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Not sure if this is a depressive phase or if it's just how my life's going to be, but I feel the overwhelming urge to leave
Sounds like you build traps and get stuck in them.
Bad news: wherever you go, you rebuild the trap.
Good news: there's tried-and-true ways to stop building the trap.
 
Pretty good, my GERD seems to be gone

Did two classes today. My first i had only 10 students and it went pretty smooth. Taught them three simple greek dishes, finished one hour early. The other class was a mess because there was 20 fucking children over there, so i dropped by to help both the chef and two monitors. As i got inside the kitchen a little girl flew towards me and hugged me for some reason. Don't know what it was about but it made my gray evil heart feel all warm and fuzzy inside

I'm pretty tired but later on i'll gather the strength to get to my kitchen and make some schnitzel for moms
 
I want to start all over, leave the country. Leave everyone behind and become a new person. I want no one to know me. At this point I don't even mind leaving all my family and never seeing them again, never seeing my home again

Not sure if this is a depressive phase or if it's just how my life's going to be, but I feel the overwhelming urge to leave
It depends on how much you will improve yourself when you "disappear" from there. You can go abroad but if you still have the same mindset then nothing will objectively change in your life. Simply moving somewhere else doesn't magically solve your personal/internal problems.
 
Sounds like you build traps and get stuck in them.
Bad news: wherever you go, you rebuild the trap
It depends on how much you will improve yourself when you "disappear" from there. You can go abroad but if you still have the same mindset then nothing will objectively change in your life. Simply moving somewhere else doesn't magically solve your personal/internal problems.
I know, that's why I said I think I'm going through a depressive episode, what I'm thinking doesn't really make sense. My issues will always follow me no matter where I go. I'm just upset about it
 
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