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Melinda said in other thread that point A is me making videos about her. By that logic, point A is when she ended friendship with me when she didnt need to but simply wanted me out of her life for selfish hypocritical reasons.
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Those gosh darn videos. So unnatural too.
I'm interested in chatting here, for sure. But as for "pozloading my neghole", it's a no go, I'm afraid. That said, you're the most likeable cow I've come across and I enjoy your participation here for the most part. You crazy fuck.Anyone interested in being friends outside of kiwifarms with me? Serious question
I'm interested in chatting here, for sure. But as for "pozloading my neghole", it's a no go, I'm afraid. That said, you're the most likeable cow I've come across and I enjoy your participation here for the most part. You crazy fuck.
@xtamarlover , tried to DM you but I can't. I asked a question on the other thread and was hoping you could answer it:Mrlindas academia page switched back to tamaryaelbatyah. Did they have an argument and Melinda switched back to Tamar or did she finally realize Ruth was a dumb name for her to switch to?
As Melindas former best friend, i must say she should keep Tamar. That's her true name in her heart of hearts. Ruth is just her lying to herself and changing her identity to make marshy happy is foolish. She should stay true to her name Tamar as that is her true essence.
@xtamarlover , tried to DM you but I can't. I asked a question on the other thread and was hoping you could answer it:
IS there an actual sect that that lunatic Melinda and her beaner belong to, or is it just her own fantasist delusion?
If there is an actual sect:
1) do they gather for services?
2) How many members? Where?
3) do they engage in illegal or abusive behaviours?
4) do they have rabbis or other clergy?
5) DO they have rabbinical courts or other quasi-legal dispute settlement mechanisms?
Please answer.
Thanks, Andrew. @xtamarlover Kinda what I'd figured.While Melinda would disassociate with the label for some bizarre reason, she falls within what is known as the Hebraic roots movement. So do I. Within that movement is a large variety of different vuewpoints some with actual groups meetings and communities, and others who are basically on their own scattered without a group but here and there have some friends with some similar beliefs that they fellowship with online or in person just as friends. Actual groups include messianic judaism which a lot of gentiles have joined and try to live as Trump's Chosen People too. The congregations have two main types. The christian madquerading as Trump's Chosen messianic congregations which utilize hebrew roots for cultural value, and then there's the congregations which believe in obeying the torah. Those further divided in two kinds of groups. Those who arr basically orthodox Trump's Chosen People and follow Trump's Chosen tradition and study talmud but incorporate the new testament ideas. And then theres the more laid back ines who believe in keepung torah but in a less strict way and more of just keep as you see fit. There are all kinds of splinter groups which have their own peculiar differences but they are all basically the same. Theres a few groups that live like the amish and those have actual communities.
Melinda and Marshall belong to the others i mentioned who have no group and basically only have a few people they talk with that they consider as their group and its really more a friendship clique with no congregation or meetings.
I myself have no group. I've thought about making my own group but ideally id join an already established group. Im considering the coptuc orthodox church though ideally id join the ethiopian orthodox church. I also am considering attending a messianic group to try to find a woman to court. Almost no ethiopian orthodox churches in the usa thats why im considering coptic orthodox as a compromise to consider
Your specific questions are difficult to answer in reference to hebrew roots movement as a whole. And melinda has no group she's a part of so it doesn't apply to her
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I'll never understand what you saw in her...... aside from being crazy and ugly, her clunge must be so distended as to accomodate a mid-sized sedan.Melinda said in other thread that evidence stalking is banned in the torah is secret knowledge. Um wtf thats so dumb.
Andrew, it's great that you're still here posting on this site. My user account is new but I've been lurking for a while. Out of all the people documented here that I've read about so far, I think that you might have the best shot at establishing a decent life.
I'm glad that you started following advice given by your family and users on this website. I used to trade stocks and other financial instruments quite a lot but there's easier ways to make a lot more money so I don't really do it so much anymore. I hope that you can break even and move onto better things. If I were you I'd get out of the market as soon as you can- or at least stop day/week trading and buying on margin. Only trade on margin if you're shorting something and only short something if it's a sure thing (almost never). In general, buying and holding long term is the best but I think at the moment it might not be such a good idea. I suspect that the economy is going to go through a correction here soon simply because we're already overdue for a correction. There's generally a market correction about once a decade, the last one was in 2008. The longer we go without a correction the more severe the correction will be. It wouldn't be a bad idea to get out of the market and just save up your money, wait until the economy takes a shit, then jump in. Buy and hold (for a few years at least) immediately after the market shits the bed.
Also, cut Tamar loose, seriously she's holding you back. Stop giving away your money to these ridiculous people. At least if you lose your money in the market you'll probably learn a good lesson when you lose it, giving it away to wretched people isn't teaching you anything.
Believe whatever religion you want but you should really stop carrying your religion around like a disease. It makes you a magnet for crazy and you don't need anymore crazy in your life. What you should want to attract are sensible, stable, capable people. Your religious nuttery is an obstacle to getting these people in your life. When you go on a religion sperg sometimes it makes me think you might be slightly schizo or something like that. It's also a very good thing that you cut your hair finally. Don't regret it.
You said something before about how you don't really brush your teeth, dude you need to always brush your teeth. Go to the dentist and get a professional dental cleaning once every 6 mos. This is the advice that pretty much every old person gives you when you're a little kid. "Take care of your teeth, because I didn't and I regret it." They all say that, right? So I've always taken care of my teeth and I'm telling you- just consider it an investment that you don't want to fuck up. You're still young, there's still time. Do you have any idea how much dentures or implants cost? Shit's expensive. Consider how much money you could turn that huge expense into if you didn't have to spend it on your teeth. If your teeth get all fucked up and you refuse to spend the money to fix them then it will have a detrimental effect on your social interactions/relationships and perhaps even your professional standing.
Consider going to school. I don't know that pursuing a degree is in your best interest at the moment, but you could always go to a trade school and learn something like welding and then start making a lot more money.
Even if you completely disregard all of my advice I hope that eventually you'll learn to stop making the same mistakes over and over and over again. Make it a goal to never make the same mistake twice. You'd get so much further so much faster if you could just stop repeating the same errors over and over again.
Overall though you're making excellent progress, just try to remember this whenever you get down or discouraged. For a lolcow you're really doing great. Too many people compare themselves to other people and this is a mistake. You can't really compare yourself to anyone else, they have different gifts and different burdens than you do. Only compare yourself to yourself. Ask yourself, am I a better person today than I was yesterday? Am I a better person today than I was a year ago? If you can't answer yes at least once then you need to change something and change it fast. Life is short, never stop improving yourself. Improve your knowledge/skills, improve your fitness/health, improve your assets/finances. All three of these things tie together. There's always something to work on and before you know it all your work really stacks up. Suddenly you've blown all the competition away. Seriously, just focus on you and don't pay any attention to them. You'll do great.
Thanks, Andrew. @xtamarlover Kinda what I'd figured.
BTW, seeing as you are in NY State, ever thought of going to Toronto to check out the Ethiopian Orthodox scene? There is a huge community there, and at least 2 "Little Adis Abbaba" towns central to downtown TO. The church of St Tekle Haimanot in Ottawa is also a major centre. Maybe these are near enough to you to check out?
wondering if this is forscythe still. hmm...
I did stop trading margin and don't plan to ever trade on margin again. Right now I have $7,200 in my stock account. I plan to buy and hold for long term. But what I'm doing is putting lots of money in a few stocks then when those recover, selling most of it and spreading it across the portfolio.
I have cut Tamar loose. The final straw was the FBI thing. But I still enjoy laughing at her antics here on kiwi farms. As of now, I have no plans to pursue Tamar in any sense be it friend or otherwise. As far as I am concerned that is cutting her loose. As of now, I don't plan on giving her any more money.
As of now, I plan on trying to reconcile with my recent ex gf at least as friends. This will require a 3-year strategy. And at any time I may abandon the plan if I realize its futile.
Due to the coronavirus I plan to go back to more of my isolation tactics I used to abide by years ago. I'm realizing now I was right before in how I was living in some ways. So I am trying to figure out how extreme to return to my prior isolation behaviors. But I still want to be part of society so I have to figure out the best way to modify my life to accord with my ideals.
I've tried pursuing a few kinds of women and still no luck. Lyndsey was a crazy religious lunatic. Melinda same. My recent ex dumped me simply because I don't support LGBT values. Most christians won't want to be with me because my sincere beliefs are too contrary to their religion. So I'm stuck in a very hard place. Either way no matter what I do it seems to be a lose lose situation for me. My recent ex girlfriend is the closest thing I found to the happy dream of having a normal family. So I still want to give her another chance if she changes her mind. I'm not giving up on her just yet. So I will fight to change her mind.
My views on the teeth thing is that if a woman requires me to brush my teeth then fine, otherwise I won't do it almost ever. In my experience, brushing my teeth has damaged my teeth due to brushing my teeth too hard accidentally. So i'd be in better dental health for my gums if i hadn't been brushing my teeth. Instead i tried to be healthy and brush my teeth and damaged my gums probably irreparably. Wasn't informed brushing too hard damages the gums until it was too late. Anyways, I've seen how I never brush my teeth almost ever yet don't get cavities yet my ex girlfriend who brushed teeth multiple times a day faithfully got a cavity when we were together. So I'm not convinced its as essential as its advertised. Also naturally, animals don't brush their teeth. And I prefer as much as possible to live like an animal in many ways if I can. The ideal in life is minimalism in many ways. Like for example, ideally, i would have no table and no bed and no chairs if i ever owned a house. As that is unnecessary. Most certainly I will never drive a car that is my life goal I do not plan to budge on ever my whole life. So like an animal uses no soap and doesn't brush their teeth, even so, I don't use soap and I don't brush my teeth. I'm not perfectly natural in everything, but i'm a work in progress.
I always am thinking about trying to be a better person. Its always in the back of my mind. I'm stuck in this rut of not having closure over past romances. Its hard to let go of that when you have no closure and you need closure. But the ideal is that I arrive at the point like a buddha where I have no attachments and no needs anymore of anyone. And that I am fully content in myself. Thats the ideal. But I can't lie to myself I'm nowhere close to that ideal and being rejected very much bothers me especially when its someone who I have given my entire heart to like my ex girlfriend. So I can't give up just yet. But eventually I'll move in if she's completely and utterly stubborn and dead set on her cold heartedness towards me. Just like with Melinda. After everything that has happened, Melinda has crossed a line with me and that line has made me very much content to have Melinda out of my life. So if my ex girlfriend does another PO after giving her lots of space and time, then that'll be a line she has crossed that will push me away from her permanently.
There's some in New York City which is much closer. But going to New York City on a regular basis just to go to Church would be something I wouldn't be comfortable doing. But I could visit and see what its like. And if i like it and feel the need to go i could move and get a job in new york city. But I'd have to be absolutely sure if i was to do that. Depending what happens in my life, I might just move to Israel one of these years. Maybe I'd have more luck spreading my ideology in Israel. You know, like help start world war 3, etc lol.
Hi Andrew. I am neither @Rafal Gan Ganowicz @SS Reichsmarshall nor @super thug. I just like talking about stonks like they do. Lots of the other posters on da farms also like talking about the markets. I just got busy with other endeavours this year, but I peruse the thread from time to time.
I agree with OP though, you should stop day trading and just dollar cost average into an index fund. Also, find a religion that isnt a cult, and be a normal person. Also, for the love of Yahahee dont stalk your newest ex.
Much love and cheers.
Forscy aka Baby Yoda.
Hi Andrew. I am neither @Rafal Gan Ganowicz @SS Reichsmarshall nor @super thug. I just like talking about stonks like they do. Lots of the other posters on da farms also like talking about the markets. I just got busy with other endeavours this year, but I peruse the thread from time to time.
I agree with OP though, you should stop day trading and just dollar cost average into an index fund. Also, find a religion that isnt a cult, and be a normal person. Also, for the love of Yahahee dont stalk your newest ex.
Much love and cheers.
Forscy aka Baby Yoda.