The Sacrifices by Alexander Kattke - The Official @BrunoMattei Grieving Thread

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This was just sent to me with a suicide note and some miscellaneous other stuff offsite by @BrunoMattei. We corresponded for a bit over a year before this, and while it was fun, I'm not going to pretend we were best buddies or wax poetic over this. Haven't read it yet and probably won't for a while but since he asked in the note (which I'm taking at face value for the purposes of this post, though if any of you feel like checking to see if he's really dead, go for it)

My one request to you, if I may impose in this post-mortem state of being where my only threat would be a haunting, is that you please spread this book like AIDS. Spam it everywhere. Use it in manifestos. Leave it in the book donation boxes. Send a copy to Sam Hyde. Etcetera etcetera que sera sera.
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the pdf's attached to this post along with a partially redacted screenshot of the note itself. There's nothing to add so I probably won't reply to this thread.
 

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Godfuckingdammit Bruno.

I don't want to get into too much because this involves the personal lives of me, him and two other users but long story short, actions he did, choices he made, led to him spiraling into a series of batshit insanity. He was not mentally well. At all.

I had to cut contact with him, which was incredibly hard and taxing for me.
 
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If true, then called it.

Dozens of people tried everything to help him. He was given every imaginable opportunity to pull his life together, & he wasn't willing to do the work himself. All he did with it was take take take. This was a tragic inevitability, but an inevitability nonetheless, & not one worth shedding any tears if you were one of the people who bent over backwards in reaching out to help him.

Again, if even true. I don't even care to verify.

And to belabor my point, he was given literally everything, every resource, every ounce of genuine love & kindness that he needed to turn things around, but he made up his mind to do this years ago & bit every hand that reached out to try & lift him up.

Those that I'm talking about know who you are. & you have zero cause to feel a single ounce of guilt. The most that can be justified is to mourn all the things that he could have done with his life, but he chose this instead.

Source: trust me, bro.

ETA: 3edgy5u bodycringe edgelord warning for anyone who deigns to gloss through that "book" he directed OP to post. And I can posit this declaration without even reading it. The guy is/was a master of poorly fetishizing cringe, sexual violence, & 7th grade writing-level murder & rape fantasies.
 
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it's a 90 page edgelord suicide note and I'm going to torture myself by reading it.

First of all "It is my great ambition to be the owner and CEO of a rape factory" HUH????

"In college I joined a fraternity: RMT = Rape Murder Torture frat. Our secret
handshake was a punch to the face."

He inserted a picture of a woman who was photographed before her murder, great job Bruno.

"Trivia: if you write about masturbating to this then critics will say you’re being
Peter Sotos-esque.
Oh, sorry. I was just told this isn’t edge lord-y enough! I’ll always be told it’s not
enough and it’s not as bad as you think but it’s all about perception just like
choosing the spices for the right cuts of meat."

Imagine being this much of an edgelord, couldn't be me.


Nevermind I gave up. 0/10 will not try again. All in all, I want to say that I hope this is true and not an attention grab just to make people feel bad for being "mean" to him. He had plenty of chances to get his shit together but he didn't want to, instead he chose to do this and write a retarded edgelord suicide note. His books are pretty much the same as well. I feel sorry for the people who tried to help him and basically got shit on for it.
 
He never once quoted Robert Bloch, although the whole thing reads like a Bloch fanfic.

Bruno, I am disappointed in you.
 
His composition is similar to an early-generation local LLM running on too few GB's of RAM. This man was clearly intoxicated on mind altering substances so his manifesto is a literary stream of consciousness. Hence, he draws nothing from the past or present to provide some guidance for the future. There is no information contained within here that is worth transferring to another man to help him on life's journey. And, the worst sin of all, it isn't even funny.

What is the deal with mushrooms making people become boring retards? I've seen end-stage marijuana retards with more intellect, forebrain, and initiative than the most intelligent mushroom enjoyer.
 
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I strongly disagree with the AI/LLM comparisons. LLMs are not nearly capable of emulating this specific brand of misanthropic gibberish.
 
If you're really at rock bottom, you don't believe that anything you have to say matters.

"Spread my last will and testament bro" is some narc shit. As if any bullshit you have to say is going to change the world, but for some reason it didn't change the world while you were still here? This is the teenage girl Sylvia Plath school of suicide notes, where they jill off to the idea of everyone having a big sad now that you're gone, "Oh what an artist the world loses in me!*" People wailing over your corpse, prostrating themselves at the coffin of the genius they never appreciated, yet somehow being dead causes your words to have more power? Nigger being dead makes your words have LESS power, and the artists who died young had enough talent that they would have been recognised whether they were dead or not.

*These were the last words of Emperor Nero who stabbed himself to avoid being lynched. What a stupid spic lol

Sometimes mental illness makes the despair too much to handle. Sometimes someone's life can get so bad that offing yourself is a logical choice. Those are the people we mourn, not those who think that self-destruction makes their stupid manifesto more profound. This is a mass shooter manifesto but without (I hope) the mass shooting. What a waste of 1s and 0s.
 
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