🐮 Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

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Fangsofjeff said:
Here you claim to have harassed your ex and to have stopped communicating with her after coming to an agreement with her. Care to elaborate? I thought you said you had dumped her because she thought you were god?
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The story with my ex is we fell in love with each other, she drove 2,000 miles with her son to meet me in Illinois where I had travelled with some of my family for my cousin's wedding. We had sex there the first couple times. Then we parted ways. Then about a month later she bought me a bus ticket. I explained to my dad the situation, and my grandfather was worried about me being on the bus for such a long time and my dad was also worried, so my dad bought me a plane ticket instead. I flew out to where my ex lived on the other side of the country. She picked me up from the airport, brought me into her dad's house without his permission, and I stayed at her dad's house for about 4 weeks. He eventually couldn't take it anymore and said for me i need to leave and gave me a week to leave. She decided to come with me. She drove me and her son with her all the way to Ohio where we lived for a few weeks. Then she dumped me. After she dumped me, she said she still loves me and that I would always be her son's dad. Well after this, around the time I met Tamar, my ex went crazy or already was crazy but her craziness increased tenfold. She started accusing me publicly of raping her and kidnapping her and her son. I confronted her about it in private messages and she said I spiritually raped her and I kidnapped her by manipulation. Which was a lie on her part. Because I didn't do anything to trick her or force her to be with me. Neither did I force sex with her. My ex started twisting everything that happened and making things up. She said I was such a horrible person for cutting off all her hair. Well she had asked me to cut off her hair and I said are you sure you want me to do that and she said yes she really wants me to do that. So i do that for her as she asked and she twists it now as I was this horrible person who cut off all her hair. Afterwards, I made a video addressed to her son hoping when he was old enough he would see the video. I was offering to be there for him if he ever needed it. She was angry with me posting that video. So I deleted it. I would make alternate profiles so I could message her. I'd say this is Andrew again. I never tricked her into thinking I was someone else. Each time I'd contact her I'd try to get her to change her mind. Each time she'd get more and more extreme in her delusional responses. I had reached an agreement with her not to contact her anymore, but I ended up messaging her at the beginning of this year.

Shugo said:
"I will still be watching her... I will not be aggressively stalking her anymore."

"When you find out who she truly is, you'll be sorry and you'll find out the hard way"

"I hate her because... she was the biggest bitch I have ever met in my entirely life and she was the worst friend I have ever had."

"I was planning on tracking down her location... guarantees my ability to find her exact location and home address."

"I was planning on doing some things like creating a new face to wear as a mask."

"I was planning on getting assistance from other people to lure her into a false sense of security."

This guy is a fucking lawyer's wet dream. Directly emailing the husband of someone under a protective order about your plans you had to manipulate people around her, track down her location, and wear a different face to stalk her. Keep in mind folks this was 5 months ago. I'm pretty sure the restraining order was still active while he emailed these plans.

Nothing psychopathic or narcissistic about plans to track down a woman, manipulate people around her to lure her into a false sense of security, and sneak into her life by wearing a fake face. That's normal adult behavior.
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No. The preliminary protective order was served to me around December 21st 2016 which was to last only to the hearing. I went to court for the hearing in the first week of January 2017 and got a 1 year protective order. I appealed it to the second week of February 2017 and got a 2 year protective order. In the final week of February after she broke up with her ex and then got back together with him, I started posting videos. I posted videos for a few weeks and then the dwarf user found my videos. I send the emails to her husband before the protective order was given against me.

Fangsofjeff said:
@tamarlover Can you show us the lewd fanfiction you wrote? It's not in the screenshots it seems.
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No screenshots. But I told you the basic gist of my fantasies so its along the lines I already mentioned.
 
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tamarlover said:
The story with my ex is we fell in love with each other, she drove 2,000 miles with her son to meet me in Illinois where I had travelled with some of my family for my cousin's wedding. We had sex there the first couple times. Then we parted ways. Then about a month later she bought me a bus ticket. I explained to my dad the situation, and my grandfather was worried about me being on the bus for such a long time and my dad was also worried, so my dad bought me a plane ticket instead. I flew out to where my ex lived on the other side of the country. She picked me up from the airport, brought me into her dad's house without his permission, and I stayed at her dad's house for about 4 weeks. He eventually couldn't take it anymore and said for me i need to leave and gave me a week to leave. She decided to come with me. She drove me and her son with her all the way to Ohio where we lived for a few weeks. Then she dumped me. After she dumped me, she said she still loves me and that I would always be her son's dad. Well after this, around the time I met Tamar, my ex went crazy or already was crazy but her craziness increased tenfold. She started accusing me publicly of raping her and kidnapping her and her son. I confronted her about it in private messages and she said I spiritually raped her and I kidnapped her by manipulation. Which was a lie on her part. Because I didn't do anything to trick her or force her to be with me. Neither did I force sex with her. My ex started twisting everything that happened and making things up. She said I was such a horrible person for cutting off all her hair. Well she had asked me to cut off her hair and I said are you sure you want me to do that and she said yes she really wants me to do that. So i do that for her as she asked and she twists it now as I was this horrible person who cut off all her hair. Afterwards, I made a video addressed to her son hoping when he was old enough he would see the video. I was offering to be there for him if he ever needed it. She was angry with me posting that video. So I deleted it. I would make alternate profiles so I could message her. I'd say this is Andrew again. I never tricked her into thinking I was someone else. Each time I'd contact her I'd try to get her to change her mind. Each time she'd get more and more extreme in her delusional responses. I had reached an agreement with her not to contact her anymore, but I ended up messaging her at the beginning of this year.
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I'm not even surprised at this point that you have issues giving people space. I'm not surprised that you harass or stalk people.

Can I also correct something you said a couple pages back? Therapy isn't for someone to correct your issues. It's for someone to help you work through your own issues. They are simply there as a guide.

Since you won't answer the question "would you love and fuck Tamar if she were in her husbands body?" Can I ask another?

How would you feel if your parents were sent a complete dossier on your stalking and misdeeds? What would you do if this happened?
 
Fangsofjeff said:
He's done it several times lol. He's in that mindset where you both hate someone and love them at the same time.
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"She betrayed me cruelly and took advantage of our friendship", says the guy who tried to scare away all her suitors by telling them she's a prostitute. :c

And how exactly would one "create a new face to wear as a mask", anyways???
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The problem is I keep trying to move on from her on my own but I can't bring myself to do it.

They are able to make realistic face masks on demand by a small amount of money. I could print off her face and wear it if I wanted to. But that's creepy and I'm not going to do that. At one time I had wanted to befriend her without her knowing its me and then meet up with her while wearing the mask. I would then either unveil the mask. Or try to have sex with her first and then after unveil the mask. I decided however that that would not be a good idea, and now, I have made a promise never to meet her in person unless she firsts gives me permission and to never trick her into thinking I am someone else.

Rumpled Foreskin said:
I just got through this thread, and holy shit. Let me point out a few things that I've gathered from things he's said or insinuated through out the thread.

-constantly moves goal posts to fit his sick mind.
-says the bible isn't all God's word, and seems to be implying he knows which parts are and aren't what we should all be adhering to.
-has fantasized about Tamar fucking his ass, could consider being bi, and had men listed as a want for one of his dating sites. But totally not gay.
-says he isn't stalking her or terrorizing her, and then says things that are clearly to the contrary, and often downright scary.

Those are just a few observations whole going through he entirety of this autistic fiesta, and fuck no I'm not going back and searching through entire text walls @tamarlover. You said the shit. I know you won't own up to it, or yet again move the goal posts, for one simple reason: you're clearly autistic and clearly mentally ill. People here HAVE given you MOUNTAINS of valid advice. There is no reaching you.

With that said, I do have one simple question since you unequivocally have stated you love Tamar for her mind and not her body:
if Tamar's mind was in her husbands body, would you still love her and give her the old in and out?

Edit to add: when @Brad Watson_Miami made an appearance, I laughed so hard I was crying.
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If my brain was in Tamar's body, or any woman's body for that matter, I would want to sleep with Yahsha or any man if her brain was in that man's body. Only if I could be with her in a heterosexual way do I want to be with her.
 
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tamarlover said:
If my brain was in Tamar's body, or any woman's body for that matter, I would want to sleep with Yahsha or any man if her brain was in that man's body. Only if I could be with her in a heterosexual way do I want to be with her.
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So when you said that you loved her mind and if she was in any other body you would still love her and fuck her, that was a lie? You really didn't answer my question. I asked if you, in your current boy, would still love and make love to her if she were in Yahshas body. It's really straight forward, man.
 
Rumpled Foreskin said:
So when you said that you loved her mind and if she was in any other body you would still love her and fuck her, that was a lie? You really didn't answer my question. I asked if you, in your current boy, would still love and make love to her if she were in Yahshas body. It's really straight forward, man.
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Go back to the post and you'll see i specifically stated any other woman's body. Not any other body.
 
tamarlover said:
Go back to the post and you'll see i specifically stated any other woman's body. Not any other body.
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Okay, so that's a no. can you answer my other question now, about what you would do and how you would feel about your parents receiving a dossier on all your stalking and misdeeds?
 
Rumpled Foreskin said:
Okay, so that's a no. can you answer my other question now, about what you would do and how you would feel about your parents receiving a dossier on all your stalking and misdeeds?
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I would feel bad that they know but I wouldn't do much anything different.

Fangsofjeff said:
What's your home life like, anyways? Aren't your parents concerned that you have no job and no college education at 26?
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Yeah they are concerned. My home life is fine i'm just on the computer most of the time. I'm waiting until the weather is warmer so I can start going outside and enjoying the outdoor weather.
 
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tamarlover said:
Yeah they are concerned. My home life is fine i'm just on the computer most of the time. I'm waiting until the weather is warmer so I can start going outside and enjoying the outdoor weather.
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What would you do if they kicked you out of the house?
 
Fangsofjeff said:
What would you do if they kicked you out of the house?
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If I was kicked out, I would ask my sister If I could stay in her house. If I was not allowed to, then I would ask friends on facebook. There are a good number of people who would take me in if I needed a place to stay. And if none of my friends would take me in, then I would go door to door to random strangers asking if I can stay with them. And if I didn't have a protective order, as a last resort I'd ask Tamar if I could stay with her.
 
tamarlover said:
I would go door to door to random strangers asking if I can stay with them.
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Holy shit, do you really think anyone would say yes? I also have a question regarding that face mask you once considered getting. You could disguise your face, but wouldn't Tamar recognize your voice? And have you ever considered getting a realdoll that looks like Tamar?
 
tamarlover said:
The problem is I keep trying to move on from her on my own but I can't bring myself to do it.

They are able to make realistic face masks on demand by a small amount of money. I could print off her face and wear it if I wanted to. But that's creepy and I'm not going to do that. At one time I had wanted to befriend her without her knowing its me and then meet up with her while wearing the mask. I would then either unveil the mask. Or try to have sex with her first and then after unveil the mask. I decided however that that would not be a good idea, and now, I have made a promise never to meet her in person unless she firsts gives me permission and to never trick her into thinking I am someone else.
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Fangsofjeff said:
Holy shit, do you really think anyone would say yes? I also have a question regarding that face mask you once considered getting. You could disguise your face, but wouldn't Tamar recognize your voice? And have you ever considered getting a realdoll that looks like Tamar?
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I was looking into voice changers but I already tried the voice changer thing once and the problem is it doesn't alter your tones and your style/manner of speaking.

Regarding a doll, I've never thought about going that creepy and I don't intend to.

I do believe that people would say yes. 1000 houses, at least 1 will probably say yes if I am willing to help with some basic chores.
 
@tamarlover does the names Doris, Emilie and Benjamin ring any bells ?
With what i got, it seem Doris is your mother, Emilie a sister and Benjamin your brother or a cousin, this is correct ?
 
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tamarlover said:
I would go door to door to random strangers asking if I can stay with them.
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This is what 5 year olds who want to run away from home plan on. You're fucking retarded lmao. You have no shame whatsoever.
 
"If she refuses to change her mind about me being a psychopath or a narcissist, I'll keep stalking her so that I can prove I'm totally sane!"
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Also, it looks like he wants to open a big school one day. No plans on how to get it funded, of course.
https://oniehschool.wordpress.com/

Oh look, I found an unlisted video. Here's 49 minutes of him ranting at Yasha:
It's been saved, so you don't have to worry about it getting taken down. It will get reuploaded. :)
 
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