There's clearly something as wrong with you as there is with us. You're one of us.
Gooble gobble, one of us, one of us.
I’ve been debating on replying, as the intellligent choice is to allow things to die down and be forgotten, but as I’ve been tagged once again I figure I might as well… Since I stay rent free in a few people’s mind.
(Hojack being another one, thanks for the compliment if you read this.)
It’s interesting you believe I view myself as separate from you all here. The truth is I find websites like KF to be very needed in our society. Due to a heavy push of toxic positivity there must always be an equal opposite counter, KF provides this for those that need to just let it out without fear of judgement. Though judgement comes at times here, you all mostly accept that you’re all deranged. I appreciate that.
With that being said, unfortunately Destiny turned me down for the job. He was kind in the email, but just felt I was wanting to take on such a broad role he wasn’t needing to fill. So I’m sorry Pepsi, I won’t be able to provide your amazing mockups to him, but I encourage you to do so! The buttplug one I’m sure is a knock out seller.
In the end I have edited down the video to only include the dgg section of the vid, I know many people downloaded it and that’s perfectly fine! I’m very restrictive on what I put out on the internet and do my best to not put anything out that I am not prepared to defend or accept that someone will hold over my head. I feel it’s best to act with integrity… mainly because I’m too lazy to try to remember multiple lies. Lol
I chose to edit the video because of a comment that made me realize that now that I was denied the job to reconsider the purpose of my video. And the truth is… I stayed for so long in dgg not because I looked up to Destiny, but instead I appreciated a community that has such a mix of different people with vastly different values. I meant it when I said I’m not allowed to be mad in my personal life because my kids, my parents, my friends, etc. all get scared of me. Not in a cringe I’ll go Hulk, but more so I can be very crude and I can be viscerally clear what is wrong with someone… and though they may need to hear it, if I’m mad I no longer hold a filter. So I get stuck in having to smile and just say “oh ok, I’ll think about that. Thank you”
With Dgg I didn’t have to do that. I got to take out all my cringy rage and anger and not care about feelings I hurt because they are just as bad, if not worse, as me.
And my hair I do change, but honestly not often. I do so about every 3-6 months or when I finally feel like spending the money. I know it’s fun to judge someone, trust me I know.
but unfortunately I can’t say that I’m the manic bpd that yall are wanting me to be. I take time to think about something before doing so, such as any tats or piercings or haircuts, I sit on the idea for months. If I realize I’m still wanting it then, that’s when I act on it. The YT video is the most not thought out thing I’ve ever done. Lol But! If it helps, I am manic sometimes behind closed doors… mainly when I feel someone is trying to control me, I tend to lose my shit then.
Anyways, I’m not scared to be judged. I find value in almost all feedback, like the bangs issue. I was sure that my bangs were off, but no one agreed with me, so now I have confirmation. Also, they’re meant to be the front doll bangs… so they kinda looked more off with me trying to side part them.
I have no opinion on anything happening personally with Destiny, I believe that someone’s sexual habits, as long as legal and currently it seems that is the case, should remain private. We all have demons. We all have shadows we hide. Who am I to judge someone else’s.
And I’m sorry for calling out Blav, I wasn’t making fun of them, but I was trying to make a very pointy point! I do stand by my appreciation for Destiny and his integrity, regardless of his motive for it, it is something that Blav themselves has pointed out they don’t have here in KF because they’d be ashamed if their family knew. For the homo bit though, I was honestly saying I find it so funny how into it they are that Blav has to be gay, but in hindsight I do agree it wasn’t right… I just wanted their attention. I got it and I learned yall can pull up deleted logs on Reddit. So that really helped me.
No harm no foul right?
You’re still my bestie
@Pepsi Vs Coke. Fight! <3
