🗑️ Trashfire StyxHexenhammer666 / Tarl Warwick - Oddball Occultist Neckbeard (who can make some interesting content) + his many scorned exes

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You're a frigging idiot. I wouldn't take your likely nonexistent money if I was living in a barrel like Diogenes. Nobody sane would date you. I only did because I am insane.

Sam tries to be part of her kids' lives. I do too. I am actually communicating with the Dutch politie over this issue. More to come.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=wlVWprYozR8
But Sara will not even acknowledge her hoverball loving son.
If we want to talk about abandoned children, how is your daughter doing?
Dishing out money and never being present is not parenting.

I do not need your money.

How is your older half-brother doing that your mother abandoned?
I'm sure that fucked with her to the point where she coddled you into you being the weak simp that you are today.

Too bad you are a demonic bad seed.
 
Hey @Styxhexenhammer666 do you know if Sara Lancaster has any nicknames? Oh, also, any suggestions on fun gifts for children? Thanks pal!
Kwitokee, based on one of her cats back in the day.


If we want to talk about abandoned children, how is your daughter doing?
Dishing out money and never being present is not parenting.

I do not need your money.

How is your older half-brother doing that your mother abandoned?
I'm sure that fucked with her to the point where she coddled you into you being the weak simp that you are today.

Too bad you are a demonic bad seed.
Hoverball acquire.
 
I've never worked with anyone who had recently had ECT, but I've heard before that it's surprisingly effective in cases of severe, treatment resistant depression where nothing else has worked and it's already likely to become a life-or-death situation. I always thought that it was an extremely rare thing in the present day, though. How commonly is it prescribed?

I can't say for sure exactly how rare, but in the acute-care setting where I worked, we did several per month. The procedure is a ghost of what they did decades ago and I've personally seen only one case in which there was memory loss that persisted beyond the immediate postictal period, and that eventually resolved, too.
 
I've heard wonderful things about it, I was all aboard until I discovered my insurance will not pay for it. It's like $400+ an infusion without insurance. LOL
Try for Esketamine (nasal spray variety, not as fun but works for depression).
I don't know what gay fuck insurance you have but you will want to qualify as having "treatment resistant depression" which means taking at least 2 courses of antidepressants without improvement.

The reason why the treatments may cost so much is that a nurse is needed for monitoring while you take it.

I can speak from personal experience after trying many, many antidepressants and other things that Esketamine pretty much saved my life (as well as bankrupted me because of how expensive it was)

edit: 15k post get and also adding that the only thing that did actually work better than ketamine for depression was owning a hoverball. It truly works miracles.
 
I am paying considerably more than required by law because I want my child to have a safe and happy childhood. I wish I was there for comfy times making food and playing with tangrams. It saddens me that I can't be there, but at least I am trying, So is Sam. Sara meanwhile doesn't even admit she has a child, probably because it would reduce her sexual input.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=kn-8n4QKUS4
Burn out the day
Burn out the night
I'm not the one to tell you what's wrong and what's right
I've seen suns that were freezing and lives that were through
If you wanted your daughter to live a safe and happy life, you'd be there to give her love, guidance, and support. She's growing up without a father, because the man who should be there for her admitted he could be, but chooses not to. When she has a bad day, you're not there for her because you'd rather drown your sorrows with a handle of McCormick's and endlessly argue your league of schizophrenic exes. What you feel is self-pity, not sadness. Don't get it twisted deadbeat.
 
Tarl's Mexican ex-wife used to force him to go to church, as she was a devout catholic. Her English allegedly wasn't good at the time they met.
According to Tarl, she used to scream at him uncontrollably. Tarl even alluded to there being violence in the relationship.

Of course, these are details explained to me by Tarl, and we can establish the fact that he likes to twist events, or sometimes flat out lie.
He may have been the perpetrator, trying to seem like the good guy, by painting the other party in a negative light.

From how Tarl described it, the wedding that was rushed may have potentially been for her to acquire a green card.
I do not believe that the photo posted of Alicia on here is her, because a video surfaced online a decade ago of a dark-skinned, short looking Latina, that Tarl thought was her. Turns out that it wasn't her, of course.

I wish we could understand things through Alicia's perspective. They were both very young at the time, but given his track record, him abusing her is a likely scenario, because he has done it with everyone else.

Apparently, her family taught him to microwave tortillas in a microwave with cheese in the middle and call it a quesadilla. Tarl spoke of enjoying tequila while he was there and enjoyed the dry Texan heat.

Did Tarl choose someone like her because he thought that she wouldn't speak up?
If you wanted your daughter to live a safe and happy life, you'd be there to give her love, guidance, and support. She's growing up without a father, because the man who should be there for her admitted he could be, but chooses not to. When she has a bad day, you're not there for her because you'd rather drown your sorrows with a handle of McCormick's and endlessly argue your league of schizophrenic exes. What you feel is self-pity, not sadness. Don't get it twisted deadbeat.
Chill on that schizophrenic part.
 
Slungus22 was the best damn sticker ghost until he got so damn annoying he lost those. Then he got locked hard to his thread in spergatory and completely lost his shit. It wasn't quite as good as this thread, but when this one winds down, it'll be fun when he gets out of timeout for calling @Useful_Mistake a loli enjoyer.
He literally repeatedly accused me and Null of federal crimes. Yeah, bro, people like that get banned, I don't know what to tell you.
 
psychedelics
I have a bit of experience, and I even have some on hand, but they aren't something I partake in on the regular.
five consecutive posts
Sorry, I was drinking.

Thread tax:
One of the brutal reviews I stumbled on looking at his Goodreads reviews.

UPDATE 12/17: More research into ASMR has further rendered this book not useful. Studies published this year seem to link the ASMR phenomena to synesthesia, a condition where one or more senses blend together (tasting colors, smelling sounds, feeling ideas, etc.). Researchers looking at the brains of those who experience ASMR found a blending together of areas of the brain that are typically quite separate in those who don't experience ASMR. This blending is also seen in the brains of those with synesthesia.
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Unfortunately, any value this work may have had at one point has been quickly outdated due to the preliminary results of scientific research into the ASMR phenomenon.

This is a very short work at 30-some pages and flits over the author's thoughts (typically dismissive) on the varying possible causes of, or basis for, ASMR. It's clear the author very much wants ASMR to be based in occult experience and this, unfortunately, informs and clouds his ability to keep an open mind (how ironic, considering the occult bent).

We reach the end of the potential usefulness of this work within a few pages, where the author dismisses the potential link between ASMR and meditation. In fact, he later goes on to assert that ASMR wouldn't be indicated in meditation because ASMR uses only sound (which itself is false, as exhibited by the preponderance of ASMR videos that use only touch as triggers, often called "personal attention", i.e. scalp massage, face brushing, hair play, and so on. These are the most popular videos, indicating it's attention, not sound, that's often the key. The author's own experience of ASMR has drastically colored his conclusions) and silence is required for meditation.

Why does his dismissive attitude toward ASMR as meditation kill the usefulness of this work? Because the preliminary research into ASMR showed that when you put a subject into an MRI machine and trigger their ASMR, the part of the brain that lights up during meditation is exactly what lights up in the ASMR subject. While research into ASMR is in its infancy, it looks like it might just be that what some people have to devote large amounts of time (and focus and stillness) to achieve can be achieved by others through simple, quick, and readily accessible ASMR triggers.

So while the author goes on to link ASMR to speaking in tongues, astral travel, psychotropic use* (the author experienced an ASMR-like tingling during such use so naturally there must be a link), kundalini, and so on while immediately dismissing a very real link.

One thing I found frustrating is the author's idea that ASMR triggered by touch isn't real ASMR, only that triggered by sound, saying he doubts touch-triggered ASMR would begin in the head like sound-triggered (he makes this assumption because he doesn't experience it as such himself). There are many, many people out there who would love to tell him how wrong he is (a very quick internet search could have cured him of this assumption). This is frustrating because in the beginning of the work he expresses his own frustration with people who refute ASMR because they don't experience it themselves, and yet the author goes on and does that exact thing. So not only do those who experience ASMR have to deal with the denial of those who don't experience it, they also have to worry about some sort of ASMR purity concept within the community.

The one thing he does get right but touch on too superficially for a text of this title is the amount of ASMR roleplay videos that have an occult theme (witches, healers, reiki, tarot readers, etc.). The question of why ASMR lends itself to this sort of theme is one that, I think, deserves more thought. Although he does mention that this use of occult images help soften their "evilness" to a wider audience that is often fearful of such things, which is a potentially important observation that I had overlooked myself.

Now, what I would like to see is a book discussing how to use the ASMR phenomenon in occult/spiritual practices, which I mistakenly thought this book would touch on. In all, this work feels like an outline for a larger work that will need an more unbiased eye and more updated research.


*From the book: "...a tingling sensation so much similar to that of ASMR that I can't help but presume that the muscimol in the mushroom triggers the same mental pathways that ASMR does, albeit doing so as a chemical rather than a trigger which is purely derived from sound." Also notice that "purely derived from sound" idea again.
 
but at least I am trying,
Says who? You will find out the hard way the only thing a child wants is for you to be there. And since you aren't there, you are trying zero percent.

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Chill on that schizophrenic part.
I'm pretty sure you qualify; you see Tarl everyday, everywhere and in everything. I wouldn't be surprised if when you sit down to pee, you see Tarl's reflection in the toilet with his mouth agape. In truth, the one thing you and his daughter have in common is that Tarl's not actually there.
 
Prebiotics and fermented foods can improve this.
My mix is home-made yogurt, raw sauerkraut, kimchee, live miso and natto and kombucha is the only drink I drink outside of water, coffee and tea. Most food is depleted and "dead." When the kids were young, all milk was raw as well. The shysters that run big-food/big-agro-tech should be in prison for selling "food" which shouldn't even be used to feed pigs.
 
I'm pretty sure you qualify; you see Tarl everyday, everywhere and in everything. I wouldn't be surprised if when you sit down to pee, you see Tarl's reflection in the toilet with his mouth agape. In truth, the one thing you and his daughter have in common is that Tarl's not actually there.
Good thing we don't have randoms like you in charge of the industry!
What doesn't make sense to you may appear as crazy.

That's an issue on your part that you cannot sense a purpose or reasoning.
 
Not to get off track too much, but a lot of mental health issues are due to an unhealthy gut microbiome.
Prebiotics and fermented foods can improve this.

As can eating nothing but meat. I'm not shitting you.

Re: Tarl's effluvium about ASMR: while there is nothing wrong about idle speculation about phenomena, why would a person just spitball ideas onto paper and then charge money for it? That's like selling used TP.
 
To my knowledge, he only smoked cigarettes and drank alcohol at the time.
He did not have the typical adrenaline junkie habits, such as reckless driving, and would only leave the house around once or twice a week to get food.

The only "thrill" I have observed him experiencing was him trying to chat it up with females online. I do know he has a history of fucking shit up online as well and he was very excited talking about those topics, in the same way a loser boomer won't shut up about his football days in high school.

I would barely describe him as a hedonist, although that is what he self-proclaims to be. Maybe he latched onto that label to excuse the fact that he is entirely selfish.
Did Styx ever mention any underlying issues that would lead to the binge drinking? You hinted at Styx possibly being touched as a child? Any other trauma? Are his parents alcoholics as well?
From how Tarl described it, the wedding that was rushed may have potentially been for her to acquire a green card
How un-American Styx. Would explain you being a hard Trump dick rider though.
 
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