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"Life-saving surgeries"
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He even has a post showing his amhole. (Archive).
Our sad laydee.
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Turns out no matter how many surgeries you pay for, you're still you.
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I will be 40 yrs in few days time, and after a lifetime of feeling wrong and after doing everything in my power to reduce my dysphoria, I still don't feel 'right'.
I have been on hormones for 4 yrs and I have had BA, FFS, lipo, BBL and vaginoplasty. I don't know what I could have done more and I don't have the financial means to do more.
My Pain and depression are as bad as it ever was. My face and voice still don't pass and I get stared at and misgendered often. Hormones never did much for me. I hardly got any breast development and my figure never changed.
The surgeries were a mixed bag. The FFS helped quite a bit, but... my breasts look very uneven, my vagina has no feeling whatsoever since my clitoris died off and the lipo360/tummy-tuck/bbl was completely botched.
I should be finished now, but I still feel wrong and I don't know what else to do.
I have been on hormones for 4 yrs and I have had BA, FFS, lipo, BBL and vaginoplasty. I don't know what I could have done more and I don't have the financial means to do more.
My Pain and depression are as bad as it ever was. My face and voice still don't pass and I get stared at and misgendered often. Hormones never did much for me. I hardly got any breast development and my figure never changed.
The surgeries were a mixed bag. The FFS helped quite a bit, but... my breasts look very uneven, my vagina has no feeling whatsoever since my clitoris died off and the lipo360/tummy-tuck/bbl was completely botched.
I should be finished now, but I still feel wrong and I don't know what else to do.
I dont pass completely because I do get misgendered and stared at a lot. But my face isn't my biggest source of dysphoria now.
My figure didn't improve on hormones and tons if exercises didn't help either. So I loaned and did a surgery to make my figure more feminine. This surgery failed and still hurts me a lot. My stomach is botched, and my figure is more masculine than before. This gives me lots of pain.
My vaginoplasty didn't went well either. A piece including my clitoris died off and now there is no feeling there. I'm not the most sexual person, but it still makes me sad that I can't ever get a orgasm or even erogenous feeling.
Other sources of dysphoria:
My figure didn't improve on hormones and tons if exercises didn't help either. So I loaned and did a surgery to make my figure more feminine. This surgery failed and still hurts me a lot. My stomach is botched, and my figure is more masculine than before. This gives me lots of pain.
My vaginoplasty didn't went well either. A piece including my clitoris died off and now there is no feeling there. I'm not the most sexual person, but it still makes me sad that I can't ever get a orgasm or even erogenous feeling.
Other sources of dysphoria:
- broad shoulders and chest
- stubborn beard shadow
- thin, fragile, messy hair
- uneven, wide apart breasts
- masculine hands, knees and feet
- no butt whatsoever
He even has a post showing his amhole. (Archive).
I had surgery (PIV) more than 6 weeks ago. Visually, I'm starting to be happy with the result. It seems to look natural. I have some concerns though:
Large part of my clitoris died off and now there is no feeling there. I also have no feeling in the g-spot yet. I hope this will still come.
Some areas are starting to look a bit gray and dark. I really hope there will be no further parts dying off.
Large part of my clitoris died off and now there is no feeling there. I also have no feeling in the g-spot yet. I hope this will still come.
Some areas are starting to look a bit gray and dark. I really hope there will be no further parts dying off.
Our sad laydee.
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A few weeks after my vaginoplasty (PIV by Dr. Kanhai) a piece of skin at the upper parts fell off. Unfortunately this included the entire clitoris. The doctor confirmed that it must have died off, and that they wouldn't be able to make a new clitoris.
It has now been 6 weeks since surgery and there is no erogenous feeling down there. When I dilate I feel nothing, or I just feel full in a non-pleasant way.
Im starting to fear that I won't be able to experience pleasant, erogenous feeling anymore and will never have an orgasm again.
I wonder if anybody else experienced something similar.
I also have trouble with peeing. It sprays everywhere and it's very messy and unhygienic. When I told them after 2 weeks, they said it would get better with time, but now it's been 6 weeks and it's still as bad (or even worse). Anybody else had this? Does it get better?
Im not that happy with how it looks either, but maybe it's still too early to tell. At what point can you tell how it will end up looking?
This is my second failed surgery in a row after my lipo/tummy-tuck/BBL went very bad in november. Other surgeries were also disappointing and hormones never did well vor me. I feel very cursed and depressed.
It has now been 6 weeks since surgery and there is no erogenous feeling down there. When I dilate I feel nothing, or I just feel full in a non-pleasant way.
Im starting to fear that I won't be able to experience pleasant, erogenous feeling anymore and will never have an orgasm again.
I wonder if anybody else experienced something similar.
I also have trouble with peeing. It sprays everywhere and it's very messy and unhygienic. When I told them after 2 weeks, they said it would get better with time, but now it's been 6 weeks and it's still as bad (or even worse). Anybody else had this? Does it get better?
Im not that happy with how it looks either, but maybe it's still too early to tell. At what point can you tell how it will end up looking?
This is my second failed surgery in a row after my lipo/tummy-tuck/BBL went very bad in november. Other surgeries were also disappointing and hormones never did well vor me. I feel very cursed and depressed.
Turns out no matter how many surgeries you pay for, you're still you.



