He cleaned himself off, got up and said he needed to go to the bathroom and to “check something”. I sat there waiting for… 5-10 minutes? Before he came back, apologising and telling me he “lost track of time” and that he needed to be somewhere else soon. He told me I had a bus back to mine in 15 minutes. (It’s a long bus ride to his and back home but I’m used to that)
I didn’t finish, he didn’t even ask if I did. He basically pushed me out the door, walked me to my stop and left to go back to his place.
I feel so dissapointed. I was very excited for my first time! I didn’t expect it to be perfect but… I didn’t expect this either. We didn’t really communicate expectations, maybe we rushed it? I just followed his lead because it felt right. He was so kind and friendly to me the whole time I was there but once he came, It’s like I got discarded. I know he got me ice cream and stuff but… idk it all feels so wrong now.