- Joined
- May 3, 2015
What was Nick's favorite topics of discussion with you (I can already take a guess, but it doesn't hurt to ask)? How often did he bring up the subject of pedophilia?
I'm curious about how consumed he was with his perverted fantasies in private before and after committing his crime.
He mostly asked me for advice. He saw me as somebody who really had their shit together, and I think that was part of the whole "Mommy" thing. He asked me how to get Anna's attention again, and I was honest with him.... he wouldn't. When he started to show interest in a girl at his group therapy meetings I jumped on the chance to get him to ask her out or something. That was a thing for a bit. He would also ask me how to do every day tasks, like cook or clean or, like, be a person. Social cues and stuff like that. He did bring up pedophilia, but as I said before, I always shot it down. I tried to have a heart to heart with him about how my experiences have affected me, but it went over his head. He couldn't see how showing "love" to a child could be wrong.
So touching on a few posts before this, I really don't think he believes he did anything wrong. I imagine he's trying to tell his fellow inmates that he either didn't do anything, just like with us, or that he just loved his sister. Neither argument is going to get him anywhere. He isn't aware enough to keep quiet.