👺 Your 推し is くそ Ellie Lois Marcus / fallenshadow / Shondo / syadouu / shadowxeclipse / killudesu / IRresolute / @fallenshadow_YT

[Gatcha Gonna Getcha]

One how the fuck you lose a British accent by growing up on the internet?

I could see it happening. Especially if she was a kid spending all her time on the Internet instead of outside. Chris O'Neill had that happen to him when he moved to America.

 

[Mr. Krabs]

One how the fuck you lose a British accent by growing up on the internet?

She didn't lose her British accent. All of her voices are fake. In her pre-Shondo stream "i stream the game corpse party" (on January 9, 2019), she admits that she can mask her British accent with a fake US accent. She also spoke with a British accent in a lot of her pre-Shondo streams.

Two how did she survive when dropping out of school at age twelve?

In her pre-Shondo stream "hallowstream in which I AM STUCK IN LIMBO HOW DO WE ESCAPE TAKE ME TO HEAVEN TAKE ME TO HELL LETMEO" (on October 31, 2019), she stated that she hadn't been in school in over half a decade, said that she hadn't been in public environment with people her age since she was 11 or 12, said that she completely slipped through the system, and said that she doesn't have a high school education.

Ellie survived by becoming a digital prostitute for pedophiles.

 

[Theson68]

she stated that she hadn't been in school in over half a decade, said that she hadn't been in public environment with people her age since she was 11 or 12, said that she completely slipped through the system, and said that she doesn't have a high school education.

The only actual loli like thing about her, is her education.
Brutal

 

[Dragaon440@]

She didn't lose her British accent. All of her voices are fake. In her pre-Shondo stream "i stream the game corpse party" (on January 9, 2019), she admits that she can mask her British accent with a fake US accent. She also spoke with a British accent in a lot of her pre-Shondo streams.


In her pre-Shondo stream "hallowstream in which I AM STUCK IN LIMBO HOW DO WE ESCAPE TAKE ME TO HEAVEN TAKE ME TO HELL LETMEO" (on October 31, 2019), she stated that she hadn't been in school in over half a decade, said that she hadn't been in public environment with people her age since she was 11 or 12, said that she completely slipped through the system, and said that she doesn't have a high school education.

Ellie survived by becoming a digital prostitute for pedophiles.

Oh okay that makes sense thank you for the clarification.

 

[Nigga Bullshit]

Are the results of this public?

This is late as fuck, but I have found a lot more information about this.

It turns out that the coroner's hearing for Shondo's mom was actually reported in the news. There is an article [A] covering the hearing on LancsLive, a local news website for the Lancashire area:

This private information is unavailable to guests due to policies enforced by third-parties.

There is also an article [A] in the Mirror, a national newspaper. The contents are basically the same as the LancsLive one.

According to the reports:

• Shondo's mom (Emma Marcus) was hospitalized in December 2024 for a depressive episode and suicidal thoughts.
• She was discharged with a treatment plan and her dosage of the anti-depressant venlafaxine was increased to aid her treatment.
• In February 2025, she was admitted to hospital again for acute abdominal pain and vomiting.
• The lack of venlafaxine caused her mental illness to worsen and she attempted suicide while at the hospital.
• Emma was assessed by the mental health team. She told them that she was no longer suicidal and they sent her home. They continued to provide regular check-ups on her condition.
• On March 11, 2025, Emma abruptly left work and checked in to the Balmoral Lodge hotel. She told friends that she was staying at a different hotel.
• She committed suicide on March 12.
• Bailey Marcus, her son, filed a missing persons report. Emma was later found dead when staff at the hotel grew concerned after not seeing her.
• Bailey testified at the coroner's hearing. He said: "She was the nicest person ever. [Mental Health services] were willing to send her home multiple times but family insisted. She would tell the mental health team she was okay but then would text others saying she wanted to kill herself."

 

[Ferryman]

Bailey testified at the coroner's hearing. He said: "She was the nicest person ever. [Mental Health services] were willing to send her home multiple times but family insisted. She would tell the mental health team she was okay but then would text others saying she wanted to kill herself."

Regardless of Shondo's... """profession""", what happened to her mother is still a tragedy. I cannot imagine how retarded or uncaring the physician tending to her would have to have been to discharge her post-suicide attempt, especially given all the other circumstances at play. Legitimately jaw-dropping how incompetent this makes the UK healthcare system look.

 

[4090 Chad]

Regardless of Shondo's... """profession""", what happened to her mother is still a tragedy. I cannot imagine how retarded or uncaring the physician tending to her would have to have been to discharge her post-suicide attempt, especially given all the other circumstances at play. Legitimately jaw-dropping how incompetent this makes the UK healthcare system look.

It’s a testament to what socialized medicine really means. She was a “burden” on the system because she was seemingly healthy but she was occupying a bed that some shitskin third worlder could have been in.

 

[NBG]

Incase you're feeling bad about yourself or just need a someone to point and laugh at. One of her most pathetic regulars, Chestnut or chesterlockett79h who comes to her discord daily to complain about how shit his job working hospitality is and is a frequent pitybaiter seems to struggle with self hatred from being a pedophile.

 

[cheesed to meet you]

I cannot imagine how retarded or uncaring the physician tending to her would have to have been to discharge her post-suicide attempt, especially given all the other circumstances at play. Legitimately jaw-dropping how incompetent this makes the UK healthcare system look.

Common socialized health care system L. If she was in Canada they would have offered her MAID.

 

[NBG]

While you have to work a job, this guy stays home all day and watches his pedo vtuber

While you have to work a job, this guy stays home all day and watches his pedo vtuber

On top of being an autistic leech, he wants to get his fudge packed. He also uses the name tele_crab because crab sounds like cunny in Japanese.

 

[NBG]

Very disturbingly. Gunther has had his second warning on discord for child safety without being banned. I didn't screenshot what he said but he said Makima would be better if she were underage and flat chested so just trust.

https://x.com/SevensSecondAcc/status/1971626325569163418

While being suspended, Gunther has somehow managed to rack up a third violation and still hasn't been banned. What it's for is unknown but given what his last two were, it's not hard to imagine.

https://x.com/SevensSecondAcc/status/1974276537773142226

 

[Nigga Bullshit]

A couple days ago, Shondo had the brilliant idea [A] to stop taking one of her prescribed medications because she thinks she knows more than her doctor (this is a woman who dropped out of school at 13 btw):


To the surprise of no one, this has led to her having a schizo episode:
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She also got mad at this guy for some reason:
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What a fucking stupid bitch.

 

[MK3]

A couple days ago, Shondo had the brilliant idea [A] to stop taking one of her prescribed medications because she thinks she knows more than her doctor (this is a woman who dropped out of school at 13 btw):
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To the surprise of no one, this has led to her having a schizo episode:
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She also got mad at this guy for some reason:
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What a fucking stupid bitch.

When even Gary Stone, out of all people, is telling you to take your meds, then you know you've fucked up.
L/A

 

[fent addict]

A couple days ago, Shondo had the brilliant idea [A] to stop taking one of her prescribed medications

Has she disclosed the names of any of the medications she takes? It would be interesting to know what the side effects from stopping them are, and whether there’s a risk that she might make the same decision her mother did

 

[Gloomburt Cursesnack]

Has she disclosed the names of any of the medications she takes? It would be interesting to know what the side effects from stopping them are, and whether there’s a risk that she might make the same decision her mother did

Off the top of my head, I know she takes quetiapine, but she must be taking many other things as well.

She mentioned that she was given Nurofen after her dental surgery last week. It wouldn't surprise me if she started to feel unwell because she overdosed on ibuprofen in an attempt to satisfy her codeine addiction, which led her to make the unwise choice to stop taking one of her meds.

As for her mum, the news article mentions that she was experiencing withdrawal from venlafaxine (an antidepressant).

 

[MinecraftPissBalzz]

Off the top of my head, I know she takes quetiapine, but she must be taking many other things as well.
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She mentioned that she was given Nurofen after her dental surgery last week. It wouldn't surprise me if she started to feel unwell because she overdosed on ibuprofen in an attempt to satisfy her codeine addiction, which led her to make the unwise choice to stop taking one of her meds.

As for her mum, the news article mentions that she was experiencing withdrawal from venlafaxine (an antidepressant).

im on venlafaxine thats scary tought

 

[NBG]

While being suspended, Gunther has somehow managed to rack up a third violation and still hasn't been banned. What it's for is unknown but given what his last two were, it's not hard to imagine.

https://x.com/SevensSecondAcc/status/1974276537773142226

https://x.com/SevensSecondAcc/status/1976437684651557103

He has managed to get ANOTHER violation for child safety and had his discord permanently suspended. This doesn't mean much as she already harbors two people in her discord that have also been banned for child safety. LinkTheDot who I have previously posted and Lucas who has does nothing of note but I still reported him for fun.

 

[Mr. Krabs]

Shondo got drunk during her September 6, 2025 karaoke stream ( [Karaoke] Drinking in jail with your cute Dictator ). During this stream:
- Ellie said that the only way she will find peace is death, and that she looks forward to death every day. She stated that she won't be around in 10 or 20 years, and that she will martyr herself. She basically threatened suicide in a thinly-veiled way.
- She said that she doesn't leave her house except with family. She also said that everyone in her family makes her do everything.
- She tried to farm sympathy for herself by repeatedly saying how sad she is.
- She said that her mother killed herself over a man.
- Ellie claimed that she hears the ceiling talking to her and says that it has malicious intentions.

Spoiler

For someone who is supposedly so schizophrenic, she is lucid enough to stream in-character for long periods of time and do business deals with companies.
- Ellie bragged about the amount of power she has. She said that if she was born a few hundred years ago, she would have been a religious figure. She said that she could have been a god. Ellie revels in the amount of power she has over people.

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Ellie made cookies to give to her fans at VeXpo, but she was too inept to get authorization to give them out inside of the convention. The cookies had to be given out at a random location next to the parking lot.
https://x.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1964320656956235885 (https://archive.is/BpxlA)
https://x.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1964377055786676260 (https://archive.is/qpaVQ)
https://x.com/brunchlovesfood/status/1964358973622251964 (https://archive.is/O9NGz)
https://x.com/legndary_shin14/status/1964345395712086175 (https://archive.is/Gb2yz)

When the guy passing out the cookies stepped away for a moment, one of Shondo's fans opened his box of items and began rummaging through it.
https://nitter.poast.org/FinnQwArt/status/1964438946194345999 (https://archive.is/bde59)

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Ellie is offering to show her feet as a stream reward.
https://x.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1977856532424347701 (https://archive.is/zj09r)

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Ellie is going to Japan at the end of November, to meet up with Nina Saotome (another VTuber). https://nitter.poast.org/goodgirlshadow/status/1966354947684905163 (https://archive.ph/cyEU1)

Ellie's sister was thrown out of a support program. https://nitter.poast.org/goodgirlshadow/status/1968409488194715993 (https://archive.is/lhCWm)

Sevens drew Shondo with a severed tongue. Shondo replied with "cute!!!". https://nitter.poast.org/fallenshadow_YT/status/1962171928979906727 (https://archive.is/6KAOy)

Discord flagged a drawing of Shondo as child pornography. https://nitter.poast.org/SevensSecondAcc/status/1963979576301760974 (https://archive.is/Ljknd)

In 2023, Ellie was accused of being a pedophile and supporting the creation and distribution of child pornography. https://x.com/0athwood/status/1634628305923059720 (https://archive.is/mM46r)

She also got mad at this guy for some reason:
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Ellie is an extremely rude person in real life. Telling a supporter to "fuck off" is emblematic of how she really sees them. She isn't the nice innocent girl that her fans believe her to be. Shondo is just a character that Ellie is playing: Shondo's voice is fake, and Shondo's personality is fake.

 

[4090 Chad]

Ellie bragged about the amount of power she has. She said that if she was born a few hundred years ago, she would have been a religious figure. She said that she could have been a god. Ellie revels in the amount of power she has over people.

Sounds like a certain literal motherfucker we all know.

 

[Abella]

Ellie is an extremely rude person in real life. Telling a supporter to "fuck off" is emblematic of how she really sees them. She isn't the nice innocent girl that her fans believe her to be. Shondo is just a character that Ellie is playing: Shondo's voice is fake, and Shondo's personality is fake.

It’s a very safe bet to always assume a vtuber is an awful person because if they weren’t they wouldn’t be a vtuber.