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@neger psykolog I get posting about the side effects of these drugs but posting about your own twenty hour gooning experiences is a bit much.
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Yeah, I oversimplified in my explanation simply to point out a phenomenon that does occur. Personality is the main determining factor in this shit, but I disagree with you that having ADHD or not affects how it works, people with ADHD report calming effects from adderall, people without ADHD report stimulating effects, this is a well observed difference. People with ADHD only start to report stimulating effects at doses higher than medical.This isn't totally true. People with actual hardcore ADHD as an adult that isn't the "I can't finish my work and focus" are prone to addiction, drug abuse, poor impulse control and other things. There probably are people with some form of ADHD that these medications are helpful for but for many other people since it releases so much dopamine they just end up abusing it even if they actually have ADHD.
Adderall is a very touchy medication when it comes to dosage and other things. Having ADHD or not I don't think has any real bearing on how it works on people - it floods your brain with dopamine and at certain doses induces euphoria. If you have "real ADHD" or not euphoria is the high that people chase (or just abuse it to hyperfocus on shit)
When I was abusing it I would give the bottle to a friend in an effort to not take it all and even got to the point where I considered spending like a thousand dollars on a locked pill automated pill dispenser, something like this (which would basically mean I would only get one dose per day):
It suck everything out of except focus on tasks and the mundaneness... Creativity gone.. Passion gone... In some cases anger coming off of it at the end of the day.. You like to play games? Not on adderall... How about hobbies? Not on adderall.. File paper work focus on school tasks or work adderall got you covered.... NEVER cross with mountain dew or coffee..... Or you come across as a crazy person.This is weird, every account I’ve seen said adderall kills all sex drive and men couldn’t get hard until it wore off
I remember I saw an interview with Alice Cooper, and in reference to Elvis, he said something to the effect, "If you give a man everything he wants, he'll find a way to kill himself""If you want to find out what a man is to the bottom, give him power. Any man can stand adversity — only a great man can stand prosperity." - Robert Ingersoll
One of my cousins bought some Adderall to try and study for some big test back when he was in college. He wound up getting hyperfocused, but unfortunately instead of focusing on his school work, he got real distracted by his messy dorm and spent hours cleaning it. And then he basically binge read the Assassin's Creed wiki.It suck everything out of except focus on tasks and the mundaneness... Creativity gone.. Passion gone... In some cases anger coming off of it at the end of the day.. You like to play games? Not on adderall... How about hobbies? Not on adderall.. File paper work focus on school tasks or work adderall got you covered.... NEVER cross with mountain dew or coffee..... Or you come across as a crazy person.
I wrote about it because I obviously have experience in the matter and I also think its something that isn't spoken about enough - I really think a large proportion of people who get prescribed adderall end up abusing it and falling into a vicious trap. There probably are people for who it works fine.@neger psykolog I get posting about the side effects of these drugs but posting about your own twenty hour gooning experiences is a bit much.
That explains a lot actually.Nick is also just old enough he could try to choose Gen X as his cohort, but he is actually a Millennial. 1980 is the last birth year for Gen X, Rackets was born in December of 1981, putting him a handful of years on the millennial side of the equation,
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Celeste wasn't an only child, right? That would mean interest in the trust fund would be split multiple ways. There would be competing interests who might not want to squander the family inheritance on a bad seed. I wonder if the desire to keep the bodycam from coming out is based on Celeste wanting to keep her siblings in the dark on how badly her son is behaving while enabled with family money. And given her pill bottle on her druggie son's refrigerator next to all the drugs, I wonder if the body cams might provide her siblings with enough justification to audit her and her family, and perhaps adjust their access.
They got Kyle from PKA on distribution of weed, because he wore cargo shorts with a lot of pockets. The idea was that it made it easier to hide it in public spaces to sell. Usually cops do shit like that to make the smaller charges stick but they didn't even try, even with such a strong case.The piles of cash. I'm a little shocked that the police dropped the possibility of distribution quickly, but without any known buyers, they wouldn't have much of a case. The case developed as a posession/child neglect case, not a trafficking case, so they didn't come into the situation expecting to bust a dealer, just a loser junkie. If they had been talking to people who had bought from him and working up the chain to Nick, their approach would have been likely different.
You could say you had problems without talking about twenty hour gooning sessions.I wrote about it because I obviously have experience in the matter and I also think its something that isn't spoken about enough - I really think a large proportion of people who get prescribed adderall end up abusing it and falling into a vicious trap. There probably are people for who it works fine.
TLDR: I share/write about the experience because its not only relevant to Nick but also to warn anyone reading here that adderall is a serious drug and my experience with it will hopefully be a large caution sign for anyone who has ADHD and is considering using it. If people don't want to write honestly about that medication and the risks it has cool, but I think there is value in talking about it openly. There really are a not insignificant number of people who get trapped with it and abuse the fuck out of it and can't find a way out of it.
That's kind of the point - to be able to admit fault and see when something is a destructive influence on your life. Whether its alcohol, adderall, bad friends, a bad job or just general imbalance in life.Earlier in the thread you talked about how you didn't see how someone could be "powerless" to stop from drinking, yet you gooned for twenty hours and almost bought a multi thousand pill robot cause you couldn't be trusted.
Tbf, Alice Cooper was an extreme alcoholic whi found Jesus and became sober, he would know first hand how destructive addiction can beI remember I saw an interview with Alice Cooper, and in reference to Elvis, he said something to the effect, "If you give a man everything he wants, he'll find a way to kill himself"
I think Nick might realize (some) of his mistakes in moments of lucidity, he's just too proud to admit it. The reason he doesn't unfuck himself is because he has the "okay, things have gone to shit, but I can fix this" mentality due to a combination of personal pride and drug mania. This is an example of what I think his thought process might look like:Nick is fucking amazing and hits that threshold with me because it’s perfectly fucking clear that he’s alienating EVERYONE except for a few bad faith grifters like mapton, and he still has not had the lucid moment where it occurs to him that his shit isn’t working.
It’s amazing and terrifying how profoundly disordered Nick is. It doesn’t matter to me if the root cause is affluenza or a bad turn of a gene, the result is the same. He continually exceeds our expectations for the maximum level of stupid a breathing human being ought to be capable of, and so I am comfortable calling that a disorder
If you look at Nick's behavior its likely he has hardcore ADHD given how much he abuses drugs and chases highs constantly. To add to that alcohol floods the brain with dopamine and that's part of the reason for the
This is the one part of your post I respectfully disagree with. Nick isn't anywhere near as smart as he thinks he is.and he had even fewer, if any, that could match him intellectually.
Any linguist worth their salt will tell you that most concepts in law aren't super complicated, it's that lawyers suck at writing, and it's intentional.The legal community is a pack of blue bloods who believe everyone else is beneath them (no offense @AnOminous). They rely on high-falutin' credentials and jargon to put themselves on a pedestal above the laymen.
The law is hard for the everyman to understand, and that's just the way they like it. Nick is not alone in his belief that he can pilpul his way out of anything by saying the magic words; he's just lulzily bad at it.
This part finally gives me hope that the county won't just delete the footage and eat whatever fine comes their way.Lastly, they are also legally required to maintain this data for the duration of Nick’s probation, in case of any violation. This ensures due process and preserves his ability to challenge the conviction or defend against alleged violations. Deleting it now would amount to spoliation of evidence.
I've seen people who've literally straight up committed for us degree murder get. the book thrown at them more than this low IQ drug addict Minnesota lawyerRobbie notes by @Tiki Bar Man 2.
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Yes. When "groking" Null, he finally got an answer, but it declined him twice and then later gave the wrong answer for Kurt's age. (Friday's stream.)Is Nick actually @'groking the AI?
An AI that is known to hallucinate and lie constantly?
I have a fairly good handle on who attends Evangelical Covenant Church of New London, Nick and Kayla's ORIGINAL church that the kids seem to still attend with their grandparents.So we know if the sheriff or the DA attend the same church Kayla/the kids do?
Correct, and I believe this new church that Nick and Kayla (not the kids, apparently) attend is Open Door Christian Church, which is something of a local mega-church. This church is very private about its parishioners' names. Via Pomplun's wife (or sister), I loosely put together that Quin Pomplun attends this church. Interestingly, this church supports and features an extensive drug rehab program.Pomplun attends the same church, but a different service, per Nick.
Neither do I, but Meme Copium (who is otherwise doing excellent work) is dripping out information about a violent domestic incident that we assume he heard from Drex. Naturally, people will speculate. This is particularly relevant considering Nick's behavior towards Keanu. If she had been in the same room as Nick, I'm sure he would have hit her. I think we could all see that.I don't really think this is an appropriate subject to go "tee hee, guess what I know" about. If his source claims to be an eyewitness, who has this person reported it to?
They appear to be alive. Also, Nick recently said on stream that if he relocated to TX he would go back to Tyler, and he referenced his uncles.Not sure why birth dates are missing on this view. Something to look into.
Adderall is a really strange drug
All I can say is that Nick has been taking his Adderall in the morning on streams. He's been very open about this fact. He tends to start the streams acting very groggy, takes his meds around 30-60 minutes later, and then revs up about an hour after that.people with ADHD report calming effects from adderall, people without ADHD report stimulating effects
That doesn't seem normal.Interestingly, this church supports and features an extensive drug rehab program.
Speech-to-text is a cruel mistress.I've seen people who've literally straight up committed for us degree murder get. the book thrown at them more than this low IQ drug addict Minnesota lawyer
I genuinely wonder if Nick has connections in the local government, because there's a witch connected father.
People have been claiming that certain AIs won't lie as much if you input your prompts in Hindi.Is Nick actually @'groking the AI?
An AI that is known to hallucinate and lie constantly?
Yes, and Josh could retaliate with "Better than being an ex-lawyer."Terrible idea, Nick would never shutup about Josh being a non-practicing lolyer.