and a small watered coke? That isn't enough to feed a mouse.

 

[Drip Torch]

No booze is cheap in NZ.

Having trouble affording your bag of goon?