📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Comfy Summer]

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No pics, but the description says enough... "non-stop yellow discharge"

 

[RonRiot]

“Thinking about having a penis again makes me uncomfortable.”
Good news, friend!
Does he think they can just turn it back right side out again if the stink ditch is unfixable?

 

[Aunt Carol]

"I wanted a vagina, not whatever this is" is a powerful, visceral summary of the situation. This is short and cuts to the quick; the only thing to make it a perfect horror story would be screencaps of the crabs pulling him back into the bucket, ending with a banned account.

 

[a feel]

“Thinking about having a penis again makes me uncomfortable.”
Good news, friend!
Does he think they can just turn it back right side out again if the stink ditch is unfixable?

I .... don't understand where these people come from anymore. Dude was 26 yo at the time of writing his post and living in a world where people have access to medical information about almost anything.
How does a young man end up being sexually active with at least one partner who's presumably female, yet not understand that his own sexual function and desire is tied to his genitals???
That he'll lose his coombrain and ability to orgasm entirely or for the most part as soon as he cuts off his balls, just like we do with male animals for this exact reason???
How powerful ARE these hugboxes to make him believe he can get his penis back or experience sexual gratification ever again?
Just... I am at a loss how so many people can be affected by this brain rot when we live in an age where everyone has access to so much knowledge.
I kinda get it when you're a teenager and brought into a cult, but a 26 year old guy who even managed to meet someone to have sex with?

Wow.

 

[Cun75p4rkl35]

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No pics, but the description says enough... "non-stop yellow discharge"

"I wanted a vagina" well your inverted penis stuffed back into you/ a chunk of colon will never be a vagina.
"My sex drive is nonexistent" yeah cutting off your gonads tends to do that.

It's all so fucking tiresome how willfully stupid they are. It's like watching those videos of girls just recklessly chop off great lengths of hair only to afterwards realize their horrible mistake BUT WITH YOUR GENITALS, WHICH DON'T GROW BACK. I don't pity them in the slightest. This shit should be obvious to anyone with a half functional prefrontal cortex.

 

[Comfy Summer]

"I wanted a vagina, not whatever this is" is a powerful, visceral summary of the situation. This is short and cuts to the quick; the only thing to make it a perfect horror story would be screencaps of the crabs pulling him back into the bucket, ending with a banned account.

I wonder if he'll fully accept he has been duped, or if he'll screech until the end about transphobia, fascism, blah blah blah. The suicide note will make it clear.

How does a young man end up being sexually active with at least one partner who's presumably female, yet not understand that his own sexual function and desire is tied to his genitals???

"My sex drive is nonexistent" yeah cutting off your gonads tends to do that

He took drugs that cause sterility, was lucky enough to still have a high sex drive. Not content, he goes and turns himself into an eunuch. The man was on a mission.

 

[Magic Pickle]

Apologies for the long post ahead, ladies and gentlemen, I've been too tied up otherwise to offload all of the surgical horrors I've collected lately. Allow me to correct this post haste!

New Reddit to watch out for: botched_trans_diaries, spearheaded by mutilated metoidioplasty maiden wolfie_boy8 after the mods of r/Metoidioplasty took down her vent post because her bad results have left her suicidal and despondent. Taking matters into her own hands, she makes a new sub just so she can recount her sordid tale. And she has pictures, so let's take a look!
wolfie_boy8 (Dr. Ellie Zara Ley; metoidioplasty with urethral lengthening, scrotoplasty and vaginectomy)
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My Experience w/Dr. Ellie Zara Ley​

Hello all, (i have never been a mod for a subreddit/nor created one, so please bear with me)
So, to start off the subreddit,
I'm 25, binary FTM, and I had SRS mid October with Dr Ellie Zara Ley— metoidioplasty with primary urethral lengthening, scrotoplasty, and vaginoplasty—and to say that things went wrong would be an understatement.
My results turned out god awful on the aesthetics front. Physically, things were going great... until they weren't. Voiding trials went well, so I can't be upset at that. Slowly I began to develop a fistula along my suture line, along with some wound separation where the bottom of my scrotum meets my taint.
Physically, I expected some complications, so this wasn't any source of grievances. It's very likely that most FTM bottom surgery patients will experience some sort of complication along their healing journey, so i was very much prepared for that.
Aesthetically, however, my results turned out awful...completely and utterly awful. My results turned out nothing like promised. It looks like a car crash down there. It sent me into crisis for over a week after getting home from the hospital and finally getting to see what my post-op genitals looked like. Even now, it's hard to want to be alive, with every waking moment being a reminder of what I've done to myself.
Dr Ley promised me that things would go well, said I had "plenty to work with, so this was going to turn out extremely well". But instead of a micropenis with a deflated scrotum, which is what this surgery is supposed to look like, my results looked more like a literal sewn-up vagina. My urethra is massive and slanted, and my penis is attached to my scrotum instead of being its own independent piece like it's supposed to be. It looks awful, and nothing at all like i was promised. I have never seen any results that look this awful/ incorrect. I can't even 'strip the urethra' properly, because I can't grab my phallus properly due to there being no underside of it at all.
I brought up my grievances to my surgeon, and she blamed me entirely. Blamed my anatomy, kept referring back to the fact that "Everyone is different, plus you had a lot to work with", as if she wasn't the one literally holding a scalpel... so why didn't she think to trim me a bit to make it more aesthetically pleasing? She keeps telling me to wait and let things settle, which is understandable, but I have eyes. Anyone can tell by looking that this is NOT what I asked for and NOT what was promised, and certainly nothing close to how a metoidoplasty w/UL, scrotoplasty, + vaginectomy is supposed to look.
My results look nothing like her portfolio she showed me, nothing at all like what I expected. I want to file a malpractice suit. I have seen results from her from others in a metoidoplasty discord server, and they all look how they're supposed to. I am extremely dissatisfied, and even suicidal from this procedure that was supposed to make me happier and less dysphoric—rather than destroying my confidence and self esteem completely. Anyone can take one look at the meta subreddit and see that I was given a completely different procedure.
I don't even feel comfortable being naked around my partner anymore. I don't even feel good about existing anymore. I regret this surgery entirely. It's destroyed my sex life, as I'm too embarrassed and ashamed for my partner to see me without clothes. I'm glad my vagina is gone and I'm glad I can kinda stand to pee, but it was not worth being left aesthetically destroyed down there. I don't feel attractive at all anymore.
My surgery team refuses to see where I'm coming from, they refuse to see the problem, and they refuse to acknowledge my pain and concerns for such an extreme, sensitive, and life-changing surgery. They just keep telling me to wait, and my surgeon herself blames me for my results. I even brought up how my results are unlike anything I've ever seen, and she continued to blame me and my anatomy, despite the promise that things would turn out well.
I'm mentally exhausted, what was left of my confidence and self esteem is absolutely ruined. And the worst part is, I will never be able to afford a revision, so I'm stuck with a car crash for genitals for the rest of my life. Even if the possibility for a revision was feasible and within reach, I don't even know if I would go for it. I don't trust surgeons at all anymore. I'm left completely and utterly botched, and I really don't know how to go on other than by just taking it day by day...

Spoiler: Apparently her surgeon is MTF...

Hey, you know that picture of the phallo with the leech on it that we all said "Yucktopia!" when gawking at? Unfortunately, complications have worsened for our heroine JustForPhallo, so I saw it fit to make a more comprehensive timeline for her. Posts that follow will be chronological, beginning from around the time of her surgery (11/03/2025) to as of writing (11/28/2025).
JustForPhallo (Dr. Safir; anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty without urethral lengthening)
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Spoiler: The timeline.

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ALT without delayed flap​

Hey everyone,​

With surgery in 10 days, I am definitely the most nervous I’ve been so far in the whole process. My thoughts right now are focused on the issue of blood supply to the flap. I would hate to wake up after surgery without a penis. I know they can’t really know what we’re working with til they’re in there. And I did discuss at my pre op the option of using either thigh, since I am not having UL so the thigh being hairless isn’t essential.​

I’m just venting and would love to hear from other post-op ALT folks who did not have the delayed flap process. The surgeons have all said it’s rare to find the supply is lacking, but I haven’t gotten an exact percentage of cases.​

Please help calm my nerves ​

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Post Op Day 2​

Quick update. So overall I’m feeling really good, just bored lol. The arterial flow to my phallus has been consistent. However it did start to bruise on the tip overnight and it was tighter than before. The docs all said it looks like venous congestion. So Dr Chang just release a couple sutures on the bottom and it’s already less tight. He then packed it.​

Has anyone else had this done? I know the docs mentioned they do it sometimes. Wondering how it affects healing. Just hoping the bruising gets better. It hasn’t spread since they outlined it this morning. But I could potentially lose about an inch. I was able to eat yesterday but now I’m NPO again all day today just in case.​

Looking forward to seeing how things progress and eventually getting out of bed.​

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Post Op Day 6​

… and still in the hospital. My phallus is not healing super well.​

On Post Op day 2/3 some bruising started to show up on the tip and it overall was pretty swollen and tight. So they released some sutures on the underside of the phallus and that helped. Then the next day they placed a wound vac on that opened area. Well that cause further tightness and bruising, so they removed the wound vac the next day.​

Since then it’s still been swollen all overall and purple on about 1/3rd of the phallus. Then this morning a pink blister showed up on the tip where the initial bruising was.​

There has been both arterial and venous blood flow confirmed on Doppler this whole time. And I feel good overall, no signs of infection. I’m walking well.​

The plan for now is to continue to monitor… I even offered to the microsurgeon if he thought cutting off some length might help the issue, but he felt it was premature. There’s no sign that any tissue is actually dying.​

So I will just keep waiting… but it’s definitely a bummer.​

I’ll post pictures later once things settle more.. cause I have not seen anyone share anything similar to how mines looking.​

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Suffered Tissue Loss​

After all the swelling and poor circulation I suffered post op, I ended up with dead tissue and had wound debridement today. I lost a fair amount on the underside and a little over an inch I think from the tip. On the plus side I definitely don’t need debulking, although my immediately post op girth was kinda perfect already.​

Ended up at 3” for now but obviously a lot of healing left to do. Hoping I’ll gain a bit with gravity. Disappointed in ending up a lot smaller than I initially was post op but at least I didn’t lose it all.​

Trying to make myself feel better by reminding myself that it’ll be easier to deal with day to day and is pretty close to the average flaccid cis penis anyways.​

But still feeling a little down right now after doing my first dressing change post debridement.​

Today's post showcases the extent of the damage, and that is one hell of a Frankenweenie.
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Graphic pictures of course of tissue loss​

All this to end up with not even 3in.

Spoiler: Flesh should not be such a shade of pink.

Ten dollar word: back in 2023, Dr. Stranix sewed a fucked up slab of useless flesh against the groin of this pooner. To the shock of nobody with the common sense God granted tapeworms, she has endured constant fistulas and strictures ever since and has now developed a urethrocutaneous fistula; due to her constant struggles, she's wondering if maybe she should seek out second opinions, as she fears her current providers are "just throwing everything at it and seeing what works."
ThatFungiRasamsonia (Dr. Stranix and Dr. Corbett; anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty)
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Huge urethrocutaneous fistula​

So I have posted lots about my complications that keep happening every time we try to correct a stricture and/or fistula. The lasted was a huge opening that spontaneously occurred after everything seemed to be going well. Plastic surgeon is just as frustrated as I am because last Tuesday everything was healing well, the wound separation I had been experiencing was almost fully healed. We opted to leave the Foley for one more week so the separation could heal fully. Thursday the 30 , I noticed that a suture was a little red and draining a bit of fluid, Friday there was a hold and by Saturday the area had opened to the point my Foley was exposed.
Anyways, I followed up in clinic yesterday and the decision was made to go ahead and remove the Foley and see how things heal.
I currently have close to a 1inch opening along my Weiner so occlusion while urinating is out of the question.I think I saw a post a year or so ago of someone with a similar opening but now I can't find it.The plan is to reassess the area in 6 weeks and probably schedule a full skin flap repair. I'm concerned a the end of my urethra is going to end up closing since urine can't get to it.
Any support, thoughts, etc would be greatly appreciated. I've really had a time since closing the hotdog bun, Johansen Method urethral lengthening, in December.
Posting pictures, with a dummy picture first because the pictures of the urethrocutaneous fistula can be a bit much to see.

Spoiler: Just euthanize that thing, fuck.

This troon is deeply concerned about little white bumps in his... er... "vagina," but to be honest, the first thing I noticed when I opened these pictures is that it looks like his asshole is falling out of his body, but surely that's not the case. What say you, Kiwis? Does it remind you of some holiday cranberry sauce?
Timely_Hearing_4497 (vaginoplasty)
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~3 months post op. Honestly scared​

A little under 3 months ago I had my piv surgery and recovery has been extremely difficult. Been dealing with quite bad hypergranulation which I think (hope) is finally seeing some progress and a lot of pain. Recently however I've noticed these white bumps in my vagina and while my surgeon has looked at it and told me it's not something I should worry about, she didn't actually tell me what it is. I've tried getting rid of it with a shower or seeing if I could maybe wipe it off but nothing is changing. Just wanted to ask here, is this something I need to be worried about or is this normal/something that'll likely go away in time? Any advice is greatly appreciated

Spoiler: Maybe it's more "Zombie" by The Cranberries, actually.

Sometimes the apathy of troons can stun me, even after all of this time. Take a look at this cock chop for example; even though it's far from one of the worst I've seen, this is still a gaping, shitty looking result. But what does OP have to say about it? "Very disappointing, but yk it happens." Maybe they just have stellar pain medication in Germany?
Ok_Bear_8691 (Dr. Barbara Mijuskovic; vaginoplasty)
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SRS MtF w/ Dr. Barbara Mijuskovic (6mo post-op)​

The surgeon is very reputable in my country but sadly I got the short end of the stick. I will get a revision with her hopefully next year (reduce labia minors assymetry, reduce size of clitoris + new fat injections for labia majora)

Depth is okay at around 12-13cm.

Very disappointing but yk it happens.

Spoiler: "Disappointing" puts it mildly...

Usually when I poke fun at people's monster crotches - monscrotcheties? - rotting off, I don't believe the case to be as dire as it may seem. But this is not true for this li'l dood, because if you look at her latest pictures, it really does seem to be at risk of meeting a gruesome end from a minor pull... and worst of all is that OP is genuinely concerned about that, too.
Busy_Distribution326 (Dr. Morrison; extended metoidioplasty with urethral lengthening)
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Extended Meta with UL complication updates (Warning: VERY gory pictures) and questions​

It's been a very rough ride for me and I could use suggestions and other people's experiences
It's been about 9 days since the original surgery, and it's been rough. I saw that my penis looked smaller and not bigger, which concerned me, though everyone assured me "it's swollen, we have no idea what it looks like yet". In my experience swelling usually makes things look bigger instead of smaller, but I trusted them and tried to hold myself back from freaking out (I was 5cm before the surgery)
I believe it was Wednesday the 19th I moved to sleep on my side (as I was told I could do) and I felt a rip - the entire back of my scrotum had ripped open! I went to the emergency room and while I was allowed into the ER itself right away, It was 4-5 hours before they actually found a room for me because I suppose urology wasn't used to people coming into the ER and submitted the room request incorrectly? I wasn't very clear on what happened there. I had to stay overnight, and my brother had to try to sleep on a very uncomfortable recliner. Pain medication was slow so my pain levels weren't well managed and I spent a lot of the night writhing, feeling as if my genitalia had been sliced up by knives, which I suppose is exactly what happened, but I didn't expect to have to experience it. In the morning one of the Urology residents sewed it back up just with topical numbing and injectable lidocaine. I believe there were 5 stitches. I was also constipated so the pain between the constipation and the pain of sitting on the toilet gave a hellish experience. They decided to take out my urethral catheter at this time and were encouraging me to cancel my post op on Friday, which I wasn't keen on - I wanted to still have a virtual post op at least, which they agreed to, but it turned out that they scheduled it for the past, so I never got the post op.
I went home and within a day (Friday the 21st) I was using a mirror to clean my dressings and saw that it had opened right back up again. I called the nurses triage line (there was no way to get immediately in touch with a surgeon) and was told to come back to the emergency room. Right before leaving I got a call from the resident that sewed me up who asked for pictures in mychart so she could prepare, when I said that I was getting in the car right now she was silent for a full 5 seconds before pushing again. I complied, posted a photo (see image 1) and started racing to the ER. When I was almost there I received another call from the resident who said she doesn't see a hole and she showed it to Skokan and Morrison and they didn't see one either - which made me and my family feel totally crazy. When I was admitted into the ER (quickly again, thank god, as I was not capable of sitting and I would have bled over everything, the ER resident (my hero) came in, saw the opening and the picture I chose and she was also confused as to why the surgeons were saying there wasn't a hole when it was very visible.
At this point having looked at the genital region - I realized finally why my penis seemed to have gotten smaller (image 2) it was folded against itself like an accordion and was healing together! The ER resident saw this too and also took a picture to show to the surgeons along with taking another photo of the hole at the back of the scrotum. When that still wasn't enough, she had me lay on my stomach and took a picture that way (photo 3) which finally convinced Skokan and Morrison that I needed their attention. They suggested that I go home so that the tissues on either side of the wound could heal more so it would be better to fix with less tension on the wound... or something like that. I was uncomfortable going back with a huge gaping wound in my body that was right next to my anus and therefore an extreme infection risk, but at least they had agreed to see me. And as it was the weekend I doubted I'd be able to convince anyone to come in. I was told that I would be told the time over the weekend that I would be able to meet with them on mychart. So far this hasn't happened. So I've been spending all weekend on my back (which makes it sore af) terrified that if I go onto my side or move too much my dick will fall off basically. Having taken a quick shower which had the effect of dissolving the scabs on the front of my genitalia, that certainly doesn't help, and I've committed myself to wipe baths from now on until the situation seems less precarious.
I sent a message saying I'd like to speak with Morrison over Skokan as I feel like this is more his area.

1. Does anyone have any advice at all?
2. I didn't realize that in extended meta that the scrotum seems to go all the way back to the anus, which is not usually the case in cis men. Has this been everyone else's experience? Can anything be done about it?
3. Yeah I'm just terrified. And I feel like when I point out obvious issues the surgeons are for some reason unable to see them, which makes me feel crazy and afraid that I will be allowed to fall through the cracks. What do I do about this? I'm very spooked by the idea that the people on my care team probably don't care as much about my results as I do.
4. Does anyone have any advice for this situation

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Extended metoidioplasty - new separation​

I've made peace with the rear separation just to get separation around the phallus itself that is pretty extreme - in fact, outside of the stitches down the middle of the scrotum, it looks like none of the stitches are holding at all. How much separation is too much separation? The separation around the phallus is, I want to say, a cm deep? In fact, I can actually see the inside of the scrotum itself and where the drain at the side of my scrotum starts!
Frankly a part of me also wonders if how I make this heal will decide how long I am, something to ask when I finally speak with the surgeons. Unfortunately it doesn't look like I gained any length, and the swelling makes the width look a lot better than it is. But also, it seems possibly tethered underneath in a way that the fellow didn't recognize, but I figure it will be more obvious as time goes on.
Is this level of separation too extreme?

Spoiler: If it fell off, it'd be a mercy killing.

And just to mix things up, please have a laugh at this tranny's results from getting "facial feminization surgery," which is basically "a surgeon's best attempt at turning what is usually a homely man into a comical, Barbie-like caricature." This one is unusually bad, because what the fuck did they do to his nose?
Own_Preparation6953 (Facial Team; facial feminization surgery (FFS))
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Botched by facial team…​

Hi everyone,

I’m sharing this because I feel it’s important for others in this community to hear my experience, especially those considering surgery or dealing with complications.

I’ve had multiple procedures with Facialteam over the last few years:

January 2023 – Full FFS (brow bone, jaw and chin contouring, rhinoplasty, tracheal shave)

October 2024 – Deep plane facelift with brow lift and chin advancement

February 2025 – Revision facelift, another brow lift, upper blepharoplasty, submandibular gland and digastric reductions

After my initial FFS, I was left with severe sagging in my lower face. I returned in 2024 to have this corrected, but the results were unsuccessful. I was then invited back in February 2025 for more revisions because nothing had improved, and in fact some things had worsened.

It’s now November 2025 and my face is still sagging significantly. I have pronounced jowls, a double chin, and my chin has dropped from the genioplasty. The lower facelift failed twice. On top of that, my rhinoplasty is extremely upturned and does not suit my face at all. Multiple surgeons I have seen since have reacted with shock when they hear who performed my surgeries.

Most recently, I had a consultation with Dr. Harrison Lee in Beverly Hills, who told me directly that my nose is far too upturned, my lower facelift failed, and my chin has descended. I have been told by several high-profile surgeons that the work I received is not acceptable and requires major correction.

This has had a huge impact on my life. I’m a creator online and my work revolves around showing my face. My self-esteem has collapsed, I barely leave my home, and I have stopped making content entirely. I now have to travel to the US and spend a huge amount of money to fix work that should never have been left in this state.

I reached out to Facialteam privately hoping for support or compensation. They denied any responsibility, stated that my results are “clinically aligned with what was planned,” and said they will not offer compensation. I feel completely dismissed after everything I’ve been through.

I’m sharing this because I don’t want anyone else to feel alone or silenced. I trusted them with my face, my identity, and my future, and I feel I’ve been left botched. If anyone else has had complications or similar experiences, please feel free to reach out. No one should have to go through this without support.

Thank you for reading my story.

Spoiler: Sincerely looks like he transitioned into a goblin.

Lastly, another update - no pictures, at least this time, but it merits being posted for the sake of autistic archiving.
Thread tourists may not recognize the name Resurrtor, but she actually has a very storied history in this thread with multiple posts, pictures and videos of her manhandling her mystery meat. Though we last heard from her back in February of this year, it seems that she is still enduring uncertainty and regret over her fauxnis! But hey, did you know that regret rates for SRS are lower than they are for knee surgeries! It's true, a pervert on Reddit told me!
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Transition timeline (c/o batteredpancakes)
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Did anyone experience regret for quite a while and get accustomed in the end?​

Hi there. I had phallo about 2 years ago and was excited in the beginning. Then it turned to regret and to me starting therapy and trying to detransition. I am now in a phase in which I am questioning myself again and I feel extremely hopeless.
The question is: Did anyone here have a long period of struggeling/regret before accepting life after phallo? How did it feel? How do you feel nowadays? I am very lost at the moment.
Edit: I had no vnectomy, but otherwise full phallo with scroto and the pump. It functions pretty well. I still have a small fistula that lets some urine pass through the vaginal opening, which isnt great, but doesnt cause me pain or major distress. I could fix it, but do not want to move any steps forward since I am struggeling with uncertainty.

 

[booklover]

I just learned that T shots are intramuscular.

Ow.

Yeah, they're very thick and usually oily, because testosterone does not dissolve well in water. Dissolving it in oil also makes it longer-release.

 

[Otterly]

Fret no more, reddit provides the extremely bruised answer and it's quite purple. Subject in question appears to be extremely self destructive and active in kink subreddits.

What is going on with her teeth?? Are they her teeth or is this some sort of bunny fetish dress up?

 

[Bosnian Baconator]

Anyone think the black mtf SRS results look like dog lips?

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Spoiler: neogro vag

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Also, lmfao at that strap on site

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Spoiler: NSFW but lol

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I know that your Post is from like 4 years ago, but fuck it. That Circumsized Rubber Dick, looks kinda like Beaker after another botched Experiment.

 

[KiwiFuzz2]

I know that your Post is from like 4 years ago, but fuck it. That Circumsized Rubber Dick, looks kinda like Beaker after another botched Experiment.

I'd put googly eyes on that shit and go around flashing hobos.

 

[Vulvalover1]

Re. Busy_Distribution326
Excuse me .. why does the bum hole look that way ? Is this half a blown out bum hole and half a vaginectomy site meeting in a strange never imagined before mess ?
As for the rest of it, her actual complications .. I’d like to ask the kiwi class : who has any idea what’s going on here ? I am completely unable to see what they have done and why, what’s gone wrong and how it can possibly be based on what half the population has in their pants. I read her posts open mouthed until I realised i had to laugh when she explained her whole family had been surveying the images or perhaps the real thing whilst this nightmare emergency was occurring.
What an amazing post ! She just throws shocking elements in willy nilly (tee hee) I’m going to have to read it again in the morning and see what sense can be made of it all.
She’s deleted her posts BTW.

 

[Magic Pickle]

Re. Busy_Distribution326

Well, Kiwi Farms user Vulvalover1, you are in for a treat. (Haha, if "treat" means "the horrors.")

First, let me share an article about how the procedure actually works. There's also a video in the original link, but I'm retarded so I couldn't save it locally - if any adept Kiwi can figure it out, you get all my briney thanks. In lieu of this, I'll be sharing surgical photos. (ETA: Thanks to @Positron for providing a local video!)
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Spoiler: Extended Metoidioplasty

Extended Metoidioplasty is a modern technique developed collaboratively by teams in the Netherlands and the United States. Extended Metoidioplasty focuses on maximizing functional and aesthetic outcomes while minimizing complications. It’s especially well-suited for transgender men and nonbinary individuals who wish to optimize length and retain erogenous sensation. The procedure is also notable for avoiding staged reconstruction, offering a lower-risk pathway to genital affirmation.

How It Works​

During surgery, the clitoris is extensively released to maximize visible length. The suspensory ligaments are carefully dissected, and the clitoris is repositioned and anchored to the pubic tubercle for forward projection.

Scrotoplasty is performed by reshaping the labia majora, and a unique element of this technique is the use of a suprapubic adipocutaneous flap. This flap adds volume to the scrotum, mimicking the appearance of testicles without requiring silicone implants.

Urethral lengthening is not always performed. Instead, the surgeon creates a perineal urethrostomy, which moves the urethral opening behind the newly constructed scrotum. This significantly reduces the risk of complications such as fistulas and strictures. Additional labial tissue may be used to enhance the base of the phallus for improved aesthetics and bulk.

Surgical Demonstration
Watch Dr. Shane Morrison perform Extended Metoidioplasty and see the surgical results in this detailed academic video. Please note: The video contains graphic surgical content.

Expected Results​

Patients can expect a neophallus measuring between 4 and 9 centimeters in length, with a girth of about 2 to 4 centimeters. Because the clitoral nerves are preserved, sensory and erectile function remain intact, and many patients are able to achieve orgasm and spontaneous erections. Some patients report being able to engage in penetrative sexual activity, depending on the size achieved and personal anatomy.

If urethral lengthening is not performed, urination remains seated, and standing to pee is generally not possible without the use of an external device. The final appearance includes a natural-looking penis and scrotum, with a moderate degree of projection and a soft tissue contour similar to testicles, even though implants are not used.

Risks and Complications​

This technique has a relatively low complication rate. That said, minor risks such as wound dehiscence, hematoma, and local infection have been reported in a small number of patients, and urinary complications such as fistula and stricture can occur if urethral lengthening is done.

Complementary Procedures​

Patients may opt to have a vaginectomy performed alongside this procedure or in a later stage. Other optional refinements include labial skin adjustments and aesthetic contouring. Because this procedure is structurally conservative, it leaves open the possibility for future phalloplasty for those who later decide they want a larger phallus.

Who Is This Procedure Right For?​

Extended Metoidioplasty is an excellent option for transgender men and nonbinary individuals who want a larger and more prominent phallus than traditional Metoidioplasty (such as the Belgrade method) typically provides. It’s particularly suited for those who wish to maintain erogenous sensation and spontaneous erections and achieve a natural, masculine appearance.

This procedure is not recommended for individuals whose primary goal is standing urination, or those who seek a phallus large enough for reliable penetrative intercourse in all positions.

Recovery​

Patients typically spend 2 to 3 days in the hospital after surgery. A Foley catheter remains in place for 1 to 2 days, and the neophallus is supported with light bandaging to reduce swelling. Most people can return to non-strenuous activities within 2 to 4 weeks. Sexual activity is generally resumed after 6 to 8 weeks, following medical clearance. No post-operative devices such as pumps or traction systems are required for this technique.

Surgeons Who Offer Extended Metoidioplasty​

Access to Extended Metoidioplasty is currently limited, as only a small number of surgeons offer the procedure. Patients interested in this technique may need to travel internationally or join waitlists, as availability remains restricted to a few centers with expertise in advanced genital reconstruction.

This technique is currently performed by:

• Dr. Shane Morrison - University of Washington, Seattle, USA
• Dr. Salam Kassis and Dr. Patrick Assi - Vanderbilt University, Nashville, USA
• Dr. Müjde Özer - Amsterdam University Medical Center, Netherlands

Spoiler: The surgical photos, including the pre-operative markings.

Spoiler: My 2 cents on what might be going on with her.

Based on the surgical markings involved and where you see the worst of OP's wound separation, I think she's just got rotten luck and isn't healing as well as predicted. She's also barely 2 weeks post-op, which is when you'll often see wound separation hit the area hardest due to the delicate and highly mobile nature of the location (as well as poor post-op care from the patients due to being either retarded or uneducated). If her surgeons keep dismissing her, though, I'm more inclined to believe it's poor provider care over poor self-care.

Now in regards to OP's ass, she might just have a very loose and slovenly butthole naturally; as much as I hate to write this, some people simply have very hideous anuses. However, I also wouldn't be surprised if she was a fan of anal penetration, as that sort of lax appearance is very common in practitioners of extreme anal sex or masturbation and pooners love feeling the gay boy validation of anal incontinence. Or something like that. Credit where credit is due: I would like to thank the perverts of Bluesky for this unfortunate knowledge that will prevent me from joining loved ones at St. Peter's gates.

And just to keep this thread juicy, have some more surgical results, because the holiday season makes me feel all warm and generous. Plus, red is a classic Christmas color!

Bomb ass-pussy: speaking of Dr. Morrison, he's an equal opportunity mutilator - nary a peen or a vageen is safe in his midst. Just take a peek at this dick enrippening that, while barely over a month old, still looks like an IED went off in his trousers.
wuteverfloats (Dr. Shane Morrison; penile inversion vaginoplasty (PIV))
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Post-op vaginoplasty PIV w/ Dr. Shane Morrison​

Got full depth penile inversion vaginoplasty with Dr. Morrison nearly 5 weeks ago. It’s not looking as good as I was hoping at this point but I don’t know if this is normal or not. I’ve been having somewhat increasingly more blood and swelling around the vaginal canal. I sent a message to him and the care team about it but I’m just waiting on a response. I’m really hoping that I’m gonna be okay in the end

Spoiler: If I were a Magic Eight Ball instead of a Magic Pickle, my answer would be "Outlook: grim."

Remember this phallo from Alfiehar with results that looked like an "unwashed potato"? Well things have gotten way fucking worse since then - it looks like the peelers got a little too aggressive, if you know what I mean... and for the poor soul herself, she seems very aware of how awry the labor has gone for her little guy, writing in another post "I am not in love with my dick ... But ill be okay. Its okay to be sad. And that is a okay."
Alfiehar (Dr. Genoway; radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty)
Last Post (c/o Potato Burrito)
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Spoiler: The dainty way she's holding it made me laugh.

Now those were pretty gnarly, so I'll mix it up with a very, very stupid procedure that doesn't get much coverage: facial masculinization surgery. Please laugh at how this TiF looks absolutely no different whatsoever even after going under the knife! And guess what? New York Medicaid foot the bill!
Born_Tangelo5439 (Dr. Rosenberg; facial masculinization surgery (FMS))
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Hit 3 months post-facial masculinization surgery today!​

It might seem subtle but I had the least amount of work done that I could. The tip of my nose is still swollen but everything else has settled and now I just have to get used to my new face!

Spoiler: She mostly just looks absolutely toasted.

And now, we'll round out the rest of the post with a couple of text posts.

Back in October, gee891 was despairing over his SRS results and how his overall transition has seemed to fail. Now he's talking about saving up to get FFS again (even though he already got this done and nobody around him noticed) and how upset he is that his junk feels more like snips and snails and puppy-dog tails instead of sugar, spice and everything nice.
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i feel extreme despair over my vagina and i need advice on what to do please ​

i had bottom surgery 3.5 years ago in the UK. it was my only real option considering i was 20 at the time and living at home with my parents jobless. i just couldn’t wait any longer to get rid of what i had
anyway, skip forward and i’m just so unhappy with the results. i have like 5 inches of depth but i think i may have lost a bit of that. my labia minora are basically non existent they’re so tiny and they look like a slightly firm shiny/slimy material rather than soft and wrinkly like cis ones do. also my labia majora just look weird and puffy, especially at the top, it’s almost like they have ears lol. this is very noticeable when i stand up as my whole vulva just looks huge and puffy and just uncanny imo. i also still have pain when i dilate so i’m unable to have sex, it’s constantly infected and i have feared for a while that i have a fistula.
my clit is also constantly sore/scratchy/irritated underneath the skin and half the time doesn’t even feel good during sexual activity.
i’ve really lost hope recently because i know most of the issues can’t be solved. i see so many vulvas on here that look cis and it makes me so sad and hopeless and i feel such despair that i’ll never get to experience that and having parts that feel like mine and that i like
i spent my whole life hating what i had and now i still hate what i have just for different reasons. it sucks so much. it really breaks my heart.
also i don’t have the money to go abroad to a good surgeon bc i’m saving for FFS

Finally, watch as cultists descend upon a heretic who dares fear their religion's greatest ritual: The Cock Chop. Notably, some previous posters featured in the past make some appearances, such as nyu1000days who remains displeased with his results.
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Whats the general verdict on satisfaction with MtF SRS long term results?​

sometimes i feel like i see a lot of posts revolving around complications and being unhappy with the results. i understand this is the kind of place people would come for advice but i think it kinda scared me away from srs. are most of yall happy with your surgeries? is it too risky unless you get the best doctors? i joined this sub to figure out where to go for srs but idk lately it seems like maybe i just shouldn’t.
edit: i forgot to mention. the bi lateral sometimes is strange to me because if i flex at all it hardens. while it looks more flush and natural i do sometimes wish it were bouncy and softer. although bi lateral wont sag over time. food for thought.

Spoiler: Gooble-gobble, gooble-gobble...

[–]Bramble-Bunny
If I recall correctly, long term satisfaction is incredibly/improbably high. There is a very high complication and revision rate, but those two things needn't be in contradiction. Just means it can take longer to get a desired outcome.

[–]Intelligent-Tea-2058
I lost like 20-30% of my blood and collapsed, got a multi-drug-resistant infection and was hospitalized for 10 days, and needed 3 revision surgeries (got post-op hallucinations and COVID amid major rev a decade after primary)...
And I'd do it all again in a heartbeat and suffer much worse if necessary. It was infinitely worth it.
Current status: It's great. I get soaking wet when turned on. I'm multi-orgasmic, and gush when I orgasm. It feels wonderful when a man orgasms inside me. I have superb clitoral sensation. I have scars but look pleasant enough. Scent and taste is like my cis women partners. I've had to reassure men I really truly can't get pregnant, and have had sex without mentioning my painful medical history before. Most importantly though, it resolved my crushing proprioceptive desynchronization dysphoria, as it got my homologous parts where they were supposed to be, my phantom sensations were at last no longer discordant as my body had been reconstructed and aligned with my brain.

[–]punkkitty312
I had one stage PIV with McGinn in 2009. She did a great job. I didn't need any revisions. No complications at all. I'm orgasmic. Aesthetics are great (porn star quality). I'm incredibly happy with my vag.

[–]zealotrf
I continue to struggle with my identity but it's the one surgery that I was really happy with and continue to be happy no regrets or dissatisfaction despite how rough that surgery is as well as the maintenance.

[–]naunga
More people regret getting knee surgery than SRS.
https://www.gendergp.com/new-study-confirms-regret-rates-of-gender-affirming-surgery-are-non-existent/

The 0.3% regret rate [of GRS] of our newest study is much smaller compared to other, common yet serious surgeries. Interestingly, knee replacement surgery has a dissatisfactory rate of six to 30%. The rate is up to 100 times that of gender-affirming surgery. However, knee replacement surgery does not go through the same scrutiny as trans healthcare does.

[–]ktn24​

More people regret almost everything than regret SRS. It's not just medical procedures, compared to other life decisions like having a child or buying a house, SRS regret rates are incredibly low.​

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[–]TanagraTours​

What really gets me is the fifteen percent regret rate on life-saving heart surgery...​

[–]spicy-emmy
Like I had complications that are pretty common in the first year but I'm pretty damn satisfied 19 months past. There's just way less to post about at that point

[–]Charlie_Rebooted 7 points 1 day ago
Its important to not forget that as a surgery sub this sub gets a lot of posts about bad experiences and complications. Many people are very happy with their surgeries and don't share. This sub is also full of chasers which gives it a weird vibe.
Generally, most trans people are happy with their results. That does not mean surgeries are perfect, but the result is an improvement.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4261554/
Slightly random link, its easy to Google for this. Additionally, outcome satisfaction will be surgeon specific, so look at reviews.

[–]Downtothewitchesroad
I've bragged about some issues occasionally but again we're humans so we always forget what we had instead what we got, if given a second chance I'll go under the knife again without hesitation

[–]nyu1000days
i regret mine, but overall i have complicated thoughts about this matter. one is considering what "satisfaction" means to different people. there are girls who would be "satisfied" compared to pre-op literally just from getting their dick cut off their bottom dysphoria is so bad, while other girls might prioritize aesthetics, or others might care primarily about sensation. the former is easily pleased (and good for them!) but someone with zero bottom dysphoria and wanting srs just for euphoria reasons or something might want to keep in mind the stark difference in standards. i can say after a few yrs in a top surgeon's community and seeing hundreds of patients come and go, complications are veeery frequent honestly beyond what i myself realized when i was pre op, but also the # of girls who i know actually regret it is still single digit. ive seen how magical its been for so many, and i still wish that were me every single day. so like... there is some risk of it ruining your life for sure, but also the payoff seems pretty damn good for many

[–]drmikehirschberger
SRS is without question a massive inflection point in one's life. And, aside from the Obvious change in both appearance and permanence, as a surgery it is challenging in scope and intensify. The choice to have SRS is serious and should be deliberate and measured. The frank insult the body endures is impressive compared to most all other interventions. Does the euphoria of liberation give way to remorse and second guessing, don't be a fool and kid yourself it won't happen. But, this site, counseling and a good group do help in a amiiolrating those issues. It is entirely natural and predictable to get wet feet. It is also a time to gather resolve and have confidence in yourself that you have come this far and bridge to the other side is. within site and within your power to cross.
Talk to the other sisters. Most will be more than willing to share. And, just imagine what awaits you. Join us.

[–]Dolamite9000
Go with the studies. Regret is very low. I’m with some other posters: I’m having complications and also do not regret GCS.

[–]Caro________
I'm pretty happy. I might be easier to please than some--I have wanted it since I was a teenager, I'm not sexually active, and I haven't had a lot of experience staring at other people's genitals. But yeah, I don't have any regrets whatsoever. It's annoying to have to dilate, but it's fine. I still love that feeling of cupping my vulva with my hand and having no extra bits there. And obviously wearing leggings or a bikini and having it fit right without any effort.

 

[Positron]

There's also a [Metoidioplasty and Urethral Lengthening surgery] video in the original link

Spoiler

They used mons pubis fat to "augment" the "scrotum", "with hope of negating the need for testicular implants, as well as flattening the mons pubis making the neophallus appear larger".

 

[Luke gama]

Phallo so good that subreddit have rules as about being honest about the results

Half the posts are crying that people keep being honest about the results, why do people say my penis that took 15 revisions, doesn't get hard is 3inch, keeps putting me in hospital, isn't as good as real one.

Imagine the studies in 30 years over half the subjects died of bacterial infections but for that brief moment they could stand to piss.(Kind of)

 

[FloydsFeedandSeed]

How powerful ARE these hugboxes to make him believe he can get his penis back or experience sexual gratification ever again?
Just... I am at a loss how so many people can be affected by this brain rot when we live in an age where everyone has access to so much knowledge.

And the only people who will ever consider having sex with him are trannies. Even then, that would only happen under the condition that he did somehow get gratification from sex again somehow. He's pretty much eliminated 99% of the population who just may be interested leaving only the freaks.

 

[AI generated waifu]

Usually when I poke fun at people's monster crotches - monscrotcheties? - rotting off, I don't believe the case to be as dire as it may seem. But this is not true for this li'l dood, because if you look at her latest pictures, it really does seem to be at risk of meeting a gruesome end from a minor pull... and worst of all is that OP is genuinely concerned about that, too.
Busy_Distribution326 (Dr. Morrison; extended metoidioplasty with urethral lengthening)

This is one of, if not the most confusing, bizarre results I have ever seen. I had to stare at it for a full minute to understand even what the fuck happened here. At least other results have a phallic shape even though they're far from convincing. What the actual fuck happened here? A man-made horror beyond my comprehension.

At this point having looked at the genital region - I realized finally why my penis seemed to have gotten smaller (image 2) it was folded against itself like an accordion and was healing together!

This boggles the mind.

If you're not comfortable with looking at gore, I tried my best to draw it. More for my own benefit trying to understand it.

Spoiler: SFW but haram

 

[Safir]

Please laugh at how this TiF looks absolutely no different whatsoever even after going under the knife!

I disagree, I think it's an excellent result.

To the left is a happy, body-positive college student who works part-time at a cat café and has just shaved her head for Palestine.

To the right is a gangster who's just done 5 years in prison for anal rape of his girlfriend's child and is being transferred to a penal colony for the rest of his sentence.

 

[Stan]

Reddit comments are to be expected. Seems like this one was done at Mount Sinai by Djordjevic. I appreciate the emoji based timeline.

I think the emoji timelines are kind of ghoulish. It’s always like “ ”

I disagree, I think it's an excellent result.

To the left is a happy, body-positive college student who works part-time at a cat café and has just shaved her head for Palestine.

To the right is a gangster who's just done 5 years in prison for anal rape of his girlfriend's child and is being transferred to a penal colony for the rest of his sentence.

That upper lip looks pretty botched to me.

 

[Fish and Chips]

“Thinking about having a penis again makes me uncomfortable.”
Good news, friend!
Does he think they can just turn it back right side out again if the stink ditch is unfixable?

All I can think of are Popples. Except they turn a ball inside out instead of a stink ditch.