She is now in limbo with no idea what to do next
This has been a pretty reoccurring issue in her life it seems and is made even worse by having an audience that constantly asks her "What's next?"
It was obvious in the latest attempt she made to live in Canada that she has not only no plan, but even worse she has no want to make a plan.
She doesn't like
anything.
She doesn't like socializing, she doesn't like doing things and she doesn't like going places.
She's too stupid and lacks all curiosity so she can't (and won't) learn anything new, she'll never have a family and she can't do any jobs.
So really what even is there for her in this life but eating? What plan can you even make with a empty resource pool? If she were rich and could afford everything in this world she'd still just miserably eat until she dies.
Yeah she'd buy better dick to stand beside her carcass while she does it, but that's not because she cares about him or anything he can offer; he's just there to say the right words to soothe her ego while she miserably eats until she dies.
Also it's pretty obvious she doesn't want to go back to Syria.
It never ceases to amaze me how badly she'll fuck up her own life and how miserable she'll make herself just to prove a trivial point to haters.
But she'll invest thousands in Salah and whine for Ice Cream in a warzone before she'll let go of this ridiculous idea that if she just tailors her surroundings perfectly, she'll be
Nadar's Salah's perfect housewife.
professionals about the risks of uncontrolled diabetes and still chooses to ignore them and carry on gorging herself without taking medication, she obviously doesn’t care so why should anyone else? .
I don't know if it's that she doesn't care so much as she's too stupid to understand (although I do think if she DID understand she still wouldn't care).
Chantal is unbelievably stupid.
She doesn't understand war or suffering, so she happily walked into a war zone. She doesn't understand complex emotions so everything just becomes rage.
And she really doesn't understand health, her body and how it's all connected, so she just ignores it and carries on with what makes her happy, even though that's causing the problems.
Imagine you get symptoms of a cold.
You've had colds before so you treat it like one and tell everyone you had one.
Then you go to the doctor and he tells you an organ you've never heard of did something you couldn't imagine. The doctor writes you a prescription and pushes you out the door.
You're confused still but after a few days on the pills you feel better. You don't know how to explain it so you just tell everyone it was a cold.
You also don't understand the meds you were given but they were expensive and give you a headache so you stop taking them once you're better.
That's Chantal with all her health.
She's sick from food poisoning, shes dizzy from the heat, she's tired because she was out for a bit today.
That's all she knows and all her atrophied brain can understand so that's what she says out loud.
She doesn't know what kidneys are, or what the liver does, so they can't be the cause of her problems.
Some of it is probably willful ignorance to justify her lifestyle to herself, but I believe the woman who thinks its not rape if there's no cum, or that someone who talks to ghosts can diagnose her issues, is just too stupid to get that food is doing more than just making her fatter and that the damage won't go away if she just ignores it.
She didn't want him to see her unhinge her jaw and hork down ungodly amounts of slop intact and unchewed like a goddamn python.
Which is so strange to me.
It's so easy to just eat slower and smaller bites. Surely doing so would be easier than a years long lie and the shame of always eating alone.
she is who she is though and part of what makes Chantal a cow is her incredibly thin skin which manifests in these child like tantrums to do the opposite of what shes told and this never gives herself even the chance to practice self control and restraint.
