- Joined
- Jul 27, 2022
Let me tell you about an addictive mind. They put Nick on color code, that means random colors are called every day, randomly. The colors shift so frequently that no one can really tell what is a high priority color. Nick is just now getting his color, he's thinking, 'I can test positive for a little longer..' So he's quietly drinking and snorting the emergency cocaine. In a few days, less than a week, they'll call his color and he'll know, this is the most positive I can test going forward. Then he falls into the loop of trying to figure out how long he can do alcohol and cocaine before he tests positive. He calls color code at 12:01 Friday morning, they don't call his color, it's a license to drink and snort for 8 hours, each are a 3-day life in your urine. One day, he will get loose, instead of 8 hours, it'll be 14, he'll have a little extra, then the system designed to let addicts hang themselves will snap tight.
God bless the people who see the cycle and try to correct. Nick is sinking, Nick can't be saved.
God bless the people who see the cycle and try to correct. Nick is sinking, Nick can't be saved.