He has both a
little brother and a
little sister, could be either. Of note,
his older brother killed himself on his younger brother's birthday:
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Also,
he's autistic and clearly feels like a failed man in comparison to his brother:
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Of course, clearly he was a girl inside the whole time and trooning out wasn't just pornsickness and an excuse to have a 24-hour hugbox to retreat to.
Ugh, this is awful.
And a really, really good reminder dont do it
As long as you've got a single person alive who loves you, don't do it. For other people rather than for yourself (and you will *always*, no matter how bad things are rn, cheer up anyway - happens every time, sometimes it takes a while but it does, and you might as well better try everything else first)
If you decide to do it when your family are gone, as an adult, you can breath easy knowing the option is on the table, and play the game with a cut off point in mind as an insurance factor that if things get too terrible, once everyone is gone.
When you see the effect on parents and family of a child /siblings death, it never really gets that much better. It just changes and gets sad in different ways.
You miss the kind of uncle they'd be to their brand new neice who they never got to even imagine, or more trivial stuff like stupid crazy news articles that they woudlnt belive, or some TV series they liked having a new series or some bullshit.
You never stop missing people and you never stop feeling guilty, so as long as you have someone left to miss you, you might as well push on.
You can always way more easily, less tragically and suspiciously kill yourself when you're way older, when you've given everything a shot.
I will say, this is fucking way more difficult advice if you have access to guns.
I don't think I'd be alive if so. It's actually fairly hard to kill yourself, bodies are pretty tough, but the ease of clicking a finger when you are way beyond reason and manic with the terror of being alive, seems like it's way too easy to almost trip into.
I'm sure there are some steps you can take but as a brit I dont know em.
@TheCrackMonkey 'Well the US was way behind Europe when it came to ditching the lobotomy.'
Everyone thinks lobotomies are gone, they aren't! They, very very rarely, are still used.
They are actually a useful tool in extremely rare cases.
They just shouldn't be given willy nilly to your wife Susan after she got a bit moody after the baby.
Ditto electroshock therapy. That is much more widely used, and has massively positive results. On extremely treatment resistant catatonic depression.
Once again, it's not forcibly given, and when it is given, anti convulsant drugs are used during, rather than letting people just break their arms and jaws against their restraints.