❄️ Snowflake StraySheep / Kayla Marie Waller / morinokunikara / blankshadesgame / vividkiss / VTuber Amour Amandine - Thread #2: The Return of the Transtrender Sperglord Who Tried To Delete Her Thread and Listened to an Adult Have Sex With a Minor. Now With A Baby in the Mix!

[beautiful person]

At least she has enough self-awareness to recognize that Beth's friend probably wouldn't like her because she's annoying as fuck and does shit like cry herself to sleep over not getting to go to an anime convention. Christ.



I love that she immediately jumps to OP lying instead of considering that they probably have actual friends with similar hobbies who have reason to give a shit about the stuff they post. Girl, it just doesn't apply to you because literally no one outside of your boywife can tolerate being around you.

And she tries to make her unlikability into an autism thing when there are plenty of autists who are likeable (or at least tolerable), despite their weird sperginess. Her unlikability is due to her being a bitter, delusional narcissist who never addresses any of her narcissistic traits because she sees clinical narcissism (is she even diagnosed?) as a disability, and disability as an inherent part of her personality that shouldn't have to be stifled in any way.

 

[Edgeworth]

Answering someone, she says she's been diagnosed with PDD-NOS, or Pervasive Developmental Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, which was pooled under the ASD spectrum in like... 2012-13 when they decided that Asperger's was racist or something.

Then again, she also claims that she got an official diagnosis for BPD and that one doesn't exist so yeah, she's just latching onto labels to make herself seem like more of a poor oppressed disabled victim. She also hasn't been formally diagnosed with NPD (because why spend money on things like that so you can fix it instead of wasting money on therapy that doesn't help and you don't use, right?), but I'm gonna repeat what other people tend to and say that that's arguably the only PD that has the highest successful self-diagnose rate because... you have to be a narcissist self-diagnose with anything it and to have any pride in being called one.

 

[Mister Jewel Box]

I believe she claimed that her BPD diagnosis was at least part of the reason she got kicked out of boot camp, but then she'd also claimed that actually she hadn't been diagnosed yet but everyone around her totes agreed that she had it. Her story changes so much to fit her current narrative that I'm choosing to not believe most of the diagnoses (NPD being the sole exception) she claims outside of the ones she's currently being medicated for. So ADHD and depression, essentially.

I've gone back and forth a lot on whether she has clinical NPD or is just your typical spoiled white girl with narcissistic traits, but I'm leaning more towards her having an actual personality disorder because of the lengths she goes to when it comes to only giving a fuck about herself. Like ignoring her newborn baby in favor of crying all day about not getting to go out to play with toys at a convention. She effectively can't have any functional relationships outside of Beth at all because she has such a self-absorbed, whiny, entitled mindset.

 

[adjective pronoun]

i kind of wish beth had more of a (up to date?) footprint, because she is so so so strange too. the comparison between kayla’s accounts of their life vs beth’s (she wanted the baby, how she experienced the pregnancy, etc) would be kind of fascinating.

but it’s also absolutely better that only one of this kid’s parents is posting every single thought that zips through their braincell. i’m not giving beth too too much credit, but she has a mostly stable job and managed to carry a decently healthy baby to full term. didn’t get toxoplasmosis from dirty litter boxes and shit. the bar is on the floor when it comes to comparing people to kayla lmfao

poor kid will never have a clean room, if they even get their own room

 

[Edgeworth]

"Thank God I don't compulsively check in on people from my past", she says.



"Instead, I just like to bring them up in relation to myself when I'm suffering, which is constant."

Imagine having literally nothing better to do than to think you're in any position to lecture other people on language. I'd say the privilege she has is insane but we all know she'd take that as a compliment so instead I'll say "retarded". "Stupid". I love when she tries to seem like she's more intellectually superiour and/or competent than anything more complicated than a toaster because it reminds me that.... the only people who think that are her idiotic followers, and even then I most of them are either inactive from tumblr or just placate her because then she'll shut the fuck up whining for one goddamn second and go back to talking about her stupid horse game.

Edit: Nope, not a BPDemon but she agrees with it anyway because that's an excellent excuse to use when she's refusing to be mature about anything.



"kinda weird thing to ask" like she doesn't check KF all the time. Also she's still assmad that she exhibits jobless behaviour, which is ableist or some other label meant to make people who exhibit jobless behaviour feel bad. Get a fucking job.

Also (apologies, this post is a mess) she was excited for some indie game that's been in development for like ever called Billie Bust-Up (which looks like a musical version of like... Hat In Time, I guess) but one of the devs is a sex pest or something so she's heartbroken because she already had boywife waste money on a plush for her.

"I'm not allowed to be upset because I'm not a victim" funny that she's choosing JUST NOW to say this instead of literally every instance where she turns herself into a victim specifically in order to justify her being upset.

 

[Mister Jewel Box]

Edit: Nope, not a BPDemon but she agrees with it anyway because that's an excellent excuse to use when she's refusing to be mature about anything.

Oh, so she's gone back to the "I was diagnosed in boot camp" story. It'd be a shame if someone went back to the old thread to find her posts about her BPD.

Spoiler: screenshots of old thread

This was back when she was directly insisting that she was totally for sure gonna get her BPD diagnosed next week, next month, next whatever excuse she pulled out of her ass. Spoiler: she never did get that diagnosis.

Sheep is a lying liar who lies.

 

[Unhindered Clown]

So no real BPD diagnosis was ever obtained due to reasons. Got it!

I completely forgot her parents tried to ship her off to the military thinking it would straighten her life out and let her make something of herself from it. That's probably why they did it in the first place. I also marvel how they thought that could have worked since Kayla only spent 1-2 weeks in bootcamp before coming back home. Most likely she realized she can just not do the things she needed to pass through it and sabotaged their whole plan. Perhaps the single time in her life she mustered so much effort just to not do something.

Wonder how much time she spends not wanting anything to do with the homunculus besides ensuring its survival. Is there a single tumblr post she's made recently celebrating getting to spend so much time bonding with it during the day? She was really pushing how important it was to have paternal leave at her retirement home job for skin-to-skin contact and whatnot with it. It's like the baby fever disappeared from her body the moment she set foot in the hospital room.

 

[Grand Duke Snowfall]

Also (apologies, this post is a mess) she was excited for some indie game that's been in development for like ever called Billie Bust-Up (which looks like a musical version of like... Hat In Time, I guess) but one of the devs is a sex pest or something so she's heartbroken because she already had boywife waste money on a plush for her.

There’s a pretty short thread on this for anyone who wants more context. https://kiwifarms.st/threads/billie-bust-up-griefing-thread.171114/
Seems pretty dumb to spend money on plushies for a game that’s several years in production and has very little progress to show for it. Then again, Makeship has the limited time to buy thing for that good ol FOMO. Perfect for the financially irresponsible.

 

[Trombonista]

Kayla's fictional other is getting the Nendoroid treatment.

Does this look like a guy who insists on alternating third person pronouns?

 

[smorgasboarding]

Kayla's fictional other is getting the Nendoroid treatment.

Started a timer as soon as I saw it on Twitter. How long 'til breakdown or she mentions her boywife buying it for her to shut her up?

 

[Xerxes IX]

I've gone back and forth a lot on whether she has clinical NPD or is just your typical spoiled white girl with narcissistic traits, but I'm leaning more towards her having an actual personality disorder because of the lengths she goes to when it comes to only giving a fuck about herself. Like ignoring her newborn baby in favor of crying all day about not getting to go out to play with toys at a convention. She effectively can't have any functional relationships outside of Beth at all because she has such a self-absorbed, whiny, entitled mindset.

Agreed. There is something pathologically wrong with her and her NEED for external validation. Not being provided with her narcissistic supply is so psychologically damaging to her she will never give a fuck about anything else until that need is met (which is impossible, especially without psychological intervention) And there's the emotional parasitism of her claiming she has PPD when that's not what postpartum means.

 

[Edgeworth]

She's been boring, same ol' same ol' but she DID decide to post this in a "oh no what if I'm doing things wrong" way.



Everyone does. Everyone sees you as not respecting characters because you feel the insipid need to project your stupid shit onto all of them, bastardising them in the process.

 

[Mister Jewel Box]

No screenshots because it's ultimately pretty uninteresting, but Sheep's been complaining on Tumblr about having to choose between Target and Walmart for diapers. She doesn't want to do Target because of some boycott and she's bitching about Walmart because it's further away. My question is, why are they only just now figuring out where to buy their diapers? None of this occurred to them when they were planning for the baby? God they're stupid.

What I did find interesting is that they apparently plan on bringing someone else into this trainwreck of a household:

So yeah, as if this kid wasn't screwed enough already, now it's gonna have to grow up dealing with a polycule.

 

[Grand Duke Snowfall]

No screenshots because it's ultimately pretty uninteresting, but Sheep's been complaining on Tumblr about having to choose between Target and Walmart for diapers. She doesn't want to do Target because of some boycott and she's bitching about Walmart because it's further away. My question is, why are they only just now figuring out where to buy their diapers? None of this occurred to them when they were planning for the baby? God they're stupid.

What I did find interesting is that they apparently plan on bringing someone else into this trainwreck of a household:

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So yeah, as if this kid wasn't screwed enough already, now it's gonna have to grow up dealing with a polycule.

I really don’t give a crap about whatever apparently DEI related boycott is going on with Target, but I think Walmart is generally the cheaper option. This is why you have to learn to drive, Kayla.
And getting a bigger place to squeeze in some poor sap who’s probably got their own baggage? Can they even afford that? Is Kayla also going to eventually kick this one out and whine about how “abusive” they were?

 

[Edgeworth]

I also don't have any screenshots because she's been talking about approximately two non-horse game-related topics.

The first of which is when she tried again to bring up her dumb headcanons about Theil's Mary Sue twaumatic life both with her parents neglecting her so her wild magic is her parent and since she's a SUPER POWERFUL sorceress and on the fucking spectrum her magic reacts to her emotions. She also went into detail about the dumb tadpole removal thing and how that turns Theil into a super disabled, high needs retard and she flipped her shit because the people she was talking to weren't kissing her feet and applauding her ideas. All of her anons even appropriately said "you're reading it wrong" and she, of course, came up with excuses about why she was actually right and why everyone who isn't Kayla is incorrect and invalidating.

All of it was boring.

The second is the usual bitching and moaning that Beth is going back to work soon and she's freaking out because that means she's gonna be all alone again, friendless, contactless because she refuses to get a job, learn to drive, go literally anywhere without Beth, or change in any way to make herself more appealing to interact with people online. She's repulsive, selfish, vindictive and petty, but we all know this. Sometimes she even likes to pretend that she knows that she's a shitty person to be around, too, without understanding and/or refusing to acknowledge why, instead trying to chalk it up to "I'm just too weird" like she's back in school.

They aren't going to find some mystical third person because their whole situation is a REALLY hard sell: Two GNC women, both of them unattractive, asexual and disabled to the point where they both need mobility aids, are looking for someone to room with them and split the bills. They also have an infant, sleep in separate rooms because neither of them is capable of sleeping with someone else, and one of them insists that she's too disabled to work, needs constant reassurance and validation, and can't drive herself anywhere; you will not get ANY time to yourself because she will ALWAYS be there unless she's wasting time and money at a therapist. YOUR money, if you sign up to support a baby and her womanchild "mother" under the guise of "polyamory".

NONE of that sounds appealing unless you're looking for someone as friendless and pathetic as you are, and that's not gonna end well either because people like Kayla and Beth are equally as shitty to deal with when you're people like Kayla and Beth. Just as likely, if they DO find someone, that they both get possessive and bossy about how to treat the baby and that's also a turn-off, as if nothing else about their situation is inherently unapproachable and miserable-sounding.

 

[swingbatta]

She also went into detail about the dumb tadpole removal thing and how that turns Theil into a super disabled, high needs retard and she flipped her shit because the people she was talking to weren't kissing her feet and applauding her ideas. All of her anons even appropriately said "you're reading it wrong" and she, of course, came up with excuses about why she was actually right and why everyone who isn't Kayla is incorrect and invalidating.

Why stop at just Theil being retarded post-tadpole? Come on, Kayla, go whole-hog and make Astarion super brain-damaged, too. It'd explain the carousel of pronouns, if nothing else.

Spoiler: BG3 Sperging

If she actually wanted that headcanon to hold any weight and get people onboard, she'd do it to Gale "My entire personality is how fucking smart I am" Dekarios for maximum whump. The Wizard of Waterdeep sacrificing his brain and losing everything that made him himself? Tragic to the point of maudlin. People would eat it up. But no, she saves it for her "literally who" Tav.

 

[vidya enjoyer]

I stumbled across Kayla's new selfship blog, she's at wildmxgic now, still getting up to the same shit as before - venting and crying that she isn't getting the attention she deserves.

In other related news, Kayla thinks she might be solely attracted to fictional characters and announced it on this blog.


As expected, her spouse, the mother of her child, is not feeling too great about this. Who would have guessed? Maybe the divorce arc is coming sooner than we thought.

 

[Trombonista]

I hope Kayla has to pay child support.

 

[Grand Duke Snowfall]

As expected, her spouse, the mother of her child, is not feeling too great about this. Who would have guessed? Maybe the divorce arc is coming sooner than we thought.

Woooooooow. Beth might be a doormat and enabler, but not even she deserves this. Imagine dating someone, marrying her, technically having a baby with her, and then she’s like “Hmmm actually, I think I’m more attracted to video game characters”. Made worse by Kayla being a parasite all this time. This is beyond parody. Throw her ass to the streets.

 

[beautiful person]

I was going through her tags trying to find a specific post, because I swear I saw her being disrespectful to Beth... only to realize that she posts a lot.

But I found these, which are interesting: