🎨 Artcow Meowthkip / Cat Bountry / Catsketch / Sarah Katherine Stotler - Ex-Kiwi Farms moderator and gore/rape artist turned genderblob, troll's remorse sufferer

God I fucking hate gay thread infighting, get a room.

A perfect example of why you should be wary of anyone exhibiting troll's remorse. Sometimes people go too far, old Chris-Chan stuff like the Bluespike call many agree were way over the line, as evidenced by the kid who did it growing up and being like "yeah in hindsight that was messed up". That's normal, that's human, reflect on past actions and use that to guide yourself to be a better person.

But if someone wholesale disavows a chapter of their life like that, it means they're the kind of person to turn on a dime because they have no foundation or principles. It's one thing to say "yeah, I was in a rough spot and this really appealed to me as a result, but as I got older and over it I found it felt too vindictive to me, and I'm not sure if it was always that way but it put me in a bad headspace"; a level of introspection, understanding why you did something and where it went wrong, and accepting that there were parts of it you enjoyed for good reasons as well. Life is complicated like that.

Notice how everything just happens to her, the passive actor, and it's all this external locus of control just driving her life around?

• "my dad had died"
• "my tumblr community was dealing with"
• "being on 4chan as a teenager broke my brain"
• "i felt loyal to the community for scaring away my tumblr bully"
• "but being in that environment ... makes you miserable"
• "fuck null reeeeeee"

Shit, I spent a long time hate-browsing stuff on Reddit, and it was a lot of fun laughing at things I thought were stupid, and one day I realized at a certain point it was making me upset. So... I stopped, and that was that. I didn't write a big long effort-post in TumblrInAction or wherever about how TAHXIC it is to engage in that content, I just decided it wasn't a positive thing to do so I stopped. It's like Null says, if you feel the need to justify your trolling by saying "well the target is a bad person" then you're over the line and you know it. If you feel the need to fall on your own sword, rather than just say "hehe gossip funne", then it's more indicative of how you viewed your engagement with the content. And given that this whole post is framed with "FUCK YOU NULL REEE", it shows she probably just goes onto sites to bitch and complain about people and put HERSELF in a negative headspace over it. The way you choose to use a website plays a big role, you're not just some passive actor who happens to be accidentally miserable, in fact maybe you're the biggest asshole on the subreddit?

Most telling is the fact that she's complaining about a website's environment marinading you in misery and spite... while celebrating the death of someone. Yeah Tumblr is much more accepting and heckin' wholesome.

For you, the day Null graced your account with moderator privileges on the now-defunct Tumblr subforum was the most important day of your life.

For Null, it was Tuesday.

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As if she isn't reading this very message at this very moment.

The thread wasn't made in retaliation. She created (and still creates) torture/rape/rape and torture porn of random characters from a game series Tumblr idolizes after posting on the one website Tumblr despises more than any other, then bemoans when Tumblr doesn't like her. All while lying every step of the way about who she is and how she's changed.

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Meowthkip unironically did the meme:

Get a load of the unwarranted self-importance on this bitch, she REALLY took being a mod on this site to heart

She speaks of KF like it's some kind of street gang: Once you join, you can never leave for the rest of your life. Leaving KF is as easy as leaving Tumblr, Twitter, Youtube or any other social media platform. Just log off.

Social media usage is a tiny portion of our lives (hopefully, unless your job involves the internet). A lot of the old guard users I remember from the mid to late 2010s logged off and moved on with their lives once they lost interest in lolcow discussion. People's interests change, it's entirely normal. I doubt any of them hold any lifelong blood vendetta against Null either.