💰 Grifter "Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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Churches desperately try to look cool to kids (thus becoming the least cool things in existence) instead of doing what kids actually want these days: being intensely traditional and telling people to like it or fuck off. A church should be a place for families to gather and the preacher should be traditionalist but instead they're basically either funeral homes for old folks to die in or live music venues these days.
It's a little better where I live. And I think Catholic churches are good in particular.
There's a lot of ways to do outreach. But a lot of the important ones focus on food.
Can drives, etc to help the poor. Delivering meals to homes on thanksgiving/christmas.
That stuff matters to people and makes a difference.

Music doesn't mean shit. Show up at a place where people don't have anything and give them a turkey dinner. TWU.
 
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Mutah also talked about the lawsuit. But funny enough the title, and the intro seem to leave something out.

Then he finally mentions the site after, because he read the actual suit. and every time he he mentions the site in the video feels like he doesn't want to have to acknowledge it.

I should at least add. I do agree with what he says generally in the video, outside of that.
He is a literal coat rider. I'm a little tired of seeing his face and hearing his "white voice". Let's be real, there's no way he sounds like that offline. Shitskins have to have a white voice if they're raised right, yeah? Like blacks do.

edit: auto correct from FUTO keyboard said "Shimla's". what the fuck man?
 
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Not sure if it was brought up but the reason there wasn't discussion on /g/ about the lawsuit is because jannies were moving the threads to /pol/. Can't speak for why /pol/ wasn't talking about it because I only use /g/ at this point
 
Then he finally mentions the site after, because he read the actual suit. and every time he he mentions the site in the video feels like he doesn't want to have to acknowledge it.
Considering his forum thread and the Kino Casino shat on him, I can kinda see why lmao
 
He is a literal coat rider. I'm a little tired of seeing his face and hearing his "white voice". Let's be real, there's no way he sounds like that offline. Shitskins have to have a white voice if they're raised right, yeah? Like blacks do.

edit: auto correct from FUTO keyboard said "Shimla's". what the fuck man?
Oh my god, it would be so funny if Mutahar pulled a reverse Keyser Soze and, as soon as he stopped recording, his head started wobbling and he talked with the steryotypical indian accent.
 
@Null You can take a bathroom break on stream. In fact you don't need to rush it and 5 minutes would be fine because like you I assume most of your audience is human and they also use the bathroom from time to time.

Further playing something new and interesting during this time is a bad idea because I, as a viewer, do not want to miss the interesting thing but probably want to use the bathroom. Playing something that people like but they've seen before or some music is ideal because if I need to use the restroom it's no big deal and people not stepping away will be fine with a 5 minute interlude even if it's not novel content.

If you're worried about jim-walking don't be, it's not jim-walking to have a bathroom break unless you start playing don't be rama rama. Ideally play something people like, but have seen before, and is short enough. I suggest you loop the clip for the entire 5 minutes.
 
It's mostly that my stream is under 3 hours most of the time and I usually endeavor not to break so I'm not sure what to do when it goes so long
 
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I wanted to comment on the "videos of people dying" thing. Without powerleveling too hard, for me the thing about seeing people die was an act of necessity. My propensity to be silly online and irl might betray that at my core I am a deeply serious person. My life has taken me down some very VERY dark roads, but it was a path I chose to walk willingly and out of a desire to make a positive impact on the world. The thing is it also brought me into close contact with some truly heinous shit on a regular basis. I started watching videos of people being injured or dying because it helped me to demystify and destigmatize death and it helped remove a layer of fear/anxiety that was otherwise hindering my work. Once you understand and come to terms with something like death it can help you act more rationally in a situation where you are in a position to help prevent it, but also helps you cope with the guilt of doing everything in your power to help someone but ultimately failing. I don't know if that makes any sense, but what I'm saying is not everyone who takes an interest in that kind of content is just a sicko that gets a twisted sense of enjoyment out of watching it.
 
as a teenager watching people die: huh wow that really happened. it's like seeing a tornado hit something 2 towns away from you.
as an adult watching people die: WHAT THE FUCK WHY DID YOU STAND THERE! DID YOU NOT SMELL THAT GAS! NONONONONO DONT PUT YOUR HAND THERE OH FUCKIN HELL.


in the short term, yeah alright people die. i dealt with a lot of people dying in my family at a young age. but seeing people die by their own actions is different from people dying by age. like when you see a coworker stand under 25 THOUSAND pounds under a crane, you kind of have to understand why that's a bad thing.

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disgustingly, it's like growing up on LIFETIME movies. are you a woman? well you will be raped according to Lifetime and Hallmark. What can you ReAlLy Do to make sure you don't get raped and murdered? According to them: nothing. it's a fact of life.

when you watch Lifetime and watch "watchpeopledie" you should think, I can circumvent this and these are the steps to do that.
 
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I wanted to comment on the "videos of people dying" thing. Without powerleveling too hard, for me the thing about seeing people die was an act of necessity. My propensity to be silly online and irl might betray that at my core I am a deeply serious person. My life has taken me down some very VERY dark roads, but it was a path I chose to walk willingly and out of a desire to make a positive impact on the world. The thing is it also brought me into close contact with some truly heinous shit on a regular basis. I started watching videos of people being injured or dying because it helped me to demystify and destigmatize death and it helped remove a layer of fear/anxiety that was otherwise hindering my work. Once you understand and come to terms with something like death it can help you act more rationally in a situation where you are in a position to help prevent it, but also helps you cope with the guilt of doing everything in your power to help someone but ultimately failing. I don't know if that makes any sense, but what I'm saying is not everyone who takes an interest in that kind of content is just a sicko that gets a twisted sense of enjoyment out of watching it.
I still don't get it, i took anatomy classes and we studied for pratical tests using real corpses. I think most people who were studying with me didn't really feel negatively or positively towards a dead body irl, it was mostly just something that was there, it almost felt like a meat puppet at times because some of them had been dead for so long. I have never felt like seeing a dead body was otherwordly, but watching gore even to this day makes me feel ill.
Why do you need to demystify death instead of just accepting you can't avoid it? If you have experienced loss in your family you know that it's not really about the body stopped working, but that they are no longer gonna be around.
 
most people dont STUDY anything related to death. Coming from a very Southern background: death happens and it's either unexpected or expected. It is mystical because "god calls them home" or they died in their sleep or "we don't talk about that". We never talk about how "your daddy died because he took too many of them pills" or " "your momma died last night and we need to make sure she gets a proper burial" and we sure as shit never talk about that one guy in the family who shot his father and the sisters had to clean up his entrails from the porch. I don't know about other cultures. but Americans do not have a way to talk about death.

Joe Winko, I think, was a beautiful death. He went out on his own terms, and in his own way. He had a death plan and he expected people to follow it. When the average (american) person has a death sentence/wish, what happpens? the family ignores it, the family goes to court over it, the family fights the med system over it. there is nothing healthy about that. when a person is ready to go, they should go.

side note: do you want to get closer to death? kill your meat for food. another way: find an animal skull full of brain and skin meat and boil it down for the bones. live with that smell. understand death stink versus homeless stink. i'm here to tell you, there will be NO mistaking it.
 
icuckz dying to the hydra is retarded, if he wasn't pushing DPS he'd not have gained aggro and would have been fine. Classic does care about aggro.
 
I finally switched off my Excel sheets to an app. They calculated my metabolism at 300 less per day because of how much weight I lost. Gonna be painful reducing my intake even further.
I would be cautious about pushing dieting too far. It's better to lose weight and maintain it than to diet super hard then ho back to "normal" and putting back on the weight.

So basically try to have "normal" be healthier food in general so you can get a slight calorie deficit every day instead of dieting hardcore only to gain it back soon after.

Also big tech censored my use of the word penultimate:
 
most people dont STUDY anything related to death. Coming from a very Southern background: death happens and it's either unexpected or expected. It is mystical because "god calls them home" or they died in their sleep or "we don't talk about that". We never talk about how "your daddy died because he took too many of them pills" or " "your momma died last night and we need to make sure she gets a proper burial" and we sure as shit never talk about that one guy in the family who shot his father and the sisters had to clean up his entrails from the porch. I don't know about other cultures. but Americans do not have a way to talk about death.

Joe Winko, I think, was a beautiful death. He went out on his own terms, and in his own way. He had a death plan and he expected people to follow it. When the average (american) person has a death sentence/wish, what happpens? the family ignores it, the family goes to court over it, the family fights the med system over it. there is nothing healthy about that. when a person is ready to go, they should go.

side note: do you want to get closer to death? kill your meat for food. another way: find an animal skull full of brain and skin meat and boil it down for the bones. live with that smell. understand death stink versus homeless stink. i'm here to tell you, there will be NO mistaking it.
Joe Winko was a mentally ill man who's dead because his mind didn't work properly.
Don't poison your mind with that kind of stuff, it's not good for your mental health and it's probably not good for your soul. You are alive, get busy living, you will have an eternity to be good at being dead.
Positive Poly it up, dude.
 
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