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Even before I physically and socially transitioned, the gender dysphoria alone and being mismatched with how I feel versus how the world interacts with me as made me resort to isolation to not deal with the slew of microaggressions or triggering.
I have not had a regular full time job for 3 years, nor any new friends. I had no friend I talk to for 3 years. I did part time jobs and went to school for a bit, but didn't thrive. It's like the older I get the less I can deal with it, or at least people don't have the time or interest in you anymore after the age of 25. Even socially awkward or depressed people can still make friends if they're young. And the more isolated I am, the weirder and weirder I get.
I don't think I am autistic, but I do think struggling with gender dysphoria alone colors everything else in life and it's hard to thrive or "act naturally". People always sense something is off about you and they get uncanny valley vibes. If you don't look conventionally male or female, or behave how they expect, people also don't want to vouch for you.
I need more money soon and I don't want to go back to sex work, and I am struggling to get remote jobs too.
Even before I physically and socially transitioned, the gender dysphoria alone and being mismatched with how I feel versus how the world interacts with me as made me resort to isolation to not deal with the slew of microaggressions or triggering.
I have not had a regular full time job for 3 years, nor any new friends. I had no friend I talk to for 3 years. I did part time jobs and went to school for a bit, but didn't thrive. It's like the older I get the less I can deal with it, or at least people don't have the time or interest in you anymore after the age of 25. Even socially awkward or depressed people can still make friends if they're young. And the more isolated I am, the weirder and weirder I get.
I don't think I am autistic, but I do think struggling with gender dysphoria alone colors everything else in life and it's hard to thrive or "act naturally". People always sense something is off about you and they get uncanny valley vibes. If you don't look conventionally male or female, or behave how they expect, people also don't want to vouch for you.
I need more money soon and I don't want to go back to sex work, and I am struggling to get remote jobs too.
This is exactly why transition doesn't work and doctors should stop giving into activists. Many of these people are chronically unemployed and pariahs either due to the fact that everyone around them hates them for forcing them walk on eggshells or because troonism is comorbid with everything.
The comments just prove this point.
"If people were just more accepting!" Then you'd find another excuse to be dysfunctional!