Omg thank you I was wondering how to bring this topic up. But it’s pretty scummy how all these women claim to show the “real ugly raw truth of struggling with chronic illness” but they’re always perfectly groomed and styled. Sure sometimes they post “unflattering” cry face pictures or “mcas flares” but they still manage to make it aesthetic and not gross. The ones who go full gross are either too ugly to pass as a dainty hospital princess or they do it on purpose for attention, and those girls only get attention from us anyway, they never become a famous influencer.
They claim they’re spreading awareness and normalizing chronic illness/disability but if I were a young woman looking for inspirational content related to my condition and find people I can relate to, looking at their content would only make me doubt myself and feel super self conscious. The way they present it, you have to look pretty and put together even when you’re in 20/10 pain and liddurally dyeeeeing. It’s fucking sad.
I was hospitalized for pretty serious reasons, and I remember being embarrassed that my legbeard was on full display and I hadn’t gotten my eyebrows done in months. But almost immediately I stopped myself and went “wait a fucking second, I’m in severe pain and in a life threatening condition, WTF why should I care about beauty standards right now??” And I didn’t even follow or seek out “chronic illness warrior” content at that time, it’s not like I was comparing myself to other sick women just regular beauty standards. Imagine how much damage they do to their (undoubtedly young and likely ED suffering) audience by perpetuating this shit
Imagine thinking you're going to have a wife, a partner in life- and literally within the first year of marriage she completely self-destructs, shaves her head and starts dressing like an insane person, starts larping that she can't walk and makes you take care of her like a baby, and rants online about how she's going to be sick forever and ever and you're going to take care of her until your own health goes to shit due to your [real] health problems. What the hell.
The one positive going for Andy is that she likes Golden Girls. It truly seems like she just pretended to need sped program for the attention at a pretty young age (she may have struggled, but not a 10th of what she claims). That is the weirdest behavior. It reminds me of adopted/traumatized kids who latch on to any new attention giving figure. I don't think anything her parents are doing now (that she describes) is abusive, but either she came out of the womb this personality disordered or had some fucked up family life. I imagine that her parents are pretty fucked up people too.
Regarding her skincare: Thank you KFS, I cannot fathom and would have never guessed the insane cost of that shit. Also, I am convinced that all the people on r/skincareaddiction or perhaps most gen z are speds. They put 6 different acids and exfoliants on their skin twice a day and then ask why their skin is irritated.
Also, as a non-horse kind of girl, I feel like I'm learning so much. I'm down for 'tism knowledge shared about almost anything.
At least Andie's doctors correctly diagnosed her as a POS:
Andie is very punchable, especially when she's smugging because she got her way. I think I said this before, but I'd love to see her camera roll. It must just be endless photos of her favorite subject: herself. She's going to be screwed if her home kicks her out, and she's even more screwed when/if her parents are no longer willing or able to help her.
Rose Merrill / thefairygrandmother / rosethrives has been selling fetish content for years and her accounts were just found. I normally don’t post this kind of update but she’s getting innocent people to play into her fetishes in public and send her gifts to fulfill it by hiding behind a thin veneer of wholesomeness. She’s also involving actual children by posting this content on places like Tiktok where her audience skews very young and gullible. They seem to be taken in by her collections of toys and frilly dresses, unaware that this is making her horny.
If you don’t remember Rose, she’s the one with the trach for unspecified reasons who posts herself gagging during tube changes, who claims to have Stiff Person Syndrome and wears obnoxious oversized glasses and fluffy lolita dresses all the time. She lives in some sort of assisted living complex with her boyfriend-caregiver, Blayze, whose username is Horselord don’t think about the implications of it too hard. About seven months ago they did an interview on Special Books by Special Kids and gained a new audience from it. Rose also has a childhood history of sexual abuse. On her regular social media she sometimes discusses this and says all the literal child’s play is age regression to help her process the trauma. She basically tries to brush it off as a little harmless, non-sexual fun, playing dress up and giving herself the happy childhood she didn’t get.
For the past few months Rose has been running a GoFundMe campaign to get a service dog. At the same time she was posting some weird fetish-y photoshoots or taking videos when she’s obviously naked in bed with a blanket pulled up to cover her flappy parts. After these posts she would get sometimes substantial donations to the GFM leading people to speculate that she was using the donations to hide income from selling fetish pics. As in, the SFW versions were advertisements, then she’d discuss with customers in private, then she’d tell them to send the payment as a GFM donation so it’s not income.
On 22 May someone made a single anonymous donation of $2100 that put her over the goal. Almost immediately people were saying this was someone paying for services.
On 25 May she announced her “retired service dog” (anxious basketcase who never worked) needs dental surgery. On 3 June she raised the goal on the service dog campaign saying she needs it to pay for the older dog’s surgery.
The same day she posted a video of her playing in a “sensory club” for children and fake-struggling on the equipment. I have this video archived but can't get it to upload to save my fucking life.
A video of how she keeps her mattress dry despite her incontinence issues. Not watching.
But most importantly this one. Tips from her “journey as a sex worker” which has been going on since she was 18. Where she says “sex work is never a secret. Everyone you know will find out.” Well, that's certainly how today's gonna go. Just so you know, Rose has since deleted this video because she did NOT want her current audience to find out what she's doing. Whoops, better luck next life.
And with that confirmation that she’s selling pornography somewhere, someone much braver than I went on the hunt and found... Tinkie. Also known as tinkietoddles (Xitter/justforfans), Tinkiestroubles (insta), PrincessTinkie (reddit), and LittleTinkie (Fansly). Needless to say pretty much everything I’m about to post is VERY NSFW. The main spoilers are already bad. The spoilers inside spoilers are the “don’t open dead inside” content. You have been warned. However gross you think Rose is, it's worse.
There's a text-only tl;dr at the bottom (final spoiler) if you don't want to see any of it but still want to know what was found.
She made her Twitter account in 2018 which tracks with her saying she’s been doing this since she was 18. The oldest post I could retrieve was from October 2019 when she was 19. #adultbaby. She has an affiliate code from a company that makes oversized baby clothes for adults.
Oh and yes she’s wearing a diaper.
A diaper she gets off on exposing to the staff at physical therapy.
#sissy #dollification
wetting the bed.
Imagine doing this then being mad that coomers respond with dick pics and fantasies.
She also posts about her fake health problems
Lookin like a down syndrome kid.
Masturbating with an electric toothbrush. Okay, I'll bite. Bristle side? Non bristle side / just the vibrations? Same brush you use on your teeth? Dedicated masturbating brush? If she can buy adult diapers with cartoon prints and plus-sized onesies that snap at the crotch online, why not an actual vibrator?
she was living with her mother during this time and was getting mobility aids to stay there.
This guy wants her to cry and blow her nose into a handkerchief on video for a long time then send it to him for masturbation purposes. The apocalypse is running awfully late, wouldn’t you say?
It's all mixed up with disability LARP but for now she's not really crossing the streams.
Yes she’s actually pissing in the diapers and commenting on how much urine they absorb.
I don’t even have anything to say. Do you know how weird that is for me? I usually never shut the hell up but I just… I got nothing. I only ever see trannies, furries and tranny furries jerking off to “being padded.”
Here’s where she gets diagnosed FND and says that can’t be the right answer
The fetish shoots with the pets on the bed are really bothering me. So much of this content is made with her dog or the family cat laying next to her
I regret to inform you that her twitter is the tame stuff.
More "answers about her health"
Her mom was aware of all this, I guess.
Another post about someone being exposed to her coomer bullshit. The carer finds a buttplug while cleaning and calls it her unicorn horn. Rose then demonstrates.
This is painful for me. I want to comment on the munchie comment and the grift but I don’t know Rose lore well enough to. So instead I ignore the drama posts while trying not to vomit from the diaper porn. Just… no comment. It’s all haram.
Right, the original crib she claimed was to keep her safe during pseudoseizures but was actually because she is a disgusting individual who masturbates in soiled diapers while pretending to be a baby.
OH HEY WHY DON’T YOU TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE ROSE AND STOP POSTING FETISH CONTENT ON PUBLIC SOCIAL MEDIA ACCESSED BY CHILDREN WITH NOT EVEN SO MUCH AS AN 18+ WARNING.
In below spoiler you will find a video of Rose pissing herself, rubbing her crotch, and sniffing her hands.
Starts selling content but if you don’t want to pay her you can donate to a charity of her choosing.
Trying to expose the public to her fetish again, this time by buying bibs that give her plausible deniability by pretending she needs them and is trying to go for the least obvious version.
Her “brother” is a pooner. Claiming she pays for everything out of her SSI including rent while living at home.
“My disability has nothing to do with my kink.” (X)
Claiming she has a mitochondrial disease and an anoxic brain injury now.
selling porn again, this time her masturbating with sex toys. She later offers it at half price if you donate to Black Lives Matter. I feel like I’m in some surrealist performance art piece.
Is that a fucking playpen?
Out of nowhere in july she’s shaved her head. Normally I’d be talking about cancer clout but I’m convinced Rose did this to look more like an actual baby in her pornography.
Almost a year later when she decided to let it grow back in she was doing peachfuzz titty shots.
Rose has always claimed this is just her processing the trauma of the sex abuse she suffered as a kid. I used to have a tiny tiny bit of sympathy before I read through all of these accounts.
Bring back shame. I’m not even including them all. She posts diaper pics multiple times per day.
Interesting. The munchie is being skinwalked. First post is deleted unfortunately.
She copes by adding things to her amazon wishlist but that doesn’t mean she expects you to buy them!! Only if you want to… because she does need things you know . . .
Remember when Rose DFE’d in late 2020? Here it is. She shut down her non-kink accounts because she had been open about her fetish on them which meant people discussing her fake illnesses knew about them and were close to connecting the dots. So she changed all her handles and deactivated the ones she could spare, her munchie accounts, to protect her porn accounts.
“A pinch of gay.”
Anyone who looks at this shit and gets turned on goes right in the fucking woodchipper. I don't care about ~consenting adults~. Stop sexualizing children and childhood.
and now she’s shitting herself too.
Her mom opened her amazon package and it was sex toys. HAHA so funny!!!!
The juxtaposition of “I’m so sick, I might die” and ‘my new clit pump came in the mail!”
doing content with her bipap now
“if you go out in public and openly practice kink, usually these people do not consent.” YUP. I don’t consent to any of it. Nor do the people who are fooled into thinking you're a very disabled, possibly somewhat retarded woman who just enjoys fluffy toys and frilly dresses and can't help that her legs are contracted in a strangely sexual way in this photo
NEITHER IS NEITHER AN OPTION I PICK NEITHER
“don’t repost” lmao drop dead
In October 2021 she announces she’s leaving indefinitely. Two weeks later shes’ back to say she’s moving into the facility she’s in now.
And now she has an oversized baby swing. (She gave this swing to her sister as a gift after using it in her fetish shoots.)
I’m actually beyond repulsed by her. Even taking the fetish angle out she’s just such an intentionally ugly person and, especially post-trach, the sound of her voice and the unpleasant throat sounds and all of that just make my brain go “put it out of its misery.” It's like the baby from Eraserhead.
in April 2023 she leaves saying she won’t be back.
After a long break she comes back somehow worse, now with a trach and a urostomy, to announce she’s “creating content” on Fansly. It’s one of those offbrand onlyfans platforms. She is just using twatter to advertise paid services over there.
Now she’s on Just For Fans, another OF clone.
It only gets worse from here. Really gross shit under this spoiler.
“Daddy” is Horselord Blayze. Before I think it was a hypothetical “daddy’ but now it’s definitely her live-in freak, who has many fetishes Rose now participates in. One of them is “puppy play.”
I hate it. Oh god.
Selling snapchat calls now.
Oh yeah in case there was even a tiny hair of a fraction of a doubt, HorseLord also has a medical fetish.
One of the people who discovered these accounts also found a Tiktok video from August 2023 where she admits that meeting her boyfriend was the reason she went through with the trach. On her normie tiktok she tries to pass this off as a sweet story where he made her realize she had something to live for but nah dude. They talked a doctor into traching her because it makes his peepee hard.
When I said it gets worse, I mean Rose now posts videos of the ‘orgasm torture’ fetish they’re into.
So the answer to the question I was trying not to let my brain ask about “how does her diaper fetish work now that she’s got the urostomy?” is “she squeezes the piss out of her ostomy bag into the diaper so she can roll around in it.
She’s going full Goonclown.
EVEN IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL ROSE??? IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU’RE DOING FETISH PORN NOW?? What happened to consent? Those people in the hospital with you sure as fuck didn’t consent to you filming kink content while they’re trying to recover from surgeries and illnesses.
Claiming she just whoops, fell over in the middle of posting her porn! Teehee, silly rose!
She’s going to put on super absorbent diaper, open her urostomy, and pump 2L of TPN into herself so she can just leak piss out of her ostomy overnight and wake up to a wet diaper that needs changing.
Oh and post it for pay of course.
She wants to do collabs but only with females, open to trans if they don’t put their gross man-penis anywhere near her. Lol even the “allies” know they’re men and don’t want them to take their dicks out.
Oh right and she got her clit pierced.
For anyone still reading, I'm sorry, it gets worse from here.
On Fansly she uses the handle LittleTinkie. Thankfully most of the nudes here are behind a paywall but we can see her text only posts and the less NSFW but still NSFW pics. Here’s the kind of content we’re missing out on:
First post, March 17. Horselord is apparently belting her in these. So much for “I use this to process the trauma of my abusive childhood.”
She wants to be a good anal slut for Horselord.
I know I can’t blame this all on Blayze because she was already doing diaper content before she met him and she had to delete her original sicksta because people were grossed out by her flaunting her ddlg fetish even back then, but god dammit if she didn’t escalate to hardcore shit as soon as they got together.
She moves temporarily into physical rehab. She’s not doing custom videos “out of respect”
that lasts less than two weeks.
Doing "devotee" content now which is the subspecies of medical fetish where people fetishize amputation, paraplegia, spasticity, etc. Basically a fetish for severe disability.
I have really never been so happy that paywalls exist.
Even with all of these medical devices she’s not getting engagement so she tells people she’ll try sounding on a live for them. Please don’t tell me thats what those things that look like pottery tools are for I do not want to know.
(I thought the roller with the points was a tracing wheel for transferring patterns to fabric at first. Nah, it's a Waartenberg pinwheel, an old timey neurological testing stuff that's now a regular part of these communities, I guess. )
Right the super expensive gait trainer she “needed” was just something else for her fetish content. Still getting no engagement.
She removes the entrance fee to get on her lives because no one is interested.
“bringing myself to orgasm with a rough toothbrush tearing at my pussy.” What part of her is she brushing? I assume this is the regular toothbrush pictured above and not the electric masturbation brush of yore. But is this penetrative brushing like are the walls of her vagina now exfoliated? Is she scrub-a-dubbing it on her clit? What would even make you look at a toothbrush and think “I’m going to fuck myself with that?” And how is any of this leading to an orgasm? It isn't right???
The clit is getting clipped. Makes me think this was an internal toothbrushing. She wouldn't go get assessed for this with her clit all mangled by toothbrush bristles... right?
Uhm. She’s reposting other porn models fucking very large Bad Dragon dildos shaped like animal penises. Reminder that we found this because of suspicious donos to her service dog GoFundMe. And reminder that her boyfriends handle is horselord. And they’re into “puppy play” and Rose wears ears and a bone-shaped gag during sex. And that Rose used to put her old dog Sloane on the bed while she was doing fetish shoots. You can’t convince me the puppy will be safe in their care.
This is the breeder, their facebook, and her personal mobile phone number just in case you want to, you know, drop her a line, shoot the shit, discuss the ethics of one of their clients potentially including one of their dogs in fetish porn. . .
Confirmation that she’s selling videos that are against TOS off site and arranging this through DMs. Remember that big, huge anonymous donation she got that met her GFM goal to get the dog? Anyone thinking that was a “loan” she’ll repay in content once she has the dog?
Speaking of dog fuckers Rose would like you to know that her butt plug is a puppy tail.
You guys know Rodney Alcala? He was a serial killer in the 70s. Was on a dating show in the middle of his murder spree. After he was arrested they found over a thousand photos of unidentified women and children in a storage locker. Some have been released to the public hoping the people in them could be identified, but most were too sexually explicit to even redact and release. Anyway this is what I imagine those unreleased photos are like.
Special lube. You know. You have your everyday lube, your goin’ out lube, your festive holiday lube (peppermint flavored!), your special occasion lube, your funeral lube. . .
Oh god it’s even worse than the twitter version because here she gives us all the details.
Hey remember those fetish-lite photos that made us think she was selling porn through DMs and using the GFM as a payment platform? Yeah she posted them to her porn platforms to tell people she just got her pussy tortured by horselord. I think everyone was thinking if we found her kink content, we’d find maybe some topless pics, some embarrassing nudes. I don’t think anyone expected diaper porn, dogs, and her boyfriend pretending to sexually torture a medically fragile child.
Oh and the clown makeup/cat ears getup? Yeah that was to film a piss fetish video to show how she drains her urostomy bag.
Yes she went to the ER just to make fetish content she could sell.
I have nothing to say except that it suddenly dawned on me that she is probably also letting him piss on her and possibly in her mouth.
oh and her ever changing fake contractures are hilarious. She was just shaking her leg then flexing and contracting her toes.
She also has a JustForFans but that’s subscription only with no previews thank the LORD.
Here’s her kinky amazon wishlist in case you want to buy her something to meet her fetish needs. I had no idea you could even buy things like this on Amazon.
Dog ovipositor dildo. Added 2 June 2024. A dildo shaped like a dog’s penis that comes with fake “eggs” you pump into yourself. Right after she got a massive donation to her service dog fund after posting she’ll sell harder content not allowed by TOS through DMs. The slope is actually slippery this time. A dog is not fucking safe with them.
The rest is so mundane compared to that. Diapers, enema sets, lolita dresses, baby toys, and realistic dildos. I can't believe this passes for mundane with this one. Imagine if someone like Andie had posted this.
She also has a regular amazon wishlist full of “innocent” items if you’d like to buy her things to meet her fetish needs, but in a less obvious way.
She even has them connected. If you access Rose’s SFW amazon wishlist from her Linktree or regular socials, the Tinkie one pops up under it. This brazen cunt.
oh god I forgot reddit lets you post basically whatever coomer shit you want as long as you don’t say men aren’t women.
Get off your high horse. You were pissing in diapers and sleeping in a crib when you lived at home, laughing that your mom opened your sex toy packages and put “baby is sleeping” signs on the door. You forced your mom to play along just like you're now making your Tiktok audience and the general public participate.
So many of her posts get deleted because they violate the subreddit rules.
To fight back against this censorship, she made a new subreddit, r/abdllittlespace, of which she is the sole mod and poster.
How does there keep being more?! Account started Feb 2022. Diaper and piss content, as is expected from her. How quickly we grow accustomed to our new, piss-soaked normal.
Account goes dark in March 2022 and comes back almost exactly 2 years later, when she’s had the trach installed.
Oh the reason she wasn’t doing “little” stuff on Fansly is they banned ageplay because gross pedo coomers are hated by everyone except other gross pedo coomers.
That’s also why she made the Just Fans account.
Oh okay. She’s going to tell me what all these things she put in or on her vagoomer are. That’s helpful. I gotta say she has perhaps one of the least sexy voices I have ever heard in my entire life which makes it all kind of comical despite being depraved. Especially when the vent kicks in while she’s trying to say “hitachi” so it comes out “hibachi.” The ultimate pussy torture device is a traditional Japanese charcoal furnace. So the nail brush and tooth bush are “abrasion toys” and yes the toothbrush is for internal use. The perfume is because once Blayze has scraped these things all over her most sensitive areas until they're bleeding, they spray that on to add a chemical burn on top. And yes. The things I thought were pottery tools are for sounding. You put them in your pee hole. She specifies this is dangerous for her as she no longer has a bladder and can’t pee to flush the bacteria out after he shoves it in there. The spatula is for spanking and rubber bands are for snapping on skin.
I wonder if the hairiness is also Horselord’s preference. She used to shave.
She got her new horse stall/crib.
Thankfully that’s all.
In addition to the "little" fetish we already knew aobut, Rose has had a diaper/piss fetish for years and it was likely what originally made her start faking sick. When she was living at home she would regularly upload photos and videos of herself urinating in diapers, exposing her diapers to the unconsenting public, laughing when her mom/caretakers would find her buttplugs around the house, and including her pets in fetish shoots (like posting pics of her with an wet diaper peeled off of her and the dog is next to her). She deleted all her "vanilla" social media in 2020 out of fear that her fetish accounts would get found through them.
Her current boyfriend/caretaker Blayze (username: horselord) has many additional fetishes and essentially wants her to pretend to be a profoundly disabled child incapable of consent or resistance while he tortures her genitals with assorted items, including violently penetrating her with a hard-bristle toothbrush then spraying her bleeding wounds with alcohol. Since moving in with Blayze, Rose has started to sell "pussy torture" porn, devotee content, videos of her shitting, "anal training" and "deep throat training" videos. He has a serious medical fetish and this is very likely the reason she got the trach and urostomies placed plus all the other very expensive toys she's gotten in the past few years (wedged AFOs, gait trainer, etc).
Recently she has been making "puppy play" content where she pretends to be a dog for him including wearing a butt plug with a fake dog tail attached. Her amazon wishlist includes dog penis-shaped dildos. The $2000 anonymous donation to her service dog gofundme was made after she started posting dog penis dildos and offering custom content that is not allowed under TOS, negotiable through DMs. It's going to take absolutely ironclad proof to convince me this was not an advance payment for bestiality content.
She films fetish content in places like sensory playgrounds for kids and hospital rooms where other people are trying not to die. She cross-posts content between her disability accounts and her fetish accounts with different captions and encourages followers of her disability account to purchase things for her that later are used as props in her porn videos.
Oh and back in the day when she was shaving her head? That wasn't to get cancer clout. It was to make herself look more like a literal baby when she was crawling around in soiled diapers then masturbating in them.
Shout out to my emotional support vodka for getting me through this. Now can someone please do me a favor and just fire a few rifle rounds into my cerebellum? Thank you.
Semper Fi @Kate Farms Shill for that text only summary. Also, what are the odds zoosadism isn't among horselord’s kinks? No dog should enter their disgusting realm.
And I immediately smelt a rat. It really comes across like she (and/or her husband) is dramatising or exaggerating at the very least. I think maybe she had “long covid” for a few months and enjoyed the attention so much that it continued indefinitely. Something is just really fishy about it all.
I had a look back and she was discussed before, but there wasn’t really a consensus on if she’s munching. There were points made that she doesn’t post enough to be a munchie but I don’t know about that. They usually have common tactics and a lot of narcissism but I don’t think that rules her out.
Someone needs to pack this bitch a rucksack and drop her off in the middle of a forest and tell her she can hike back or die. What a lazy piece of shit.
Here is some thread tax: 14 days ago a chronic illness thread was started on LCF. While some comments seem levelheaded, I get the strongest "I'm not like the other munchies" energy from it (kind of like the early pages of this thread ) Kind of funny that's where the threads originally started.
So they're allowing munchie threads on LCF again? Bad idea since half the women on the site claim to have something wrong with them BUT THEIR CONDITION IS REAL UNLIKE ALL THOSE OTHER FAKING BITCHES. Just like how the anachan threads will devolve into them talking about their own eating disorders if the thread isn't moderated hard enough.
For once, I actually listened to a warning and just read the text summary as I have a banging hangover. I'm glad I did. Everyday is a new horror on the farms.
So they're allowing munchie threads on LCF again? Bad idea since half the women on the site claim to have something wrong with them BUT THEIR CONDITION IS REAL UNLIKE ALL THOSE OTHER FAKING BITCHES. Just like how the anachan threads will devolve into them talking about their own eating disorders if the thread isn't moderated hard enough.
No idea if they're allowed again. I referenced a "Chronic Illness" Thread in /ot/. There are also several threads about mental illness and "autism". They do take jabs at the popular awareness accounts but I feel like all these threads read mostly the same.
The chronic illness one is really boring, but this post just gets funnier, the more you read of it.
From the autism thread: I'm not an expert, but I thought autistic children tend to at least look less flexible because they lack fine motor skills?
The mental illness thread (in/g/) is honestly just bleak. And I can't really tell who is just more of a lolcow than the subjects on the site and who is just larping.
The threads are honestly not interesting enough to keep tabs on but it was a fun walk down memory lane
It's only on-topic because Rose is a gross horrible probable-paedo-dogfucker, but your nightmare of a comment has me thinking... since she can actually breathe fine and has the trach anyway, can she just breathe through the hole while she's blowing him? Like, I imagine it would probably help with that aspect of things, but no way was I watching her deep-throat videos over breakfast this morning to see if she can or not.
On second thoughts, maybe this question should remain unanswered.. I think this is the first time I've had to award @Kate Farms Shill a 'horrifying' instead of a 'winner' on one of her write-ups. Rose and Horsefuckerdude for the woodchipper 2024, plz.
I’m actually beyond repulsed by her. Even taking the fetish angle out she’s just such an intentionally ugly person and, especially post-trach, the sound of her voice and the unpleasant throat sounds and all of that just make my brain go “put it out of its misery.” It's like the baby from Eraserhead.
Wow, I don't know why I clicked on the first spoiler but I do regret it.
To clarify, I'm fine with gore and everything nasty you can imagine, looking at content like the SRS thread or Kelly Ronahan's wounds elicit a mild interest in me, like a "oh, you could actually do that?" reaction.
But this bitch makes me gag, she's purely disgusting.
Like Kate says, she's so intentionally ugly and the voice on that, and this content she's making, well if there's one line never to cross in my opinion it's the child mimicking, that's just a step too far for me.
I can't even enjoy being fascinated by how utterly fucked up these people are, it's just repulsive and disgusting.
Give me Kelly Ronahan or a deranged troon every day over this kind of sick shit.
Edit; to clarify a bit more.
When you see a troon with a diaper fetish or into the baby stuff it's very clear that they are an adult cosplaying. But Rose intentionally tries to look like a sped and she's doing a good job of it, so she looks like she could be a legitimate sped being abused.
The same day she posted a video of her playing in a “sensory club” for children and fake-struggling on the equipment. I have this video archived but can't get it to upload to save my fucking life.
Is it weird out of all the deranged, Islamic ass shit, the poodle perm is what has me scratching my head? I can get how all the other nasty shit relates to the diaper fetish munchie shit, but the poodle perm just makes her look like a middle aged lunch lady. Unless horselord also has some kind of Bill Gothard-type fetish for poodle perms in addition to all the other weird shit he's into.
) Kind of funny that's where the threads originally started.
