Smashed & Slamed
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- Jul 4, 2022
I don't think he can do that. The man is such an alcoholic that he clearly has the shakes. If he tried to quit he would need to not just gather all the booze and pouring it down the sink. Not just get rid of all the drugs, not just smash all the paraphernalia. He would need to be man enough to do that while every cell in his body is telling him no and then have the wherewithal and more importantly the balls and humility to go and get himself checked in a hospital for the worst days of his life. All of this having to take place as he is being investigated for stuff that could give him 25 years in prison if it all goes wrong and with the post drug realization of having destroyed your family and your life.He needs to take a look in the mirror, get sober, and realize how far he's fallen from a few years ago.
Nicky is a coward and Nicky is a narcissist. He doesn't have the guts to suffer pain and he doesn't believe he deserves to suffer pain.
I think Branca did put it best, if he does everything right he has a 10% chance of getting out of this. And that chance is reserved for better people.