Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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been working out at work. on days when i'm cashiering i can get a lot of counter pushups and squats done, but that's about it. i do a lot of stocking whenever i can because i need to lift more heavy things over my head. i've gotten so much stronger since last week, it's amazing! i can do things much better and control things better.

but i haven't found much time to draw.
 
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Today I had my bandages changed at the doctors by a nurse, and have been told I am healing nicely with both the graft and the hole that was made because of all the cancer deep inside my muscles.

I've had to spoiler them because they are too gross, and I don't want to freak anybody out, and the fact I have put on tons of weight, haven't shaved my legs in weeks, and you can see my knickers.

Otherwise had an okay day, feeling a bit down and fed up with everything, including my leg. And having trouble sleeping again, without my mind wandering all over the place. Just want everything to end, so I'm not an annoyance and trouble for everybody.
 
Those drugs are powerful psychoactive substances. Watch yourself, and your behavior really closely. If anything about your disposition feels off or bad over the next weeks, talk to your doctor about it. I had a horrible experience with the wrong medication. I'd never wish what I went through on anyone. The mistake I made was I didn't tell my doctor about the insomnia or the unrelenting anxiety or the suicidal thoughts that I developed since starting the prescription.

I was so fucked up by the improper medication that I felt I couldn't trust my doctor. It honestly made perfect sense to not tell anyone at the time.

I hope they help you. :>

I wasn't able to get them. They cost too much, over 80 bucks, so I'm shit out of luck.
 
Other then a few things, I'm doing pretty good. Found a pretty good book on autism called "Emergence : Labeled Autistic ".
 
ahahah oh mannn. okay so like

i had a sudden plug in my nose and i figured maybe it was just a bit of food or something. so as soon as i could i got into a restroom to blow it out.

it was a teeny tiny little spider. and yes it was dead. drowned. and it was kind of pretty, too. shame.

IT COULD HAPPEN TO /YOU/
 
I'm doing OK, I went to a high school football game tonight with my family, but I left at half time because I was bored.

Sometimes I get depressed and feel like doing nothing, but that feeling has been slowly lifting this past week, so I'm feeling pretty good.
 
Man, today and yesterday were really chock-full of adventure, but today really took the cake for a minute.

Its right in the middle of lunch, about 1:10PM, I have a few tables on my floor and food needs to get out as soon as its done (which is primarily my job). None of this matters now. I see out on the dock a boat has gotten loose. I instantly assured the guy who owned the boat that we'll get it back, we'll use a kayak if nothing else. He found out his friend tied the bow line but didn't tie it to the cleat of the boat… not my fault. So I took the guy by kayak out to the sea where by now the currents has taken the boat a little far away. Weeee! I got a little 5 minute kayak ride out of this! We made it to the boat, the keys were right in it and he got it right back to the dock. When I got back, put the kayak away and etc, he came back and handed me a $20 bill. How lucky!

Needless to say though, I am always happy to help in such a situation. You do NOT want your boat scratching against these hard pointy, honeycomb-like island rocks.

Oh as for yesterday, real awesome. Had the insurance company having a lunch party, of sorts. I was like on the bullseye with every small request the patrons had. Yesterday was such a success, I went to the gym and squatted 305lbs like a champ, brimming with energy like it was nothing.

And my vacation is in 6 days AUGH YEAH
 
Bored out of mind so I'm finally watching Chris Chan's favorite movie "The Adventures of the American Rabbit" for the hell of it.

Edit: Seriously, Rob so comes off as a Marty Sue in many ways.
 
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I went to a massive party last night. It was hosted in a barn that was 30 minutes outside of town in the boonies. I was expecting a couple hundred people. Nope, there was over 2000 people. It was pretty awesome until some people got in a fight, and a guy got shot in the chest, I found out later. All I knew at the time is the cops came and shut it down. Luckily, I know the law and I parked off the highway so they couldn't ticket me.

Right now I am on my way to an all-night autumn equinox thing. The address was never made public, so hopefully it won't be shut down... or no one gets hurt.
 
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I went to some meeting at my school yesterday, and I guess I made a friend? I don't really fit in with everyone else, so its kinda nice to have someone to talk to. Just hard to make friends when you're one of 5 straight males in a class of 180, and everyone else formed their groups already...
Wait are the rest all gay males, or chicks?
 
Just want everything to end, so I'm not an annoyance and trouble for everybody.
Pardon the corny phrase, but just pay it forward when you get better. Help some other people out in need, and that way you won't have to worry about being a trouble now. :)
 
Just got out of rehearsal with my vocal jazz group. Great improvement from the last rehearsal where an entire section failed to show up. >.>

Waiting around now for a WNYCO (Western New York Chamber Orchestra) concert at my uni. All Mozart. A piano concerto (played by one of the piano profs at my school), the Regina Coeli (sung by my school's chamber choir) and one of his many symphonies that I don't know.
 
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