How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

There's been a lot of people being scared of themselves in this thread, I can definitely relate. I wish I had someone to talk to about it but it's unfortunately one of those things that I feel inherently selfish even telling anyone about. I dunno, it's late. I got a game in the mail today tho so that was pretty sweet.
 
AnOminous said:
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resemble this comment. What if your degree, though, is a representation of absolute evil and you can't even reconcile it with your beliefs any more? You literally have a degree in evil.
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It's an odd one. Here, you get 8 years of financially assisted education, so once you've used those, ie. a master's degree, the rest is self-funded. Blue collar education got adult variations with some resemblance of decent pay throughout but uni doesn't. Basically you get to choose one uni degree and that's it. Chose programming of sorts? Great. Didn't choose programming? Now your only shot is self-funding or choosing a more hands-on tech education like IT support or whatever. But you'll never be as accomplished as university graduates, doomed to mediocrity. Unless of course you're a programming savant-autist since childhood, but then you would've done university anyway.

It's a tough reality to discard. I did a bad degree and paid off the debt. I'm currently binning all my old university books. I've moved on. But that also means I'm mentally with a clear slate, very little to benefit from a 5-6 year old university degree. I'd need to up-skill to be appealing again, but I've no clue towards what ends. I kinda like making food but I currently make as much as a chef would anyway. Far too social to drive trucks all day. I like talking to people but tasks have to be daily and specific. Coordinating a fleet? They promote internally for that, not to mention it's a degree with certificate. It's all fuck. Life is a test of stoicism. I'm working, I got good coworkers and I'm moving towards a motorbike license. Once that's done, I need a new goal. Simple as.
dick brain said:
My car's AC randomly started working again and it's got me typing weeb shit like =v=
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I hate the fake feeling of AC. It smells and feels weird. I prefer having my ears blown out by uneven wind with an open window, the way european jësus would've wanted.
Overwritten Tapes said:
I need to do the same. I downsized, not that I really wanted to, and have too much shit here.
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I don't exactly stick to a budget but it feels good to slowly minimize it. 3x insurance payments, each with a $2 charge fee. Move from quarterly to annual payment; that's a bunch of money saved. Right now I got a surplus in my insurance account and it bothers me. What am I over-transfering for, or what fee has disappeared? I want that shit to be at 0 whenever things are paid. Reee :(
 
Getmeout said:
M&M Kart Racing, I heard it's the worst game ever so I wanna see if it really is as bad as people say it is. I took one look at the cover though and ya this looks ass.
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Hasbro Family Game Night 4. Why M&M? Summer is coming up so nights inside feel humid. Turning on the A/C overnight may just skyrocket my bill to $200.
 
For the kids’ summer vacation, I have brought them out to see my parents. Now, I love my parents dearly and things are going fine… But Baby Boomers are NUTS!
 
Day 2 of my cut.

I sooooo regret bulking the past 3 months. I had forgotten how much friggin' effort went into getting to that weight range. I should have just maintained. Now I have to go through the same process AGAIN. This must be the 6th time. And even though I'm stronger than before, I doubt more than 10% of the weight gained was muscle. Sucks being natty.

Sometimes you just a need a fucking break from counting and restricting calories, you know?! There is more to life than just a fucking diet. Worst part is that I really wasn't even indulging- just eating to satiation and downing a pint of Häagen-Dazs here and there. Or Ben and Jerry's. Depending on whether they had the newfag woke flavors or old school ones like Phish Food available.
 
Sitting outside the hair dressers while GF gets a haircut. On the stairs, like a bum. There's an Aldi here, i really should get one of their plastic bottle beers to complete the vagrant image.

Edit: Found a bench. Social status upgrade. Someone's blasting Enrique Iglesias "Hero" out of their car stereo, this is the life :story: There's even grass in front of me that's tempting me to touch it :story:

Did my good deed of the day and helped some woman put her oxygen tank and walking aid in the trunk of her car, can't remember when the last time was when a stranger asked me for help. Only like a couple blocks away from my hood and it's like being in a different world. GF is still getting her hair did, fuck me.
 
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Getmeout said:
There's been a lot of people being scared of themselves in this thread, I can definitely relate.
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You mostly.


Thread tax: still kicking. Woke up to a sink filled with dishes and then had to empty the dishwasher, it was a grand start to the day.
 
Currently learning how to touch type after years of find and peck and I feel like that one episode long punch line from American Dad
 
I was really bored last night so I decided fuck it and downloaded Tinder. Today I see that I have a few matches already. The app is retarded with its annoying notifications and I am incapable of feeling love so I wonder how many women I will disappoint. I've never tried online dating, any tips?
 
AnOminous said:
What if your degree, though, is a representation of absolute evil and you can't even reconcile it with your beliefs any more? You literally have a degree in evil.
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I’d imagine you feel rather as if you went I to an industry hoping to use genetics to cure hideous genetic disorders that kill and cripple children and then saw the infrastructure used to push the Covid madness and troonism and general pharmaceutical Evil.
I have a few degrees in evil and a career in it. It’s pretty depressing
 
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