The Sacrifices by Alexander Kattke - The Official @BrunoMattei Grieving Thread

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I feel like there's been more Kiwi suicides this year than there has been suicides "connected" to Kiwi Farms in it's entire history.
 
Sucks that Bruno turned out to be a sperg and fag. Didn't talk with him in private. but he seemed cool.

N Space said:
Why does cinematic analysis seemingly turn people crazy? YMS is another example of a (formerly) respected cinema fag turned a bestiality defender bona fide fag.
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YMS was always like this. He was always a gay, furry, drug addict. just had a better work ethic back in the day.
 
Fear and Bullets said:
Yknow, ive only been active a little under two years or so now if memory serves, but if i had a nickel for everytime ive seen a prominent or semi-prominent kiwi attempt or commit suicide then have extremely disturbing fetish writing exposed, I think id have about three nickels. That isnt a lot, but what the fuck?

I liked seeing his posts around but I can't understand anybody in good conscience mourning a guy who wrote about "fisting a virgin cunt inside out" and found it necessary to involve others in his big gay suicide fest. Dude seems like kind of a waste of air in hindsight.
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My manifesto, after I die by suicide by cop, will be a 400,000 word essay about every instance I did not get enough dip with my nuggies.
 
Mikoyan said:
The question to me is how did you not? He'd frequently talk about his struggles on threads all over this site.
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I only ever really saw him in the horror movie thread and KFMN thread, I know he wrote in Art and Literature subforum a lot but I never saw anything nuts in there except for some bizarre reading suggestions from Bruno but that was normal for him. People on here are painting a completely different version of Bruno than I thought he was and I'm very curious about it.
 
Osama Bin Laden said:
oh no i didnt see the fetish porn part
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I couldnt remember if anything came out with cats thats why I put the "about three", my bad. Wasn't there another person other than that who spiraled out hard, tried to PA and failed miserably then took a shot at ending it all? Or is that an older thread than I remember
 
Here's an interview that Bruno did on Substack apparently, I thought this quote from Bruno was pretty funny.
I have a deep connection to writers who are discovered after death. I feel like that's my inevitability if you pardon this morbid aside. It doesn't quite work when you try to get laid tho "Hey baby, wanna' hang with the next Lovecraft?" And they just keep walking.
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Bruno also mentions in this interview
Although as of late I have found my muse who appreciates that contained insanity.
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This interview was published January this year, who is this muse Bruno is referring to I wonder?
 
BullfrogBill said:
I keep seeing people saying Bruno would drag you down into misery with him and I'm very curious as to what you mean by that.
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There's not much more to it than that, except for how willing or unwilling a person would be to actually allow him to suck you in.

If he opened up enough to a person, he morphed into a vacuous black hole of terminal self-pity coexisting somehow with brain damage-level, unsubstantiated self aggrandization.

Have you read anything cited here in this thread that he 'wrote'? Pick literally any passage of anything penned by him & there's the sum total answer to your question.

If you weren't on the other side of that line though, yes, he was great. Delightful, even.

I'm genuinely glad that your experiences & opinion of him are positive. You kept a healthy distance. Some of us weren't as smart or as lucky, & that's where you're going to see a majority of the cold & bitter vitriol. It's coming from people who cared for &/or knew him well enough to try & help him.

The only thing worse than someone in crisis who doesn't want help, is someone who pretends like they do, & accepts the help, but doesn't actually want it. The guy is/was a net negative to everyone who wound up too close to his orbit. I'm glad your distance from him was a safe one. A lot of people were saying similar things about him 2y ago. Until they weren't.

I hope that clarifies things.
 
Dizzyuntildeath said:
My manifesto, after I die by suicide by cop, will be a 400,000 word essay about every instance I did not get enough dip with my nuggies.
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My suicide manifesto will suck because the place I get tendies from has GIANT cups of sauce. You never suffer from lack of sauce from this place. I will have to humiliate myself by admitting that I'm offing myself because I'm just completely retarded, even though all my tendies have been perfectly SAUCED!
Osama Bin Laden said:
@Cats and @FuckYou
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Nobody cared about the Couch Cuck. It was just too bad he actually got a couple kills before getting cucked by a couch. Fuck that guy. Eveyrone is glad he's dead, too bad he didn't die before killing innocents.

Everyone loved @Cats though. I don't think most of us (and I don't) understand why he ended it.

@BrunoMattei appears to have been more complex. And this is why you don't get into parasocial relationships with people YOU DO NOT KNOW.
 
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Nurse Ratchet said:
self aggrandization.
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Yep, that quote from Bruno I shared where he talks about being destined to be the next Lovecraft after death kinda shows that, he never talked like this to me.

Nurse Ratchet said:
If you weren't on the other side of that line though, yes, he was great. Delightful, even.
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Yeah I knew that Bruno spent a lot of time on Discord, and everyone else here who is on Discord with him should re-think their lives. I only watched movies with him on KFMN and shitposted about whatever movies we were watching and we would recommend different crazy horror movies to each other, sadly I do remember warning him to stay off Discord one time when he brought it up but he obviously didn't take it seriously. Crazy that the reality of the actual guy behind the account was so disturbed.
 
Nurse Ratchet said:
Have you read anything cited here in this thread that he 'wrote'? Pick literally any passage of anything penned by him & there's the sum total answer to your question.
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We hung out in both the writing thread and the dbd thread so I did read his creative stuff and his casual postings Most of what I interpreted from it was capital A anger. Interpersonally, he seemed chill to me and I wanted to get along with him a bit more but he never really engaged with me when I tried to interact with him outside of a PM we had like a year+ ago.
 
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Bruno was one of the most amusing regulars of the Kiwifarms Movie Nights, since he actually brought in very specific and strange movies to shittalk about and had good insights on them. I think I argued with him more than I had any positive rapport but he was if nothing else funny as fuck.

Shame he was a trainwreck. Hope God's got good therapists on retainer, I think he'll need an entire baseball team of 'em upstairs.
 
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