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Honestly, between turkey tom and Styx and some other lolcows there might be enough people that have fucked lolcows on the forum to get their own board. Milk maids.
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I stayed with Gizmo the nights leading up to his death of old age. It was sad how little concern the people of the household had for this cat. I loved him so much and cried for him, even though I had just met the kitty months ago. It is a good thing that I was with him because the cat Quincy, who is bonded to Pam, is an evil bully. When other cats are weak & dying, he goes after them to finish them off, presumably. I had to shove him away to protect Gizmo.
I want to stay in Rutland for many reasons. I could report on events here, sure, but I also adore the wacky, small-town feel. I also wish to get in shape & fix my knee so I will be able to ski here. My large goal is to own land so I can grow weed. This is another reason I would like to stay here in Vermont. Smoking cannabis has been my largest "avoidable" financial drain for the past 25 years. I need to live in a place like Vermont where it's legal to grow and thus rather cheap because everyone knows someone who grows
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Props to you for showing care for a dying cat.
I don't understand how anybody could prioritize obtaining jazz cabbage. That shit makes a person stupid. Ever think your current situation might owe something to smoking too much ganja?
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Nunya Business
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Right? Contrary to popular belief, people do get addicted to the devil's lettuce. And those that do seem to have really shitty, chaotic, unproductive lives. They also seem to all be very defensive and protective of their addiction - refusing to believe it could possibly have anything to do with their continued "bad luck."
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You said you wanted advice because you are retarded. Give up the weed. Look into local or state resources and find something to get education in that pays more than minimum wage and has room for growth. You need to budget out your finances especially because I assume you are homeless now. If the goal is to buy property you need to start saving money. You cannot afford to be sitting in a jail cell.
Use your time wisely and try to get this court case squashed or reduced. Domestic violence will fuck you over for a long time and limit your job opportunities so you need to probably invest in a lawyer. You need a one month plan a six month plan and a year plan. Actually write it out and put it in a place where you will have to look at it every day. Putting words and plans to paper will help guide you in the right direction. Stay out of dysfunctional relationships or probably just relationships in general. Also stop doing gay magic shit it's cringe and not quirky or cute.
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That sure was a lot of words. She's not the only one who has ended up in a place where she was living in her car. I'm gently encouraging her to get through this shit show with the legal system, and to show the world how she's bettering herself. The fact that she's still throwing edgy "mark of the beast" numbers and one of her last statements is that she will always smoke pot- doesn't encourage one to open their wallet.
I have faith in her, and I'm more than happy to assist- I also don't blame anyone else who wants to see her moving in the proper direction rather than zany youtube shorts.
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She’s better off leaving Rottland and going to a new town for a fresh start, but that’s too optimistic.
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Can't imagine throwing money at Nikki, personally, when she's exceedingly likely to do like Sam and spend it on junk. Except instead of goyslop fast food it'll be wacky tobaccy.
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It is offputting for sure. Considering how vocal and enthusiastic she is about her weed addiction, how she nonchalantly talks about how she's been at it for over 25 years, how her stated main life goal is something that is primarily to facilitate acquiring weed, the chances that a substantial amount of any crowdsourced money isn't going towards buying drugs is zero, and she is obviously dead set on smoking that shit until the day she draws her very last breath. May as well donate to BossmanJack to help him buy a Civic.
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Yeah. I'm trying not to be that hard-nosed, yet. I want to see her succeed, but I need to see her working toward that goal. BMJ just had what- 4 months and is already gambling, thinking maybe he won't get high? I doubt it'll last a few days.
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I would like to chip in. I want to chip in. But every bone in my body is rattling in Morse code to just buy another gold piece for my kid, who also sometimes needs a reminder about wants versus needs.
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Hey, don't get down in the dumps over having a public defender. They're lawyers just like all the rest, they just cannot dedicate 100% of their time to your case, that's all. Unless you're OJ Simpson, or it's some special extraordinary case, springing for an expensive lawyer won't make much of a difference.
Just tell the judge that Styx smelled so bad that you blacked out and went into a fugue state!
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I know we're a tough crowd and for good reason - and I think the posts where people aren't just shouting epithets and throwing fruit and boots for fun (at people who mostly deserve it), there is a ton of good advice here.
But that the same time, a god damned battering lying drunk junkie day drinking jobless fuck Tard gets to fleece his paypigs for doing fuck all, and The Nikkster here needs a boost. I think asking she forgo the weed and cigs for a time to get bootstrapped is a normal ask to make when being charitable - if you need help, you will be subject to rules.
I think there is a lot more to the story here than we know. Past traumas, I think she has her college degree from some college in New York, cant remember where I saw it, and has had her own interesting and painful family adventures. What I like about her is her autist tier honesty, I've not caught her in a lie, and I've not seen her adjust her appearances to gain something - she seems to be WYSIWYG.
I think Nikki's bad habits are nowhere near as self destructive as BMJ, she doesnt gamble, and she gets high on basic shit, not hard stuff, and she holds down a job and she gets along with her co-workers, for example, when Tard called in the false DV on her (we all know his muh domestic violence battery shit is a way to prevent a squatting issue) she was easily able to get someone else to cover for her.
Also compare her to Sam, Sam was asked, how much? and Sam asked for 1.5 million. No joke
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Nikki, she needs what she would make in about a month to get bootstrapped, so I appreciate that about her request. Its not a grabby motherfucker self centered type of request, its like, hey, man I could use a hand, Ill manage somehow, but right now its really hard.
The weed shit, I dont get the whole Cheech and Chong shit either, but if you were from a gilded time in Baltimore raised in a family with a fairly normal life, dad was a Civil Engineer, mom I think was a bit nuts, and then, over time, that gilded comfy life degraded where the neighborhood turned into a jungle, dad turned into a hoarder, and then after college there wasnt a nice 6 figure job waiting and then some personal stuff happened that derailed her shit a bit and then its welcome to America in 2010, Im 27, I fucked up, and everything that once was super awesome just 10 years before when said person was 18, in 2000, is now a fucking nightmare full of aliens and jungle bunnies out of control, and things are messed up and starting over isnt quite so easy. Some turn to sunstances to ease the pain of reality. Not advisable, but its what people do. Im not here to defend every choice in between, I made consistently good choices over the same time period, but I can understand thinking the good times might keep coming only to wake up in a brutal upsidedown facsimile of the country that once was and leaning on bottles or doobies to take the edge off.
If she is to leave Rut Vegas, she needs to wrap up the legal trash, a nuisance lawsuit from Sam, and this false DV case from Tard. She still hasnt gotten her stuff out of Castle WarwickSkull because the town police were told by the Warwick to GFY so now the Sherriff has to do it.
She did take some feedback and reworded the edgy stuff in the GSG page taking out some of the more magical stuff. But that meth guy had a better written appeal for the same purposes,
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But we all know meth samurai is an ass and probably a much worse "investment", but the Nikkster, there is good in her, and she works, and people at work like her, and as you can see here, she did good work fucking over Tardcow.
I do give her credit, we dont know why meth samurai is on his bottom dollar with credit problems, you'll never get a straight answer from him, but if you ask Nikki the mechanics of how and why she is in the situation she is in she at least give you the straight answer. I would like to see her back in business so she can be in a way to be able to damage that filthy piece of shit Tard who needs to get his comeuppance , he must expiate for his wrongdoings , and Nikki will be a force for good in that fight.
Im not saying make it rain and paper her into the Waldorf Astoria penthouse, just throw a few shekels so she is just a little above totally indigent to get something rented.
The state of Vermont gave her a PD because she is out of funds.
But that the same time, a god damned battering lying drunk junkie day drinking jobless fuck Tard gets to fleece his paypigs for doing fuck all, and The Nikkster here needs a boost. I think asking she forgo the weed and cigs for a time to get bootstrapped is a normal ask to make when being charitable - if you need help, you will be subject to rules.
I think there is a lot more to the story here than we know. Past traumas, I think she has her college degree from some college in New York, cant remember where I saw it, and has had her own interesting and painful family adventures. What I like about her is her autist tier honesty, I've not caught her in a lie, and I've not seen her adjust her appearances to gain something - she seems to be WYSIWYG.
I think Nikki's bad habits are nowhere near as self destructive as BMJ, she doesnt gamble, and she gets high on basic shit, not hard stuff, and she holds down a job and she gets along with her co-workers, for example, when Tard called in the false DV on her (we all know his muh domestic violence battery shit is a way to prevent a squatting issue) she was easily able to get someone else to cover for her.
Also compare her to Sam, Sam was asked, how much? and Sam asked for 1.5 million. No joke
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Nikki, she needs what she would make in about a month to get bootstrapped, so I appreciate that about her request. Its not a grabby motherfucker self centered type of request, its like, hey, man I could use a hand, Ill manage somehow, but right now its really hard.
The weed shit, I dont get the whole Cheech and Chong shit either, but if you were from a gilded time in Baltimore raised in a family with a fairly normal life, dad was a Civil Engineer, mom I think was a bit nuts, and then, over time, that gilded comfy life degraded where the neighborhood turned into a jungle, dad turned into a hoarder, and then after college there wasnt a nice 6 figure job waiting and then some personal stuff happened that derailed her shit a bit and then its welcome to America in 2010, Im 27, I fucked up, and everything that once was super awesome just 10 years before when said person was 18, in 2000, is now a fucking nightmare full of aliens and jungle bunnies out of control, and things are messed up and starting over isnt quite so easy. Some turn to sunstances to ease the pain of reality. Not advisable, but its what people do. Im not here to defend every choice in between, I made consistently good choices over the same time period, but I can understand thinking the good times might keep coming only to wake up in a brutal upsidedown facsimile of the country that once was and leaning on bottles or doobies to take the edge off.
If she is to leave Rut Vegas, she needs to wrap up the legal trash, a nuisance lawsuit from Sam, and this false DV case from Tard. She still hasnt gotten her stuff out of Castle WarwickSkull because the town police were told by the Warwick to GFY so now the Sherriff has to do it.
She did take some feedback and reworded the edgy stuff in the GSG page taking out some of the more magical stuff. But that meth guy had a better written appeal for the same purposes,
See:
But we all know meth samurai is an ass and probably a much worse "investment", but the Nikkster, there is good in her, and she works, and people at work like her, and as you can see here, she did good work fucking over Tardcow.
I do give her credit, we dont know why meth samurai is on his bottom dollar with credit problems, you'll never get a straight answer from him, but if you ask Nikki the mechanics of how and why she is in the situation she is in she at least give you the straight answer. I would like to see her back in business so she can be in a way to be able to damage that filthy piece of shit Tard who needs to get his comeuppance , he must expiate for his wrongdoings , and Nikki will be a force for good in that fight.
Im not saying make it rain and paper her into the Waldorf Astoria penthouse, just throw a few shekels so she is just a little above totally indigent to get something rented.
The state of Vermont gave her a PD because she is out of funds.
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Not to be rude, but how about you just quit weed? Have a fresh start?
I know a lot of people in your situation will say, "Oh, no, I need weed or else I will kill myself. Weed is the only thing that ever allowed me to not kill myself / not be an alcoholic / not be an opiate addict or whatever."
But I believe in you and I really think you could survive without it. You're already in a new location. How about you give it a shot?
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I think this might be the thinking behind why she likes weed - she weaned herself off of being a not so functional alcohol users into a far more functional weed user.
Note: I dont use weed or see the appeal. I get agitated and paranoid even on supposedly mellow strains.
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I'm gonna throw out a defense of weed. I'm a pothead, but as long as you aren't socially smoking like kids in HS, or funding someone else's habit, a dub or an eight will last a week. That's $10-30 dollars for a little reprieve. I'm a pothead, but I know when I can smoke, and not fuck with business I have to do. I see it like asking someone to stop drinking coffee, it's a habit, part of a routine, and while it can be detrimental, trying to change that routine would be equally stress inducing. Provided she's just smoking a bowl in the evening after work she should be fine (and as long as she doesn't have broke friends coming over to smoke her stash, like Tarl).
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True.
Ok, Nikki, how about this?
Maybe you could try to cut back and, in the meantime, don't plan the entire second half of your life around weed growing.
You don't even need land to grow weed. It's legal in many states. You could grow it in a closet in one of the states that borders yours.
I just don't want you to hold yourself back.
It reminds me of young people trying to decide where they're going to go to college and allowing the price of weed in a given area to influence their lifelong decision. You don't want to plan your life around weed.
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This isn't necessarily true if she stays in Vermont. Vermont has ban the box laws, meaning that a prospective employer is not allowed to ask about criminal convictions until after giving a person a job offer, at which time she'd be allowed to explain the situation. If this conviction isn't a felony, places like dollar stores aren't going to give a shit about them.