I tried finding the apology leak but couldn't find it, and saw a picture of some of it I guess and used grok to transcode it
"Normally I would never do this, but I’d like to apologize for my behavior on stream yesterday. I’m well aware there’s no excuse for calling you a pedo and saying you want to “fuck little boys”. So, I’m sorry, clearly I overreacted because of the other drama related to my channel. As for Rangerboo’s comments, I didn’t actually believe them, which is why I was hesitant to comment on her superchats.
The reason I was pissed is because my extremely parasocial fans exploded on me for being nice to a Vtuber. That’s literally it. I know it’s not worth your time to go through them, but you can check the VODs that people have reuploaded. My drama had nothing to do with lolicons, or my opinion on drawings. People informed me of your past as an 8chan mod, so I understand your personal disgust with this issue. But that has nothing to do with me. My opinion on lolis hasn’t been public for years.
No, this is all because I felt remorse for being an asshole to a Vtuber (Kirsche), publicly, who I had promised, privately, that I wouldn’t do exactly that, just 3 days prior. That’s literally it. People blew up a simple ethical dilemma and some cringy words (not sure if you’ve seen the “whoa mama” shit) into the most active thread on KF. My fans are fucking pathetic. I talk to Kirsche privately about content creator related stuff but I’m not a delusional simp, I have no intentions to try to date her or whatever retarded shit people are saying.
So, I got doxxed by my own fans because they think I chose a woman over them. Yes, it’s actually that fucking gay and retarded. For the record, I support the existence of KF, I’m not going to ask you to remove the info or anything, I know how this works.
I won’t waste more of your time with my personal drama, especially when it’s this boring and blown out of proportion by bad actors. Just know that I am sorry. I let my anger get the best of me and said some stupid edgy shit like I always do. Me and you actually are pretty similar in our beliefs on a lot of things, and we’ve both had trannies try to shut down our lives. I’m not going to ask to show up on MATI or for you to be a guest on my podcast. Just interested in resolving the conflict."