There was a crooked man: known neurotic noodle-head
Signal_Tomato2820 returns to Reddit to continue his nonstop fucking complaining, and this time he worries that he may have made his kitty off-kilter. For those unaware of Tomato's tumultuous tale, I'll add his masterpost over in the SRS thread for easy reading.
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I predominantly use my left hand to hold my dilator to dilate. I feel this has made my neovagina canal crooked while healing. Like
it’s skewed towards the left instead of curving straight up towards the stomach. Is that normal?
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how do people deal with the pain of douching? Like the tip of a Summers Eve douche is thinner yet sharper than a dilator.
A Japanese tranny mournfully daydreams about the day he can finally become the beautiful butterfly he longs to be, cursing the limitations of medical science as it stands in the modern year because - according to another post of his - we haven't found a way to turn grown adult Asian men into
"cute, chubby cow girls."
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I’m in Japan, and the surge of right-wing energy online has been overwhelming. I got so fed up that I deleted my online accounts and just went to sleep.
Politically too, there’s a growing rightward shift, but since Japan has a parliamentary system, I’m relieved that it probably won’t become entirely dominated by the right.
Still, when I walk around in the offline world, I’m reminded of how much appearance matters. Even after getting cosmetic surgery, I still haven’t reached my ideal look, and it’s exhausting.
Even with laser treatments, injections, and double eyelid surgery, I still can’t reach my ideal look.Even when I talk to surgeons about jaw surgery, it doesn’t seem like I could get that close to what I really want.I just want to have a beautiful face.
I feel the weight of so many barriers gender, race, and everything else. I just wish technology would advance enough for me to finally become my ideal self.
I wonder when that day will come.
After getting her breasts sent to the Shadow Realm, a FTM's theyfab girlfriend and her best friend - a True and Honest man - have an affair, because
the girlfriend's brother dying on the same day as the pooner's surgery made them realize life was too short to live a dishonest charade any longer. That must sting extra when you're laid up in bed feeling one step closer to maleness while your girlfriend gets action from a real guy, honestly - it's almost poetic.
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Me (19 ftm), best friend (19 m), girlfriend (21 ftnb)
I've been having a pretty hard time mentally and physically while in recovery from top surgery, not being able to do anything myself and being confined to my bed is becoming really mentally taxing along with the pain I'm feeling from the surgery. The same day that I got surgery my girlfriend's brother died, I have felt so terrible about this since I can't go be there to help. I've been trying to provide as much support as I can from at home but my girlfriend was being really distant. I assumed the distance was just due to my girlfriend being so upset, but
I wasn't too worried because my best friend was keeping my girlfriend company while I couldn't. They have been good friends for a while so I thought there was nothing to worry about.
Today while trying to relax my girlfriend texts me asking if the both of them could come over because they needed to talk to me, I got worried thinking I did something wrong but I was assured that it wasn't that. My girlfriend has chronic health issues so I was really worried something bad happened.
When they finally get there I sit down and they can barely look at me and they're being really quiet. Then I finally get told, my girlfriend and best friend are in love with each other, my girlfriend knowing they loved him for a couple months and my best friend knowing he loved them for way longer. I'm sitting there almost throwing up, I was hoping it was some sick prank. My best friend couldn't even look at me. They ended up barely telling me anything so I asked them to leave so I could process things.
I ended up texting my girlfriend and apparently the reason is, their brother dying made them realize life is too short to not be true with your feelings. So while I've been trying to recover from surgery they were professing their love for each other and then having sex.
This whole time I've been making sure to let my girlfriend know that I love them. Saying how my best friend is such a good friend for being there for my girlfriend. I'm absolutely heartbroken, I thought we had a future together, and now I lost two of some of the most important people in my life. I just don't know what to do, I feel lost and it happened at such an important time.
The Shower Scene: every time this li'l dood attempts to bathe herself, she goes full
Psycho on her own ass and starts flailing about like a fish out of water - and because she isn't "there" mentally at the time, she fears this may one day lead to an injury as serious as broken bones. By such a point, I feel like you ought to be put into a home, but I'm not sure underpaid immigrant caregivers deserve that kind of drama in their lives on top of everything else they deal with.
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With bad meltdowns due to dysphoria i flail around and bruise.
This often happens because i try to clean this body but i cant take any of the sensations and just lose control and the nearest thing i smack bodyparts against is the tub. I dont know if its even possible to break a bone this way thats why im curious if anyone has and if its possible danger.
Im not there mentally in these moments so i dont know how to really stop it im also looking for an answer on how you guys deal with that
A "transbian" - i.e., a heterosexual male - hates the idea of having to go prison gay with fellow troons because the very notion of it makes him feel "like a gay man." Aside from that No Shit, Sherlock moment, I also like how he says women are "just as caring as we can be" because it's like he's
trying to sound forgiving of tepid-brained foids who know not their own actions, but doesn't realize that instead he gives the impression that he believes women are better off as
hatstands, tables and chairs.
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I apologize in advance, because this has internalized transphobia written all over it. I'm a 25 year old transbian
I don't like the idea of T4T because I don't identify that way, I don't want people to think I have no interest in cis women, it offends me. I am attracted to trans women, but when I read people talking about how wonderful their relationships are it's the most dysphoric feeling in the world.
It honestly makes me feel like a gay man. I also get the impression some trans women view AFAB enbys as cis women, and thus wouldn't count as a T4T relationship. Sometimes it's used to manipulate people early in their transition into thinking they're undesirable to cis people, and I understand it's meant to be affirming but
I don't need my partner to be trans, cis people and especially women aren't monsters and they're just as caring as we can be. Trans people want to paint cis lesbians as evil but if it's a straight girl asking for advice, they say go ahead and date cis men, as long as you're careful.
Finally, a MTF is upset that he can't be his ideal woman (who sounds remarkably like one of those interchangeable girls from Life is Strange) and that nobody is willing to lie to his face directly about his similarity to such women. His insistence that people around him should just bluff to make him feel better is why it's important not to placate the troons and poons around you, Kiwis - the fractious netting of their very psyche depends on dishonesty perpetuated. Say No To The Emperor's New Clothes!
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Kill me.
I wanted to be a beautiful soft girl who wears stylish outfits and is slightly tomboyish. The kind with a cute butt and soft skin and eloquent and soft mannerisms and basically a delusion. I was delusional.
9 years in and I'm a butch lesbian in jeans and a t-shirt catching compliments like these.
To my wife's credit, she also calls me beautiful. I think she may be the only person in the world to think that.
I'm not from Planet Stupid, you see, and I know I'm not attractive. Not ugly, not really at all.
But certainly not attractive. Not even mid.
I feel like I got sucked into my own little gender twilight zone. I'd say at least I pass, but I'm so androgynous at times that I'd say I have a 80-85% success rate. Great on the surface, but then I realized some people - a lot of people - are straight up guessing.
I've literally stopped wearing makeup and getting cute and stuff because of this. I struggle with my appearance as is, like hell I'm gonna make it worse by trying to be something I'm not.
Attractive, that is.
But hey I'm pretty fucking funny and I had no idea but that really does go a really long way. Gotta play the hand I'm dealt ig.
Just needed to vent. Thanks everyone
Edit: and
like people mean well and all, but damn just lie like holy god, I don't like literally everything my wife cooks but she'd tell you otherwise, and y'know why? Because it doesn't matter if I don't like it, I care about her happiness and I'll be damned if she ever hears from my lips that something she cooked wasn't the most gourmet shit I've ever had. (She is a good cook tho).
