Your "standard of harlotry" spiel is just a strawman argument. I'm not inferring there is a specific stereotype you need to adhere to, I'm implying there's a certain standard you need to meet to pass. You don't meet that standard nor do you come close to it. There are guys out there you can look infinitely more feminine than you without hormones. Why? Genetics plays a part but even beyond that is the pride and work they put into their appearance and presentation. It takes time, it takes effort, it takes learning and it takes skill. You haven't put one iota of effort into becoming remotely womanlike, and I think it's because you don't really take it seriously. And more to the point I don't think you take it seriously because you're not legitimately transgender. You don't actually feel like a female, you just want to be one because somewhere in that rattled brain of yours it makes sense or seems like a good idea. Your desire stems from a logical place, not an emotional one.
I know I come back to this again and again but Haselgrove innately understood that you were trying to inappropriately adopt female characteristic due to some conscious will to be a female, not because of real gender dysphoria. You did a poor job of feigning dysphoria and Angela picked up on that immediately because she's spent a good part of her life learning how people operate on a psychological level. She's not some troll on the internet trying to push your buttons, she's a medical professional with years of training. I dare say on paper her observations and record of what you presented to her makes it very, very clear to anyone that your "gender dysphoria" is nothing more than an act.
That's what angered you the most I think; that a "femalewhore" saw through your ruse so clearly and so quickly. Instead of walking out triumphantly with a script for hormones that you know you shouldn't have, you were exposed and your flimsy story completely debunked. And this it what will happen again and again because frankly, you're so arrogant and have such an over-inflated opinion of your intelligence you'll present the same bullshit act/story over and over again with the same results. You don't deserve proper hormone replacement (especially not sponsored by the state); not because of your social status, or autism, or political beliefs but for the simple reason that you're not actually gender dysphoric.