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I feel like this is a troll, but that being said does anyone have the slightest idea of what he is referring to.
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Reposting because it got wiped out from a larger reply in the retard purge.

This is probably outright just made up. However, we know Shondo made some pretty degenerate ASMR in the past and I'm not too sure whether it'd be "beneath her" to make a JOI (porn ASMR). Regardless of whether it's real or not, it is clearly something that thread regulars use to fuck with newfags. Better to just assume it isn't real.
 
Keeping up with this thread, some clarifications you guys might want, cause again I'm mostly interested in your guys' psych analysis of her
Her old twitter accounts shadowchama+syadouchama weren't deleted, they were suspended cause of some art she posted.
She claims to basically be emotionally dependent on streaming, that it naturally lifts her mood and help keeps her stable. Her in 2021 and 2023 and now are pretty different, both in terms of mental health and love-baiting.
The Lemonleaf into Fauna breakdown was real, was very much a menhera moment for her, and she had another meltdown when Soyapoya "graduated" but when she came back as Cecilia she seemed happy about things.
Another tidbit that she brought up during a valentines discord call is how the Rushia fallout basically ruined many things about relationships for her. She hates being called a GFE streamer cause of that and doesn't consider herself one (despite, y'know, husbands). Also said she hates sex, especially sex outside of marriage, apparently she called a family member a whore over it and got scolded.
Some /vt/ scrubs try to bring up her still having a bf (Michael) behind the scenes but I'm gonna assume you guys would've found out already.
 
I haven't seen one that's as blatant, and as popular, as Shondo. Sure, Gura/Senzawa may have baited sometimes, but she wasn't on stream going "please rape me ojisan uwu".
Search up the name "Bittycat", talked about a bunch on twitter, mostly on AllTheFallen (some of her content is still there), something about matrix rooms/servers too (however they work). Literal rape victim that got pretty popular among the least subtle pedo-lolicons cause she dubbed goon captions talking about child porn and MAP stuff. I'd say she is/was the worst figure in the entire lolicon space
 
Keeping up with this thread, some clarifications you guys might want, cause again I'm mostly interested in your guys' psych analysis of her
Her old twitter accounts shadowchama+syadouchama weren't deleted, they were suspended cause of some art she posted.
She claims to basically be emotionally dependent on streaming, that it naturally lifts her mood and help keeps her stable. Her in 2021 and 2023 and now are pretty different, both in terms of mental health and love-baiting.
The Lemonleaf into Fauna breakdown was real, was very much a menhera moment for her, and she had another meltdown when Soyapoya "graduated" but when she came back as Cecilia she seemed happy about things.
Another tidbit that she brought up during a valentines discord call is how the Rushia fallout basically ruined many things about relationships for her. She hates being called a GFE streamer cause of that and doesn't consider herself one (despite, y'know, husbands). Also said she hates sex, especially sex outside of marriage, apparently she called a family member a whore over it and got scolded.
Some /vt/ scrubs try to bring up her still having a bf (Michael) behind the scenes but I'm gonna assume you guys would've found out already.
I know of Michael but haven't read enough /shon/ to work out whether that's real or not. I know she's said Michael on stream before for some reason - her explanation for it is that it's a name she sometimes uses for her cat (coined by an uncle), right? I've seen possible schizoposts saying it's some guy on twitter who just posts that he loves shondo once a day, every single day; allegedly she met this guy irl but I don't believe that to be true.

Seems fake overall, to piss off unicorns.

Search up the name "Bittycat", talked about a bunch on twitter, mostly on AllTheFallen (some of her content is still there), something about matrix rooms/servers too (however they work). Literal rape victim that got pretty popular among the least subtle pedo-lolicons cause she dubbed goon captions talking about child porn and MAP stuff. I'd say she is/was the worst figure in the entire lolicon space

We have a thread for bittycat.

 
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Reposting because it got wiped out from a larger reply in the retard purge.

This is probably outright just made up. However, we know Shondo made some pretty degenerate ASMR in the past and I'm not too sure whether it'd be "beneath her" to make a JOI (porn ASMR). Regardless of whether it's real or not, it is clearly something that thread regulars use to fuck with newfags. Better to just assume it isn't real.
The "kiss countdown" (which is just her counting and kissing repeatedly during the ASMR video) is jokingly referred to as JOI ("jerk-off instructions", videos in which someone gives you instructions on how to masturbate).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uVYjZKWEWmk https://preservetube.com/watch?v=uVYjZKWEWmk

The "I'll let you watch" is just something she sometimes says when showing off parts of her model (like her bunny tail) or her body (like when she shows off her clavicles). I am not sure which particular instance the post was referring to.

"I wanna give daddy kisses too" is something she said during her early streams when someone donated while she was talking (which usually prompts her to give the donor a "kiss on the cheek" if she feels like it), when she said she could call her "husbands" "daddy" too. It could take me hours to find that particular clip, and I don't think it would add much to this thread.

Overall, the 4chan post was just trying to incite people on this site to find these moments in the hopes that you would react to them in a silly way (just like you have already done with some of her most innocent clips).

"m" is short for "Michael", the subject of a trolling rrat about "Michael" being the name of Ellie's secret boyfriend, based on a moment in which she randomly called her cat (named "otis") "Michael" during a Sims 2 stream, and reinforced when Ellie made fun of the people who thought Michael was her boyfriend by yelling "Save me, Michael!" while she was struggling with a certain part of the game Half-Life 2.
 
Overall, the 4chan post was just trying to incite people on this site to find these moments in the hopes that you would react to them in a silly way
This is more or less what I suspected.

just like you have already done with some of her most innocent clips
Innocent is debatable.

I have a funny feeling this may be her long-running stalker posting again.

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Innocent is debatable.
Is a grown woman with a blatant loli avatar showcasing a pacifier in her mouth, knowing she sexualizes such stuff, being labelled "innocent" really debatable? i'd argue it's open and shut that it's fucking weird.
I have a funny feeling this may be her long-running stalker posting again.
Oh, you mean the guy who admitted to stalking this clearly mentally ill woman, from when she was a child sexualizing herself and doing weird loli shit? Probably.
 
The "kiss countdown" (which is just her counting and kissing repeatedly during the ASMR video) is jokingly referred to as JOI ("jerk-off instructions", videos in which someone gives you instructions on how to masturbate).
I remember this, it's cause it got marked as sexual content by youtube. Wasn't even a good one among her recent ASMR stuff imo
 
Ellie talks about her dislike of sex, how she didn't enjoy having a boyfriend, and how being fucked or learning how to masturbate would probably solve a lot of her problems.


Ellie angrily responds to accusations that she lied about her mother's suicide attempt in the hospital, the "Michael" secret boyfriend allegations, and talks about her former boyfriend. She mentions that there was a 4 year gap between her and her boyfriend. She also mentions that if you can try hard enough you could dox her entire family and her past boyfriend.

https://files.catbox.moe/s3wtjx.ogg

On the same day, she said that she dated her past boyfriend when she was 15 years old, so she was 15 and her boyfriend (who lived in Florida) was 19.
 
She hates being called a GFE streamer
she feels like a fauna where she just does talk streams instead of game streams no wonder shes being called a girlfriend experience chubba cant she be good at games like dokiselen
 
Ellie angrily responds to accusations that she lied
I know I'm out of my element and I'm waiting for a ban any minute, but one thing I love about her is just how "true" everything is, she never lies or omits anything. As a long-time viewer none of the deeper stuff in the thread is new to me besides maybe the opioid biz.
Funny enough, in another part of that same call she mentioned she's not scared of anyone doxxing and coming to kill her.
 
Ellie talks about her dislike of sex, how she didn't enjoy having a boyfriend, and how being fucked or learning how to masturbate would probably solve a lot of her problems.


Ellie angrily responds to accusations that she lied about her mother's suicide attempt in the hospital, the "Michael" secret boyfriend allegations, and talks about her former boyfriend. She mentions that there was a 4 year gap between her and her boyfriend. She also mentions that if you can try hard enough you could dox her entire family and her past boyfriend.

https://files.catbox.moe/s3wtjx.ogg

On the same day, she said that she dated her past boyfriend when she was 15 years old, so she was 15 and her boyfriend (who lived in Florida) was 19.
Dislike of sex. That’s why she’s on stream constantly going “CUNNY CUNNY CUNNY RAPE ME”

Hard to believe but I’m not buying it
 
This is context to that clip that people seem to be missing https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NlWFScxcOQw
this context has always felt like cope because even if in that one instance she was "making fun of people who chat like that"

She...... still just says that shit other times all on her own without that rationale. She's still peddling lolicon shit, she's still telling people "yeah go ahead draw art of my child model being violently raped"

So the "um ackshually in this one case she was being le ironic" just comes across as bad faith deflection. She has chatters that spam that shit because that's the audience she's catered to, she's reaped what she's sown.
 
in another part of that same call she mentioned she's not scared of anyone doxxing and coming to kill her.
i think she’s actually scared, but at the same time… something in her likes it.

https://youtu.be/wBnYREytRbs?feature=shared&t=13774 (says she loves the idea of entering people's homes and killing them along with their families, during that stream she also repeatedly asks people to hit her)
https://youtu.be/w0sm9oo8S24?feature=shared&t=6343 (she reacts positively to someone who claims he imagines himself choking her)
https://files.catbox.moe/df7mp2.mp4 (she talks about how pain makes her feel good, even though it is painful)
https://files.catbox.moe/txlvcv.mp4 NSFW (playfully pretends that patting her is like hitting her, and that's fine with her if it makes you feel better)
https://files.catbox.moe/xl552g.mp4 (playfully asks people to draw ryona of her)
https://files.catbox.moe/rbzitf.mp4 (casually blurts out a request for someone to kill her)
 
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Kiwifarms, known and feared for unmasking sexpests, infiltrating groomercords, investigating heinous blackmailing, self-harm groups like 764 and its off-shoots. Your community brought ruthless zoosadists and pedophiles like million dollar pity behind bars.

Kiwifarms - the unkillable bastion - now goes after abused schizoid women who are the sole breadwinner of their family. Going as far as ‘phonebooking’ her minor siblings – all in service of protecting the children.

I can’t help but wonder whether you buy your own bullshit.

@Null , is it just me or is your beloved site slowly turning into one of those same, hysteric cancel-mob which plagued you and your community since keffals went into a european coke-fueled fenderbender, claiming he ran because he got threatened?



Is this thread even funny? I’m under the impression most of the milk came from her rabid community, not the victim you opened up to neverending harrassment by not just allowing the phonebook, but partitioning it into an easy to find thread. If anything happens to her or even her younger siblings it’ll be on you and @Nigga Bullshit . Whats a small child sacrifice in face of destroying the lolipedomenace once and for all!

Sorry chief, that train already departed when stable diffusion came out and if you believe otherwise bless your soul.

I’ve followed shondos antics for a while now and have yet to turn into a lolicon, let alone a pedophile. In fact porn does nothing for me. According to your already-majority female userbase I must be a Nigel!

I have child-aged female family members whom I love dearly.

I’m more worried about rampant grooming gangs, discordkitties, self-harm-circlejerks, tiktok, snapchat, instagram and Islam.

A twenty-something womanchild fucking about with her community, hiding her fucked up art like a good girl on her alt accounts and somehow managing to stay on twitch by being mostly wholesome is the least of my worries. Heck, she’s been steadily improving on avoiding less-savory topics. But she speaks like a child and sometimes still indulges the coomunity (typo intended), which provides the funds to lift her and her proteges out of poverty. What a feat! For someone as mentally ill and medicated as her, even.

All of you now know of her past. Truthfully she was doomed from the start and she still somehow defied the odds. She shouldn’t exist, she shouldn’t be alive and able to run a business, yet she still is. Must be a true enigma to the armchair psychologists around here.

But these are the reasons I care so much for her wellbeing besides only having a passing interest in her.

Her eternal reward is a ‘phonebook’, her f-d up body, her stigma, and donkeys, who never experienced real suffering wishing death or worse upon her and her loved ones, yet never even giving her a chance.



I believe you’re a principled man @Null .

Nobody sane would keep this place running despite this overwhelming adversity. I’ve lurked for 5 years and broke my streak in a desperate attempt to reason with you. You showed mercy and good-will to someone like Chris-Chan, who had already hinted at his incestuous tendencies with comics about his daughterwife Crystal.

What’s done is done. The dox will forever be out in the open. What I’m wishing for is you and the more reasonable members of your community extending your mercy and fair judgement to someone who’s far more deserving of it than the reason this site exists.

I’m of the opinion shondo is spirtually closer to someone like ullillillia, who’d also been fucked from start and keeps hanging on, then let’s say kiki pyon, who moves about in the same spheres as shondo, but exudes a more troublesome aura.



Since sociopaths and the hysterical middleaged women you court dgaf I’m also willing to give up two leads to 1. a community more deserving of the spotlight than shondo ever was. And 2. an open pedophile/shotacon who’s also an inflation fetishist.

Must be right up your alley! I’m pretty certain at least one of those leads has somehow managed to stay under kiwifarms hawkeyed radar. As a lurker I’m unaware of what goes on in the prospering grounds but that person is so niche I’d be really surprised if you already got stuff on them.



I’m looking forward to your nuanced replies, dear loliSHO-(sure feels like noone cares about young boys around here. Staying on brand for being hypocrites even in their hypocrisy)-hunters and dear feeder, which are surely always well thought-out and not just coming from a primal, guttural place of emotion for something you simply are incapable of understanding.
 
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