I'd ask what kind of job could be held by someone who presented themselves like that, and then I remember the guy who lived in a literal dirt crawl space beneath a house with a couple of strung lightbulbs, a CRT monitor and not much else.
I'd ask what kind of job could be held by someone who presented themselves like that, and then I remember the guy who lived in a literal dirt crawl space beneath a house with a couple of strung lightbulbs, a CRT monitor and not much else.
iirc he did it to clown on TFR regulars posing with their guns and trying to look cool. So yes, he was only pretending to be retarded on the internet.
(his wife took the pictures)
Didn't know he lost his job though. But on the upside, some retarded crust-punk band used one of the pictures for their album cover and didn't pay him for it.
Context: this was in related to a PROUD BLACK, WOMXN OF COLOR returning triumphantly to the thread after being chased out for not adequately kissing her geriatric, disabled, black ass for bitching about not enough niggers in board games... only for a resident shrieking troon who is so unhinged that even the cucked posters of SA had to tell him to calm down, to shriek at her for not adequately kissing his ass enough.
It's remarkable. It's perfect. It's the reason you need to just ban these people at first sight from any website they're on because they will drag it down into irrelevancy if you let them.
Every single time, turning into a woman never solves their problems and they get more and more unhinged. No, it was the entire rest of the world that needed to change, not ME.
Every single time, turning into a woman never solves their problems and they get more and more unhinged. No, it was the entire rest of the world that needed to change, not ME.
Context: this was in related to a PROUD BLACK, WOMXN OF COLOR returning triumphantly to the thread after being chased out for not adequately kissing her geriatric, disabled, black ass for bitching about not enough niggers in board games... only for a resident shrieking troon who is so unhinged that even the cucked posters of SA had to tell him to calm down, to shriek at her for not adequately kissing his ass enough.
It's remarkable. It's perfect. It's the reason you need to just ban these people at first sight from any website they're on because they will drag it down into irrelevancy if you let them.
I leaked as much info as I had, but given that I was not expecting the rug pull and didn’t use SA on many of the other subs, and given that SA was not nearly as destroyed as it was later, I had no personal motivation to intentionally save info. It did lead to the specific doxx of Ozma and I think EPG or maybe it was somebody else it’s been awhile and somewhat lost to time.
The doxx of Ozma and the other I can’t remember did lead to the doxx of others including Aatrek in a roundabout way because some of them were friends on facebook or tumblr. So I would argue it was a good thing overall.
Also, I did NOT leave and promise juicy gossip. I was completely unaware there was an anti-something awful forum at all, and was INVITED to come by GAPO. I was then asked once there to reveal any info I had, which I happily obliged because I was pissed. But I made it clear from the beginning I didn’t have much of value because I didn’t really associate with the forum beyond tcc.
Also, the take LSD meme is funny but was entirely bullshit as a reason to dislike me as a person or whatever. I was in personal direct contact with that heroin addict for months and had many “heart to hearts” until 3am where they “quit” and then didn’t and then asked for advice again (because I had successfully quit a severe opiate addiction at the time). They went to rehab I think 3 separate times or something.
The post that started the whole shitstorm was them relapsing a FOURTH time and saying something flippant about “idk maybe I will try rehab again.” And my reply was out of pure exasperation and experience with that particular individual and amounted to “you’ve already failed at rehab 3 times, do it if you want but it’s clearly not going to work if you don’t want it to. Do rehab, do ketamine therapy hell try LSD or something just get off the damn heroin!”
That clearly is not a genuine suggestion to do LSD as an alternative to professional help to anybody with half a fucking brain. This includes the brain, by the way, of the heroin addict in question, who understood the intention of “you have to actually want to quit not just go to rehab 20 times.” Which to this day I don’t think is a bad sentiment and will happily defend my words.
Anyway then the faggots at fyad, free speech advocates that they were at the time, coerced their faggot admin to go against the wishes of every other admin who clearly understood my good intentions and the subtext of the post and my personal relationship with that poster and ban me. Keep in mind this is AFTER all those other fucking admins told me specifically to NOT post an explanation or defend myself, to just go radio silent and they would handle it.
So after letting fyad and everybody shit on me and not even get a chance to explain my relationship with the user, or the context of the post I was then demodded. And the user who all this was about, got online like a week later after their latest bender and was like “oh I didn’t think the post was bad, why did you ban him he always tried to help me” or whatever. And then my assumption is that nobody else offered that user any real advice beyond the useless “get help” that retards like the above put forward.
I kinda lost all respect for the goon diaspora (including here, to be honest) when that Hondarider person made the rounds promising juicy gossip and everyone fawned over him, even though a) he was an absolute symptom of SA's corruption and stupidity, and b) he never even supplied any interesting information anyway.
That degenerate (a mod!) advised a person to take LSD rather than seek legitimate help for their addiction and you people licked his toes hoping for information on Ozma's favorite color or something and in the end he just made junkie grunts and farts like the typical useless junkie he is.
If Ozma did de-mod him and ban him, then it's the one good decision that fat cow made, and shame on Kiwifarms for giving him the time of day.
It's like if the CIA caught in its net a Soviet bureaucrat responsible for death, deportation, and overall degeneracy, and cynically wined and dined him, only for him to supply bupkiss in terms of actual intelligence.
This was not on kiwifarms retard, it was on somethingsensitive.com. My kiwi account was created 6 years after I was banned from sa. And as in my above post, the information I was able to remember and scrape from cache directly led to the doxx of at least one admin and one mod, and indirectly to others as their accounts were linked and tracked down, primarily by a user of ss named cis scum. kiwifarms had nothing to do with any of the shit involving me, Ozma, the other admin of fyad who stepped down as a result of an ss doxx, EPG and the biggest fish pedo Aatrek, and I don’t think hardly anybody from SS even used kiwi until the first site was taken down.
I don’t know what the fuck universe you’re from where you think I 1) came to kiwifarms claiming I had special info, or 2) think kiwfarms had anything to do with half that shit.
What actually happened was I got demodded, all the other admins refused to reinstate me but apologised profusely and said how sorry they were, I tried to defend myself briefly to the tiny community of tcc that actually knew me, which was impossible because fyad members were flooding the sub with slander, then GAPO who ran something sensitive invited me over genuinely because he thought I was railroaded and I might like that forum.
And I did like that forum and many of those posters I still chat with to this day. It was an organic thing not some calculated move that I planned or was advertised at all.
Edit: also, even on SS probably 80-90% of the posters immediately hated me for being a junkie/drug user. It was only after months that I was accepted, and even then it was begrudgingly.
Also, I did NOT leave and promise juicy gossip. I was completely unaware there was an anti-something awful forum at all, and was INVITED to come by GAPO. I was then asked once there to reveal any info I had, which I happily obliged because I was pissed. But I made it clear from the beginning I didn’t have much of value because I didn’t really associate with the forum beyond tcc.
This is accurate. Honda was the first real crack in the dam as any other mods before him molested children were part of the Kool Kids Klub and thus couldn't turn on any in-good-standing moderators without having said mods turn their deranged goonhorde of notice-mes on their life.
Honda, as a drug addict and uninvolved in goon e-peen wars, had nothing for frothing goons to ruin should they unconver any deets or powerwords.
All the other revelations and mod doxxings stem from this event. It not only gave data points that could be worked to uncover more information about the SA moderators, like Elanor Jefferson Aka Eggplant wizard who wrote werewolf, rape, and incest porn under the pen name Kali Lowe while working in the classics department of Rutgers University.
It also showed Something Sensitive to become as a platform where you could both safely air out moderator dirty laundry for an audience AND post the nigger slur.
Even if you ignore the transitive effects of the other mods being Doxxnetted, HondaRider's tell-all got goon eyes on SomethingSensitive even if none of them would admit to reading it, they couldn't help but come to watch the drama. This made SoSe the place for SomethingAwful talk that the SA moderation couldn't control or silence, without needing wade through FYAD "posting culture".
So when GAPO approached other disaffected goons offering to let them tell their side, it was an attractive offer.
Most Goon "deep throats" didn't hate SomethingAwful, they simply wanted to target what they felt was the cancer rotting it out, to try to shake Lowtax from his ambien coma to get SA back to when it was good. None of that would have happened if Hondarider hadn't come over to spill about the rot we all knew but couldn't confirm infesting the SA moderators.
The post that started the whole shitstorm was them relapsing a FOURTH time and saying something flippant about “idk maybe I will try rehab again.” And my reply was out of pure exasperation and experience with that particular individual and amounted to “you’ve already failed at rehab 3 times, do it if you want but it’s clearly not going to work if you don’t want it to. Do rehab, do ketamine therapy hell try LSD or something just get off the damn heroin!”
I recall you also saying that using LSD to force an addict to extrovert themselves from their addiction and its effects had shown some promise in a "barium enemas for liver cancer" sort of way - its not like it is going significantly worsen the situation, and it could help. unless that was just cope.
Edit: also, even on SS probably 80-90% of the posters immediately hated me for being a junkie/drug user. It was only after months that I was accepted, and even then it was begrudgingly.
You are still the mod of the Drug Forum in our hearts.
Honestly I think you being a junkie was secondary to the possibility that you were some sort of goon deep over agent and the slapfight with Oxma (fat) was some sort of Kayfabe. Or were expecting typical Goon Mod behavior from you. Or typical addict Doobie style behavior.
but you turned out to be a cool dude who didn't inject ever yconversation with "We just need to like LEGALIZE it, maaaaaan".
I recall you also saying that using LSD to force an addict to extrovert themselves from their addiction and its effects had shown some promise in a "barium enemas for liver cancer" sort of way - its not like it is going significantly worsen the situation, and it could help. unless that was just cope.
Yes I generally leave this out because it doesn’t really matter and contributes to the attitude of “just legalise it man” that you mentioned and generally turns people off. But to get more into the nitty gritty, she had specifically mentioned all three of those options (rehab, ketamine, lsd) and some others that I didn’t mention like meditation, ayahuasca, etc. And rehab has like a single digit success rate that is lower than placebo on most drugs, so even taking a sugar pill might be useful if it works. But yes, there is some preliminary study that shows success, and today even more options are out there like glp-1 that are showing promise.
But regardless, the context of my post was basically “whatever you want to do, just do it.” Because she constantly would talk about all these theoretical methods and paths to sobriety but it was really just an excuse to procrastinate until the “perfect” magical method came up, which obviously never would. Keep in mind she was using an INSANE amount of heroin, like a gram of black tar a day. If she is still alive I would be shocked.
And yeah I don’t know how much I even believe that psychedelic therapy is even effective or makes scientific sense, but to me if it gets people off the bad shit even by way of placebo it’s a win. I know people who claim they developed an allergy to drugs, and that’s why they are sober. Well that’s ridiculous in my opinion, but it improves their life so why argue with them?
