I don’t know how to doxx man. I hoped someone here could get her a similar thread. I looked thru her tweets she is gross as fuck
👺 Your 推し is くそ Ellie Lois Marcus / fallenshadow / Shondo / syadouu / shadowxeclipse / killudesu / IRresolute / @fallenshadow_YT
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You don't need to phonebook them to write a thread on them.
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- This tweet implies that she only left the house three times in a couple of weeks (twice to go shopping, once to go to a dentist): https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1918705253228155111 (https://archive.ph/7WPuN)
- Ellie can't drive: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow/status/1919027227963871592 (https://archive.ph/FEuor)
- Here is a full-body picture of her, with a censored face. She is wearing long sleeves on a sunny day in Florida (perhaps to hide self-harm scars): https://archive.ph/uIQ6Q (archive of https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQbn3hkCmc7d-X3pWiHKxpQ/community)
- Before she was Shondo, Fallenshadow used to do livestreams where she ate kitchen sponges. Though this is likely lost media.
- In another old stream that is likely lost media, she claimed to have smoked weed in a school bathroom when she was 12 years old.
- She speaks in a British accent during many of her old streams. Many of her old streams are lost media, but the ones which have been archived are here: https://archive.org/details/fallenshadow-asmr-archived-streams
These streams are incredibly dull, but they are still more tolerable to sit through than her current day toddler roleplays.
2019-09-10 livestream:
5:00: Ellie used to go to sleep at 7 AM and sleep until 9 AM or 6 PM (and claimed that there was no in-between). She often doesn't get any sleep at all when she has morning shifts at work.
8:45: Her hair is unhealthy and falling out because she says she hasn't been taking care of herself for 1-2 years.
11:32: Says that she is 5'7, and says that she is tall.
21:00: Claims to be taller than most of her male coworkers.
21:20: Is addicted to a Love Live! mobile game.
24:20: Claims that she hasn't watched anime in months. It seems like she got burned out on anime after her youth when she spent entire days doing nothing but watching it.
25:50: Went to London in May 2019. Later we will learn that this is when she met up with her boyfriend.
26:09: Says that she has never set foot in an airport before, and she is going alone to visit her boyfriend in Florida.
28:50-44:30: Does pulls in the Love Live! mobile game and ignores the stream.
49:35: Ellie says that she has had mental breakdowns at her job in the restaurant industry. She started crying, and customers were staring at her and asking her what was wrong.
52:08: Claims to be paid £6.15 per hour at her job, and doesn't get tipped.
55:00: "Hid" a body pillow on her brother's chair, in her mother's wardrobe, and in the corner of the kitchen.
1:00:55: States that her voice is fake in every video.
1:01:08: Doesn't have contact with one side of her family (her father's side, obviously). Has no idea about her family's history further back than her grandparents.
1:05:25: Has nobody to go to the movie theatre with her. The only person that will hang out with her in real life is her 11 year old little sister.
1:09:30: Fallenshadow says that people should man up and accept that lolis are children, and accept the fact that they are 12 years old.
1:12:49: Got drunk on a voice chat on Christmas.
1:14:59: Fallenshadow claims that she doesn't have a Facebook.
1:20:00: She was 10 years old the last time she had a bedroom.
1:28:00: Says that she is streaming in the same room as her sleeping sister in the middle of the night.
1:30:17: Says that her "kitsune" voice is closest to her normal voice, and then proceeds to speak almost normally.
1:34:25: Her sister wakes up and angrily tells her to "stop".
1:37:05: Someone asks if she is a loli in real life. She basically laughs it off.
1:40:50: Met her boyfriend through her ASMR. This means that she started her loli ASMR before getting a boyfriend.
1:43:00: In 2019, she made less than minimum wage from YouTube.
1:45:50: Says she prefers winter to summer (this could be because she can hide her self-harm scars with long sleeves).
1:47:35: Says that she needs constant validation.
1:49:30: Claims that friendships for her have never turned out well.
1:51:00: Claims to have never had a friend, and says that she hates the idea of friendships. Ellie says that the one person she thought was a friend only hung out with her out of pity because she was a loner and a loser.
1:57:31: Uses a Blue Yeti microphone. This is the same microphone that is in one of the newer face photographs.
1:59:25: Says that she has known her boyfriend since the beginning of her channel (when she was 15).
2:00:30: Describes the amount she eats. The amount she ate in one day consisted of small amounts of fruit, candy, and ramen. She described this as "a lot" for her. She said that she is eating twice as much food as she did a month or two ago, and describes eating food as "hard".
2:14:40: Says that she is going on a plane for the first time (to visit her boyfriend in Florida).
2:19:45: Claims to work a minimum wage service job, and says she has zero friends (perhaps the hideous raccoon makeup and anorexia scared potential friends away).
2:26:10: She is more comfortable using voices that aren't her own in videos.
2:27:30: Confirms that the London trip in May 2019 was to meet up with her boyfriend in-person.
- Ellie can't drive: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow/status/1919027227963871592 (https://archive.ph/FEuor)
- Here is a full-body picture of her, with a censored face. She is wearing long sleeves on a sunny day in Florida (perhaps to hide self-harm scars): https://archive.ph/uIQ6Q (archive of https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQbn3hkCmc7d-X3pWiHKxpQ/community)
- Before she was Shondo, Fallenshadow used to do livestreams where she ate kitchen sponges. Though this is likely lost media.
- In another old stream that is likely lost media, she claimed to have smoked weed in a school bathroom when she was 12 years old.
- She speaks in a British accent during many of her old streams. Many of her old streams are lost media, but the ones which have been archived are here: https://archive.org/details/fallenshadow-asmr-archived-streams
These streams are incredibly dull, but they are still more tolerable to sit through than her current day toddler roleplays.
2019-09-10 livestream:
5:00: Ellie used to go to sleep at 7 AM and sleep until 9 AM or 6 PM (and claimed that there was no in-between). She often doesn't get any sleep at all when she has morning shifts at work.
8:45: Her hair is unhealthy and falling out because she says she hasn't been taking care of herself for 1-2 years.
11:32: Says that she is 5'7, and says that she is tall.
21:00: Claims to be taller than most of her male coworkers.
21:20: Is addicted to a Love Live! mobile game.
24:20: Claims that she hasn't watched anime in months. It seems like she got burned out on anime after her youth when she spent entire days doing nothing but watching it.
25:50: Went to London in May 2019. Later we will learn that this is when she met up with her boyfriend.
26:09: Says that she has never set foot in an airport before, and she is going alone to visit her boyfriend in Florida.
28:50-44:30: Does pulls in the Love Live! mobile game and ignores the stream.
49:35: Ellie says that she has had mental breakdowns at her job in the restaurant industry. She started crying, and customers were staring at her and asking her what was wrong.
52:08: Claims to be paid £6.15 per hour at her job, and doesn't get tipped.
55:00: "Hid" a body pillow on her brother's chair, in her mother's wardrobe, and in the corner of the kitchen.
1:00:55: States that her voice is fake in every video.
1:01:08: Doesn't have contact with one side of her family (her father's side, obviously). Has no idea about her family's history further back than her grandparents.
1:05:25: Has nobody to go to the movie theatre with her. The only person that will hang out with her in real life is her 11 year old little sister.
1:09:30: Fallenshadow says that people should man up and accept that lolis are children, and accept the fact that they are 12 years old.
1:12:49: Got drunk on a voice chat on Christmas.
1:14:59: Fallenshadow claims that she doesn't have a Facebook.
1:20:00: She was 10 years old the last time she had a bedroom.
1:28:00: Says that she is streaming in the same room as her sleeping sister in the middle of the night.
1:30:17: Says that her "kitsune" voice is closest to her normal voice, and then proceeds to speak almost normally.
1:34:25: Her sister wakes up and angrily tells her to "stop".
1:37:05: Someone asks if she is a loli in real life. She basically laughs it off.
1:40:50: Met her boyfriend through her ASMR. This means that she started her loli ASMR before getting a boyfriend.
1:43:00: In 2019, she made less than minimum wage from YouTube.
1:45:50: Says she prefers winter to summer (this could be because she can hide her self-harm scars with long sleeves).
1:47:35: Says that she needs constant validation.
1:49:30: Claims that friendships for her have never turned out well.
1:51:00: Claims to have never had a friend, and says that she hates the idea of friendships. Ellie says that the one person she thought was a friend only hung out with her out of pity because she was a loner and a loser.
1:57:31: Uses a Blue Yeti microphone. This is the same microphone that is in one of the newer face photographs.
1:59:25: Says that she has known her boyfriend since the beginning of her channel (when she was 15).
2:00:30: Describes the amount she eats. The amount she ate in one day consisted of small amounts of fruit, candy, and ramen. She described this as "a lot" for her. She said that she is eating twice as much food as she did a month or two ago, and describes eating food as "hard".
2:14:40: Says that she is going on a plane for the first time (to visit her boyfriend in Florida).
2:19:45: Claims to work a minimum wage service job, and says she has zero friends (perhaps the hideous raccoon makeup and anorexia scared potential friends away).
2:26:10: She is more comfortable using voices that aren't her own in videos.
2:27:30: Confirms that the London trip in May 2019 was to meet up with her boyfriend in-person.
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wait, she has/had a job? what was it, I find it hard to believe, but form the later comment maybe dishwasher or waitress? I imagine she'd do awfully at either
commonly caused by anorexia, in her case, couples with the drugs and terrible eating habits its probably even worse
I believe her sister can't stand her in the current year (deserved)
yeah I'll send it your way when I pass by it again bb
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I am outting myself as someone who decided to click and now has that video in my youtube history because of curiosity, but this is a shitpost video. I wanted to self harm by enduring the cringe but its just some Nyanners tier lol so randum anime girl saying weird things shitpost and not actual loli asmr.
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You mean that her fans were coping when they told us that this 23-year-old woman naturally sounds like a toddler because of stunted growth? No way.
I doubt her “fans” checked her old content even if they knew about it. I got “scolded” for stating her real height in a yt video comments section where she claimed that she was mistaken for a child. “Why are you using her dox to state irl info about her”. These maggots talk about how bad is to dox someone yet they read everything. Like imagine complaining that your “oshi” got doxxed while being here ogling on her info. I mean I would prolly be mad too if I would find out my “oshi” is not a small loli but a grown ass corny woman
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She's also 5'7 so her growth wasn't even stunted.
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Was unaware they sold this without acetaminophen mixed in (Night Nurse). There's a general coy thing in UK pharma where pretty much any abusable medication will fuck you over before hitting a recreational dosage because it has acetaminophen or ibuprofen as part of the preparation.
She wouldn't be able to stream and also abuse it in the same way she's able to abuse opioids. Even a normal dose of DPH kinda knocks you out, we sell it alone as a sleep-aid and from experience it works pretty damn well.
Yeah this is one of the biggest copes w.r.t Shondo. What's odd is that many of her fans pride themselves on hands-off stalking here (we even had one such faggot in the thread) so they're all well aware of the ins-and-outs of her life. A real Shondopilled individual knows she's 5'7" so I've no idea where this collective cope came from - presumably from the many loliniggers on twitter that defend her but don't really consume her content.
The amount of "hidden lore" they boast about in /shon/ is astounding, they know a frightening amount about her and very smugly reference it in the thread to dunk on newfags.
Sorry for asking but where did you get these messages from ?
tachycardia is not that uncommon especially in today’s age. I also have it also have hypertension and I am in my twenties.
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Instead of posting bits of her discord piecemeal, please use an exporter to create an entire dump - particularly if you have access to the sub channel.
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Stunted growth lol the woman is like 170cm
I think this woman is the perfect example of the triangle of woman, no woman is:
1. Good looking
2. Mentally sane
3. Single
You can have 2 of 3
Why are women like this?
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The european benadryl isn’t really addictive since it doesn’t contain diphenhydramine that makes you high. Generally the european version has cetirizine/acrivastine which isn’t addictive at least that’s what I got from google. Also goddamn pills over pills I wonder when is she gonna get into the big boys drugs like Krokodil, Meth and Heroin.
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If it's anything like Aus stuff then yea it's basically not gonna do anything unless you are kinda strange. cough syrup used to absolutely knock me out as a kid and still kinda does last time I took it when I was super sick.
Paracetamol does it as well if I've not taken any for like 4 or so months.
I remember someone here mentioning they think her "mommy voice" voice changer is actually her real voice, but there's this clip of her mom having a genuine reaction so I doubt that's the case.
Idk medication for me doesn’t work much. I never got knocked by meds ever. Fuck I even needed a double dose of anesthesia when I had surgery or teeth extraction.
She worked as a hotel restaurant waitress: https://archive.ph/uIQ6Q (archive of https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQbn3hkCmc7d-X3pWiHKxpQ/community)
She had mental breakdowns in front of customers at this job, so she did do awfully.
All of her voices are fake. She doesn't use her real voice in her videos or streams. The voice closest to her normal voice is her "kitsune voice".
In the 2019-09-10 livestream, at 1:25:10 she talks in a fake deep southern US accent, and at 1:28:55 she uses her "succubus voice" (aka her "mommy voice").
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