hearing jimbo's icy shell melt just a little bit is pretty surreal for a guy whose chronically unable to take anything seriously. and he didn't have to focus on WHAT ABOUT THE CHILDREN!!! to do it. watching nick's fall, especially after hearing him in that original mersh clip, where he's both eloquent and in his element, juxtaposed against the appealstream disaster, really drives home why this is such a gut punch for anyone who took him seriously in the past and has seen what he has become. yes, indeed jimbo, he pissed it all away for nothing but a dopamine hit. that is exactly what addicts do.